You remind me of sunshine ...
But you also remind me of raindrops tapping upon windows

I love both

I miss the rain
The constant all day steady rain
The calming kind
The kind that inspires
Chapters and chapters of writing
Cute movies but never horror
Painting
And hours of sketching

The kind of rain the makes me think of you mainly becuase of things I've never said but always thought or wrote.

I always thought so much and maybe I should have handed it out in doses
Not drunk and all at once

I wish I didnt get drunk
Or that i never picked up the phone
That i would have waited until moring to think about why i could and not why i couldnt

I miss the rain
I miss you