Today is March 29, 2019

Word of Advice today?

nah i can't even do that. 

Things to do today?

-Go to softball practice

-After school my therapist is gonna talk to both me and my mom...

i told him a lot of shit yesterday.

My mom probably won't give a damn about what I'll say.

"It's just your age, Blue. That's how all teenagers feel about their authorative figures."

Although it's been about...

7 years since I was in that group home,

I kind of miss it.

Being a foster kid sucked big time...

But those kids there knew what kind of shit we were going through there.

I don't miss my roommates...

But I miss having somebody that knew, ya know?

We didn't care about the schedules, we were each others family.

Living there was kind of hell though.

What even is home?

Not where I've lived.

San Angelo, apartments, Juvie, Foster Homes, Group Home.

Maybe when I'm 18...

When I'm free.

The pastor/therapist yesterday said that Home may be what's screwing up school.

My whole life is screwing up everything.

Home and School are hell and the only peace I have is when I'm sleeping and Fall Out Boy is playing on my bluetooth speaker.

Or when I'm riding home from track meets and talking to you guys.

I want my thoughts to stop.

The pastor said to Journal...

I'm trying so hard to be happy right now...

How can you be happy?

What makes a person happy?

What makes you happy?

Tallshadow1221 fixed it. happy?