Warning: spoilers for The Death Cure. Sorry to break your hearts all over again.

How does one make Newt jealous? You can't. Newt isn't the type to be jealous, not of another at least. He might feel some sort of emotion when he sees other Gladers trying to woo you, but jealousy wasn't it.

Newt doesn't get jealous because he trusts you with his feelings and his heart. He knows that you know of his feelings towards you, he's made it clear so many times that he'd give his life for you, that he loves you.

But do you love him? Well, how could you not? Gentle, kind, patient and sweet, all words to describe Newt. Natural born leader, persistent, determined and reliable. Newt is all these things and more.

But he has one downfall; you. Like aforementioned, he'd give his life for you if he needed to and he'd do it without hesitation.

If he was given the choice.

Newt would do anything for you. Correction, Newt would have done anything for his beloved (y/n).

"(Y/n)..." Newt smiles sadly, he stops walking with you and Thomas. You turn around and Thomas stops walking. He knows what's coming and so do you.

Newt reaches his arm out towards you and without hesitation, you take his hand in yours.

Newt's lips part but before he can say anything, you interrupt.

"Newt," your voice is firm. "Don't." You begin walking again, pulling Newt along with you.

"(Y/n), you know I can't come with you." Newt has to use all his strength to stop you and make you turn to face him.

He looks so exhausted, something's eating away at him but you refuse to believe it. He's still Newt, your Newt.

"You have to. I won't let them have you." You grab his arms and look right into his eyes.

"(Y/n), it's too late. They've already got me, years before we even met."

"No..." your voice cracks and your breathing quickens as you shake your head in denial.

"Newt I won't leave you. I won't let you be alone." You're almost sobbing. Your next words are for Thomas but your gaze doesn't leave Newt.

"Tell the others I'm staying with Newt."

"(Y/n)..." Thomas can only watch his two best friends in pain, his grip on the weapon tightens, reminding him and you of what needs to be done.

"Tommy, you'll look after (y/n) for me won't you?" Newt turns to smile at Thomas and you're certain it's just as difficult for the two of them to part. Thomas nods with tears his eyes.

Newt let's out a soft chuckle, "I'm jealous of you Tommy." Newt returns his gaze to you.

"(Y/n), when Tommy..." he can't say it but you know what he means.
"Just what ever you do, don't look, okay?" Newt pleads with you and you can only nod in response.

"I didn't deserve you." The tears finally spill from Newt's eyes but his soft smile never leaves his features. He lifts his hands to cup your cheeks and you press your face into his palms, never wanting to forget Newt's gentle touch.