I really enjoyed writing this one😍💫

Newt POV-

I sit in the dormitory bed,curled up in silence. My knees rested on my chin,I clutch myself tight for reassurance.

"Hey," Y/N walks in "I missed you at dinner." She sits opposite me "you didn't miss much. Don't worry. I brought you something." She pulls out some bread and a cookie from her back pocket. "So,eat up and tell me what's wrong."

"Scared," I whisper "terrified actually."

"Shuckshit." She scoffs "Newt,we got each other. How come you reassure everyone but you can't reassure yourself?"

"I... don't know."

"It's fine Newt," she smiles "I know. But Newt that's not the reason I came here before the others did... I had to tell you something... a few things."

"Go on."

"They want to take me away,tonight. I don't know where but I need to go."

"Y/N-"

"Newt. I have to. I also have to tell you something... I love you Newt."

"Y/N don't," I stroke her cheek as I see the tears stream down her face "please don't."

"I don't have a choice. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

"Why are you apologising?"

"Because I'm never going to forgive myself for that fact that I'm not going to spend the rest of my life with you... I feel like someone has to pay for that."

"They will,eventually."

"Newt... can I... kiss you? I have to say goodbye..."

I don't respond,I pull her gently towards me and rest my head on hers. She was so beautiful... I press a soft kiss to her lips and take in every second of it because I knew I'd never feel this again. She sobs against my lips and kisses me back. The door bangs open and a guard hauls her away from me.

"STOP!" She cries and kicks about in protest.

I run toward her but I'm held back by another guard "Y/N!" I sob.

"I love you..." she yelps,her mouth being covered by the guard.

"I-" the door slams shut between us "love you too."

(Timeskip)

I had no amo left and hardly any hope. I wander through an abandoned,dirty building in search of anything.. I kept wishing that Y/N would be here. She'd kiss me and tell me everything was going to be okay. I knew that.

I search through a box of nails as footsteps behind me stop my movements-

"Keep your hands down,turn around slow."

I do as the voice says and my stomach bundles into a billion knots. Y/N stands there,gun pointed at me with her finger on the trigger.  Hi,Newt."

"Your name... Is Y/N. You were in the glade... We were in love."

"That was a long time ago. It's over Newt." She holds up a radio "I call Wicked back and they're coming..."

"Is anyone else here? Any other innocent people?"

"No."

"I'm sorry..."

"Really,Newt?"

"I am. You lost people along the way Y/N. I lost people too- Alby,Winston,Zart,Teresa... Chuck. Wicked killed all of them... Are you Wicked too?"

"I lost you,my friends... I lost my mind. I was in some tow-trailer,leaving myself for death,waiting to become nothing... And Wicked... They found me,they thought I was worth a damn,worth bringing back with them... So yeah. Yeah I'm Wicked. To make it this far,this long... I had to be. I had to be something,just like you."

"We're not the same."

She scoffs "how's that?"

"Look at you!"

"Look at me? Look at us,Newt. Look at us. We're two shanks who will do whatever we have to just to keep going. I'm suprsied,considering the limp story. The only difference is that I'm the one holding the gun and that doesn't make me any worse than you Newt; it just makes me luckier."

"No. Y/N. This isn't you. We're the same. You don't know what you're doing."

"And you do!?"

"I know how I feel about you. I know who you truly are."

"Come on... Is that the best you can do?"

"Y/N please," I step forward "please come with us."

"Why?! Because we knew each other for a few days back in the glade? You can talk all you want,you can say all the words... Alby,Winston,Zart,Teresa... Chuck... They're all dead. Somewhere on the way,we died right along with them."

//

Newt saw Minho approach from behind him... he had a gun clutched in his hand too.

"NO!" Newt screamed as Minho pulled the trigger. Y/N fell dead to the floor right at Newt's feet.

"You good?" Minho approached Newt,like he had no clue of who's life he'd just ended. Newt just stood with eyes wide as his heart screamed in his ears.

"That... that... was."

"I know who that was. Doesn't matter,not one little bit. You find the guns?"

"Minho..." I run a hand through my hair,not sure what to say now.

"That wasn't her Newt," he puts his hand on my shoulder,rubbing it gently "that wasn't Y/N."

"Then who was it?" I choke out.

"A monster... trapped in her body."

"Can... we bury her?" I ask him.

He shakes his head "nah. She was gone along time ago. That's not her,that's not our friend."

"Please..." I beg him "Minho I need to.... for Y/N. I need to."

"Fine," he sighs.

"Thank you." I lean down and look at the bullet in her head. Ignoring that,I press a soft kiss to her forehead and stroke her soft,cold cheek. "I'm sorry..."

I love feedback. I'd love to hear your opinions on the characters/whether they did the right thing. So guys... do you think Y/N should've done what she did? Did she even have a choice?