I had called up my crew from the seats below, we all had lined up as readjusted my snapback on my head. I said nothing until I heard laughter from below, I waved at everyone. I watched as Jhope, and Jimin came and joined us, they put their arms around me as I whispered the song choice they had laughed out loud. I pointed towards Jiyong and Taeyang Oppa telling them to come up as well. "Only those who came with me to Beijing, know about this Choreography, so I like to redo it again for you. Enjoy."

https://youtu.be/daJQKUGbBSM

( Kai is the one in the yellow hat. It goes to 1:27 but then her dancers fulfill the rest of the video enjoy )

I spoke in the mic that I only I had one more song left and a few dance numbers and it would be dont, the concert would be over. "If anyone would like to perform, the stage is yours. But please don't get mad if, I or a few of my dancers join you. Even when getting my voice heard was enough, I love dancing the most. So with that said I'll be opening up 6 dance studios, 3 here in Seoul and 3 in Beijing specifically in Yulong Province. I plan on shooting my next drama there, I was told my baby sister is there. In two weeks' time, that's where I'll be staying. I just thought I would tell you."

I left the stage and went to my dressing room, I changed out of my outfit. N had come back earlier and gifted me a one of a kind outfit. When heat is applied, the outfit would change color. I did the same to my hair when the heat is applied it changes color. I thought for my last dance performance I would give them something spectacular.

I walked back out and out to the stage, I sat at the edge. I looked out the sea of faces of all my friends and family. "I'm going to take a break and answer all that you have to ask me, I know you have questions that you wish to know the answers too. So go ahead and ask, I promise to answer it to the best to my knowledge."

2 members of BIG BANG stood up, walking towards the stage to stand front and center. "Why do you choose to go alone? To a place you aren't even familiar with?" 

I looked at them, they had a point but I gave them a weak smile. My thoughts filled with worry, but I decided to stick to my decision. "I won't be alone, Shawn, T.O.P, Soso, Suzy will be with me, plus I have Oppa in my heart. He would want me to look for our baby sister, I can't and won't let him down. He had done the same for Mikey, and then me after he heard I ran away from home. Yes, we were only step-siblings but our mom's blood runs through our veins, I think it's only right for me to put my dreams aside for now and step up where I need to be."

I looked at them, "Also to be perfectly honest with everyone before I even considered getting my voice heard. N oppa and Kieran Oppa were all I ever had, I had no one else. I was alone, even knowing the 4 of you, I'm still me and I'm still alone. No matter if your my sibling or my husband, I'm still alone. I choose to go alone, so I won't be distracted. I know most of you are grown-ass men, but some of ya'll I won't say who either are fucking babies. Even if your older, age doesn't mean anything, well not to me it doesn't. Just remember that I do love you, but I can't have any other distractions."

I watched as they went back to their seats, with disappointment written all over their faces. Jay, Sik-k and Zion walked upfront and center, "If we choose to do so, and we are only saying if. Would you oppose or get mad if we choose to follow you?"

I let out a sigh, I stood up getting tired of sitting. I blew out the breath I was holding, I knew they were going to say something like this. "Well your grown, it's not like I can tell you no if you wish to follow that's fine. I'm giving you a warning though straight up, don't hinder me at anything that I decide to do you have no right in my choices."

I stretched and worked the kinks out from sitting a little too long. "Alright, all seriousness aside, who wants to see some magic?" I called out, I see a few pissed off faces in the crowd. They must have not liked my answer, but oh well they would get over it.

I signaled them to bring out the red wall and a huge fan. I signaled N to come on up, I look out towards the crowd every one wondering what I was doing. "Come on up, I promise nothing will happen to you. Just watch your step though, don't want you falling into the floor."

"Alright guys I want you to see what Kai is wearing, red hightops, black jeans, silver tank top, and her hair is also silver," I said to my brothers, friends, and family.

"Turn on the fan, now everyone please take 10 steps back." I stretch first I start my light jog, right before I go into the air current I do my signature corkscrew landing in a crouch. I turn and floss them my brightest smile. I took off my beanie and leaned my head into the air current as my hair turned into a different color before there very eyes.

I bowed, all around the room jaws were dropping, well besides N and I. "There you go, but I have one more trick. Jiyong & Taeyang Oppa I need both of you to hold the red wall, I'm going to dance on it."

I walked up to the wall, what they didn't know was I had magnets built into the sole of my shoes. In the wall are also magnets, thanks to Rain Oppa and my little brothers Mikey and Malaki who helped design this wall. I placed my right foot on the wall, then my left as they were still standing where I left them, "If the both of you can pull the lever next to your right hand the wall will rise slowly." I waited till it rose about 6 ft in the air, to give them further instructions. "Alright, now pull the lever next to it, it will turn the wall upside down and that will be all for now." I started laughing, as they all started to swear.

I started to dance on the wall upside down, till I heard a voice say. "Take your shoes off, I want to see if you can still do it in your socks." I looked at Aron and JR since they were the ones who had said it.

I took my shoes off, as I placed my feet back on the wall I continued to dance and freak them out. I had Channie, Jhope, Mino, and Jiyong underneath me, yelling out for me to come down because I was scaring the shit out of them. I kicked off the wall and did a flip off the upside down wall or ceiling, I landed in a crouch."Tada, alright that concludes my magic trick for you. I hope you enjoy, now if you go back down to your seats I have one finally song I will perform and I want you to hear it. This song will be released tomorrow morning, I hope you like it Kris and Bobby wrote it for me."

I pressed the remote in my pocket as my shoes fell down, I slid them back on. I placed my mask back on, I shook my head as the red and black slowly turned back to my silver hair.

https://youtu.be/0Ymurweoaxo

I looked out towards the seats in the arena. As the familiar music played, "Thanks to Kris and Bobby, I changed it up a bit I hope I don't disappoint." When the ended, its when I decided to speak my feelings, "Oppa when we started filming, I knew from the very beginning you were being blackmailed. I should have told you I knew, but something held me back. That something was your pride, and mine as well. I should have known that all you were doing was trying to keep me safe. You did it against your own will, and you were drugged by that girl. I think maybe if I had said something, we wouldn't have had gone through what we did. But I might be harsh for saying this, but I'm thankful I didn't say anything. That no matter what life decides to throw at us, we can get through it we just have to trust in ourselves and each other."

I bowed one final time, I was wiping my tears as I was happy for truly speaking my feelings. When I looked out to the sea of faces though, its when my heart ached Jiyong Oppa wasn't there. I squatted down, the sobs overtaking my body. I guess he doesn't really forgive me, I should've kept my damn mouth shut. I was pulled into a hug when I realized Oppa was the one holding me. I turned quickly jumping in his arms as he held my still sobbing body.

"Baby girl, why do you put yourself in a situation like this, that part of our lives is over and done with, Now we just have to take slow steps forward, our goal now is a happy future and we will get there when we get there. We have each other, our parents and our huge ass family. Look you see all of those crying and smiling faces down there? They are our family, get use to it. We will follow you till the ends of the earth, no matter where the wind blows us or our decisions guides us to. We will always be there for you, ALSO  for the newbies, you can crush all you want but no touching. She is mine and mine alone."

I looked up at Oppa, I figured he would say something like that. "Only you would get jealous at a time like this."