ITS NOT EVEN FAIR!!!
Last night I was feeling very down. Depression and Anxiety were weighing down on me and I actually felt like it was the end.
The end where I fall apart and slowly lose what's left of my sanity.
I shot out a text to my friends group chat that was saying "I'm done. I'm always wrong and mean, I can never make anyone happy, and I'm tired of everything. Bye and good night."
chanchan1234567890 called me and I told her my problems. She told me I should try to talk to my parents. I did and my mom was like "Maybe you shouldn't be in your room all the time. You should be surrounded by us, by people who love you."
But what if I don't want to?
Half of the time I get in trouble when I try to hang out with my siblings and I'm pretty sure they hate me so....
So I told her my problems and now she's like:
"You are going to that assembly with us today."
I am being forced.
She says she wants to help, but in reality she's making my life have two hells.
School and Home.
Ughhhhhhhhhh I don't want to go....
Now I want to go back to school.