At times I feel as if I am useless

As if I have no purpose at all

Just sitting around all day long

Watching time as it slips through my hands,

I pace back and forth across the floor

A million thoughts inside my head

"Will I ever be happy again?"

Is what one of the voices said,

I then realize i know the voice

It's the little happiness left in my soul

Crying out...begging to be saved

I'm slowly fading in and out into a daze

So much pain i'm beginning to lose it

Everything looks so blurry now.