(don't play the song yet)

I sat there for a minute, then we both spoke at the same time. "Kai, me and the boys were selected to help out for your concert. I hope you watch it, please just for now. I'll come back and keep you company, your not ever leaving my side again." I tell her, I got up and kissed her forehead and walked out the door.

My jaw dropped in shock at what he said, I could still see the love and regret in his eyes. I was going o ask him to come back to me since we both fucked up and were still married. I don't know why but I had signed Akira's name and put the wrong date, Kris was sitting in front of mend didn't even try to correct me. As the days went on during the concert, he was a more my best friend than anything else. The day before his mom called, I pulled his aside and told him my feelings about us. He accepted it, even though I liked him. I didn't love him like that, the only person I could love was and is Jiyong Kwon, my husband.

I stretched in the bed wiggling my toes, it felt like my legs had fallen asleep and were tingling all over. I called the nurse, "Please if I promise to come back can you do me a huge favor?" She crossed her arms over her chest and called the doctor, I facepalmed when I saw who it was. "Alright I'm not going to bullshit you, can you bring me to the Arena? I want to watch them live, I promise to come back once it's over. I want to sing one song and I promise to be in one spot and I won't dance around. If you would like I will bring everyone that works in this part of the hospital with me as assurance." I bit my lip in nervousness.

I looked down at my adopted cousin, her eyes were watery. "Fine, but I will go so I can monitor you." I explain to Kai. 'just do me a favor and don't let me regret this.

I called up the CEO, making a few last-minute arrangements. everyone is going to scold me, but I don't think I would ever get this chance again in a million years. To perform with BIG BANG, and everyone else. That's a dream come true and that crosses off the very last time on my list, I called up Kris hoping he hadn't left yet. "Meet me backstage, you owe me big time and I'm collecting before you disappear off the face of the earth and in between your new wife's coochie" I hang up before he could tell me anything.

"What in the fuck is a coochie?" I ask Kai.

I busted up laughing, "If you have to ask me, then that means you haven't tapped anything yet and your still a virgin. I need to introduce you to my cousin Mina, I think she will suit you best." I tell Jun, as I wheel myself to the elevator.

- At the Arena -

I peeked my head through the doors, as Shawn one of my personal guards held it open for me. He told the other guards to let us through and swore they wouldn't tell a soul. "I called your boss and asked them to give you guys a raise, I might even higher you permanently," I tell them, I give them a huge smile as they fanboyed after I slid my mask down. it was a funny sight. I see Mina run to me and called one of the guards to help me out of the chair and into another dressing room, Mina had my stylist take care of my hair and makeup and my chosen outfit. I was going out barefoot, the guard picked me up and went up the stairs behind the builtin stage. They connected me to a harness and a swing that was already there. What they didn't know was what I had planned for this. I smirked and looked into the eyes of Jin, T.O.P's older cousin aka my doctor. I gave him a finger wave then flipped him off, as I was slowly ascending into the air.

I watched Kai give me a finger wave then flip me off, I texted her, "I swear to god Kai if you dance I will tell everyone that you are here and you practically blackmailed me to bring you."

I heard my phone notification go off, I looked at the screen. I texted back, "I never said I was dancing you, idiot. I flipped you off because I felt like it and I plan on doing something I haven't done in a long while, matter of fact it helped me the last time when I was rehabilitating. If you don't believe me, just read page 10 of my file then you will understand. Now buzz off you're cramping my style, old man."

Once I finished reading the text, I opened my palm pilot going to kai's file. I read the contents, I shook my head. For about 6 hours in one day, Kai had done gymnastics. No, not the original kind, but the kind you would see circus performers do. She is going to give me and all her brothers a heart-attack, I called up Stace she was a colleague from my 1st semester of medical school. I found out through her research that this type of exercise is actually good for one's body.

To Stace: She's here and she doing what you taught her last time in rehab.

To Jun: Shit! Last time she had at least 2 shots of steroids in her system, did she even do her stretches?

To Stace: Don't worry, I gave her a shot to ease the pain after the surgery. We just have to make sure she doesn't bleed out. Don't tell anyone she is here, she wanted her last and final wish to come true.

To Both of Them: To perform on a stage with all of her all-time favorite Idols, I'm standing right next to Rain. He's reading my texts from you over my shoulder, he's actually laughing.

I shook my head and went towards the front of the stage. I called T.O.P over, as he lifted me up out of the pit.

"Please tell me she isn't here and about to do something crazy!" I tell my cousin Jun.

I clear my throat and say in a condescending tone, "Kai's not here and she won't be doing anything crazy!" He slapped the side of my head, the whole arena was quiet, till we heard the cutest giggle.

I looked down to see Mina give me the signal, I raised the mic to my lips as I started to sing. (the song is above) I watched as Mina, Z and Aimee come on to the stage, getting ready for the dance number as I sing from my perch.

https://youtu.be/l3m3SIc8mYM

I could hear the screams of everyone who has come as my vocals could be heard within the arena. I signaled Shawn to lower me down a little bit, I smiled as I watch them exceed my expectations. I giggled into the mic as the song was over.

- Kai's Position -

I bring the mic to my lips, "Hey everyone, I know I'm supposed to be at the hospital and I'm supposed to be resting but I couldn't pass it up and not come here. I... This right here is a dream come true to see have so many family members of mine, all on this stage together. My family members were selected and some even volunteered to finish the last day of my tour, because I wasn't watching over myself like I'm supposed to. I made them worry and anxious, for that I deeply apologize and I hope they can forgive me." I watch them down below as they scramble around looking from where the voice came from.

I just came out of the dressing room and was near the spiral staircase, when I came out on stage, when I heard her giggle. I yelled out, "Kai so help me, if you come out here and start dancing I will pull you over my knee and spank you before all of your HOPEFULS!"

I smirked at him, as the music played again. I brought the mic to my lips as I sang, "I hope you enjoy this, I know this song means so many things to someone or your someone special."

https://youtu.be/YuK5wau1kFo

In the crowd, you can hear all of oohs and aahs and the crying of all of her fans. Things were shouted like, "UNNIE OR NOONA we are proud to be your fans, you make us be confident in all that we do. Just because you have hope and strength with you, in reality, you are our HOPE AND OUR STRENGTH SARANGHE!!!"

I sat up in the swing, as it was lowered. I unhooked myself and raised my hand up, "Now let's get this concert rockin'." I grabbed on to the stage that was tossed down towards me.

"Ya'll haven't seen nothing yet." I climbed up the sash using only my arm strength, about midway I pulled with my right arm and lifted my body in a plank position. I spoke into the mic, "When I was first rehabilitating, my nurse and best female friend Stace. did some research. That in order for me to start dancing again, doing what the circus acts do. Not only tones my body but it also gives me a way to dance without putting any strain on my back."

I slipped my foot in the stirrup that was located in the sash but hidden really well. Music started to play as I feel the burn of my arm muscles start to waver, I simply let go when I landed on a tight wire, catching myself as I had always done. My muscles burning from not doing it often, I got in position as I go into a one-handed handstand. I looked down at my husbands face, I signaled for the swing to come and I sat and looked out to the crowd. I'll stop for now since you guys look kinda scared, plus it looks like I'm in deep shit I say. I am lowered to the stage as the security guards come out and take me off the stage.

I had them put me in a car and send me to the Caffe, I met the CEO there along with Rain and his family. The guard picked me up and placed me in my wheelchair. "Bring me the balcony and have one of the servers bring me a blanket and a milk tea, please. After that, you may go and eat then resume your duties." 

"Uh Miss Kai, I would like to ask you something?" Te guard had quietly said.

"Sure go ahead it's not like I can do anything to you, wait let me rephrase that. I can I just don't feel like messing with you, that's what you're going to ask right?" I sigh.

"Well all of the other guards say that you pull tricks, I was only wondering why you haven't pulled any, is all."

I looked at the guard, "I'm not in the mood to play right now, no one really understands me and I don't feel like talking to anyone. So do me a favor and make sure no one comes through the doors, I don't care who it is that wants to talk to me."

I watched him bow and walk away, I heard him whisper something that shocked me a bit. He said he knows what I feel and he can understand it