i had been laying in bed for a few minutes after Sean left and i was thinking about what he said about how i was a waste of space and how i should just kill myself . i got out of bed and put a shirt on and went into the kitchen and grabbed a serrated knife from the knife drawer and then put the knife to my wrist and dug it into my wrist until i felt blood trickle down my wrist and then i proceed to do the same to my other wrist.

a few minutes later i passed out in a pool of blood and then i heard the door open and i heard Phillip calling my name i answered him but it was a very weak response and i saw him run over to me and i saw him pull out his phone and dial 911 and that is when i blacked out.

i started to regain consciousness and i turned my head to see Phillip sitting next to my bed and i asked him where i was and he told me that i was in the hospital because i had attempted suicide by slitting your wrists. i proceeded to ask him why didn't he just let me die when he heard me say that he told me that he saved me because i didn't deserve to die and after that he leaned over and gave me a kiss.