What I and Taehyung have is forbidden. God knows how much mom will hate me if she knows what happened that night in Taehyung's house.

There is a saying in our family that the Kims always fall for the forbidden one and in my case, Taehyung is my forbidden one.

That kiss went on from a simple gesture until my clothes went flying off and all I understood was he is inside me thrusting and grunting. It was a heavenly feeling but I'm afraid. What if she finds out? Will she hate me?

And it's not the first time that happened, now I sneaked away with him while I was in my own pre-birthday party and we made love again under the stars and the glowing moonlight.

"Where have you been Seokjin! I'm worried sick!"

I came home exactly at 4 am. I was trying to sneak into our house and find the spare key under the pot of plants and thinks that my Mama is asleep seeing what time it is already.

I found her in the living room pacing back and forth. Her face was full of confusion, amazement, and worry. I didn't speak a word.

"Just ... Just somewhere Mama."

"Namjoon called me and said that he saw you leaving early!" She shouted at me. I must've awakened the dragon inside her.

"Mama, I left early ... Because my-my classmates and I had a private party. That's why he saw me leaving early. I'm sorry Mama for making you worry."

I bit my lower lip. I'm such a liar. But I can't tell her where I went and especially who I am with.

Mama sighed, "Well, did you have fun, baby?"

I nodded my head but the guilt was eating me up.

"Well, I waited for you because it's your birthday and I wanted to greet you first. Plus, I baked a cupcake for you and I want you to light it up so you can make a wish and blow your candle."

"Mama ... We can still do that," I said. She finally smiled.

"Really?" She stretched out her hands and I took it. I thought that we are going to walk but she hugged me tightly.

I wanted to say sorry to her. I wanted to tell her what really happened tonight. I wanted to tell her because that's the most beautiful thing that happened in my life - like ever. But I stopped myself.

She will be furious as fuck when she knows who am I dating so keeping her in the dark is the best solution.

We walked to the kitchen and saw the cupcake that she talks about. I thought she only baked one but what I saw a bunch of them enough to spell, JIN.

"Happy Birthday Little King. You are now an adult and you grew up to be a very beautiful and fine man. Mama is so proud of you. Time really flies so fast." I kissed her cheeks "Go on, blow your candle."

And I did. I made a wish and hugged my Mama. I don't know why but I feel emotional. I cried and she hugged me tighter.

"Thank you and I'm sorry Mama."

"For what?" She simply asked.

"For making you wait."

I lied again.

"It's okay. As long as you had fun. Now go to sleep. You still have your party later. We will show the world later who the most beautiful man is."

We went to the stairs together and go to our respective rooms. Papa saw me and greeted me with a happy birthday too before going to bed with Mama.

When I reached my room, I turned the lights on and stripped down.

I feel different.

I was sure that something inside me changed. I don't know what it is but I know it's there.

I heard my phone ringing and I saw Taehyung's number.

"Are you home?" I asked.

"Not yet. I was still two blocks away from your home. I saw the lights opened so I concluded that you're in your room still awake, babe."

I smiled despite my tiredness.

"I miss you already, Jin."

I smiled like an idiot and didn't respond to him.

"Can you say something? I imagine you smiling but it's not enough. How do you feel?"

"Beautiful." I don't know if it makes sense to him. But it does to me.

"See you at your birthday party."

He ended our call and left me speechless. He will be there later!