I was the only one she wanted

But I was too dumb to even see it

She loved me and I ignored her

Now she is gone...I can't get her back

I always screw up I think my mind is off track,

I pushed her away every single day

Maybe it's my fault that they never stay

My basket of imperfections has tipped over

At times I think about getting high

Just to see if it feels better than being sober

Why do I always have to ruin everything?