I woke up extra early, I showered and left the house looking like a scrub. I left a note telling everyone, I had work and I would be back late. I went to Magic Mirror Boutique, I unlocked the doors then I walked back to the men's section.

I grabbed the following:  black fitted tank top built-in breastband, silver joggers, black leather hightops. Grabbing my red and silver face mask and matching hoodie, I practiced in the back room for a little. I looked up today's Infinite Challenge Info, I laughed when I see who is also starring on the show.

I smiled to myself, I walked towards my makeup table. I stamped a silver star right below my right lower lash line. I sprayed my cologne to make it convincing, I practiced my greeting and went out and locked the doors. I made my way to JYP, to see the guy waiting for me. I pulled off the helmet, I gave him a nod I sent him a finger heart and a wink.

"Holy shit! Kai? Damn you mean business, do you always dress like this?" I ask her. "Well, you will be on the show with BIG BANG's very own Taeyang and G-dragon, along with Zion and IU. Just remember to play nice and no drama. Let's see how they react to you being my wild card. If you follow me to the car I will drive you there." I motion to follow.

"No need, where ever I go my motorcycle follows. I won't leave it behind unless someone I trust takes it, and since there is no one here I can fully trust. Well, that says it all doesn't? Just lead the way and I'll follow you on my bike. Please, and Thank you." I respond to him respectfully.

I give a nod and stepped into my car, "Go Kai will follow."

[ 20 minutes later ]

I follow the guy, I have no idea his name. One because he never told me, and two I didn't dare ask him but I have to anyways. "Sir, What's your name? You never told me when Appa was introducing us." I asked him

"Kai, I'm surprised you don't recognize me. You said I was the most difficult teacher you had, but I teach you to reach for your dreams." I turned and smiled at her.

"Mr... Mr... Smith? HOLY SHIT! Everyone here besides the 5 guys that host the show know who you are. Don't worry your secret is safe with me, just wait for payback I have all your old video from highschool."

I laughed out loud, "It's fine, I knew your voice sounded familiar. I just couldn't pinpoint it, oh god please tell me you aren't going to do what I think you are going to do."

"Indeed, we shall see what today brings," I tell her.

I keep walking, "Wait here, make nice with the other idols."

I walk into the waiting room, I took a step in to see I was the first one there. It's like the first time I stepped in Team Rap's waiting room, I couldn't help but laugh out loud. I heard the door open, I look outside to see the sun setting. I stood there with my arms crossed, I sniffed the air. "I would have never thought, I would be worthy enough to be on the same show as the both of you." I turned giving them a wink.

"Hi, guys long time no see," I say happily.

"You're the wild card? Damn, I take it back what I said in the car. But that means, bossman wasn't lying then, what he said is true" I give Taeyang a confused look.

"The talent agent who brought me here is my senior advisor from high school, he plans to embarrass me. But I told him it won't do any good, he can try everything he could think of. There are only a few things that embarrass me." I tell them, I raise my eyebrow at Taeyang Oppa.

"Ooh Fresh meat, you're so adorable." Another idol steps into the room, this time a female.

I watch her with narrowed eyes, I see that she is on the bold side. I smirk to myself as she tried to take my mask off, I take a step back and do a couple of backflips away from her. 

I got into a defensive stance, "I don't know you, and no I don't care to learn who you are. Try that shit again, and I won't hesitate to hit you" I say rather coldly to her.

"Feisty, I like it. Jiyong I see you're rather protective of this one. Who is the kid? Friend of yours? Single? Taken?" I purr with delight as I try to get an eyeful of the man in red, black and silver

"I'm gay, so back off. I despise bitches, although you don't show it when you're in front of your fans and other idols. Honey, I can smell your bullshit a mile away." I bump her shoulder and walk and sit in the corner.

"Hey Kai!! What are you doing here? I thought you had work?" Zion says as he steps in the room.

"Trust me, If I had a choice I wouldn't be here. I would be at home with my boyfriend and my family." I say out loud to have all the guys choke on their spit.

"Alright everyone please listen up, everyone goes in this order: Zion, Kai, IU, Taeyang, G-dragon. Palli, Palli let's go, it's time. Oh and IU, try not to get embarrassed much. I wouldn't want you to lose your cool." I tell her. 

I let out a scoff, "Great I have to sit next to the poser, just my luck." I say rather loudly. I follow Zion out the door, I felt something touch my ass.

I stop, I clenched my fists in anger. I rip off my hoodie and beanie. "LISTEN UP, IF YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON MY BODY AGAIN. FAMOUS IDOL OR NOTYOU'LL BE LEAVING IN A BODY BAG. I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHO YOU ARE, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TOUCH ME." I'm still standing toe to toe with her.

I'm pulled back by my hood, "Kai, calm dawn no one is going to hurt you here understand. Look at me, breathe in now breathe out." I look at IU smirking at Kai.

"It must make you feel good to pick on someone younger than you, I only did this because YG and every artist that has met him loves and cares for him. So do us a favor and back the fuck off got it? Zion switch places with Kai please, I don't need any more bullshit seniors picking on the younger generation."

"And you wonder why I don't female Idols, well besides girls generation and red velvet that is. Every other female idol is either snobbish or greedy as hell. Why do you think I have so many brothers? They protect me from people like her, the poisonous kind." I finish what I needed to say and turned around to lead the way.

"You at the end, Introduce your self." I was going to give Kai a hard time.

I stepped up and rolled my body, I did a backflip turning around and did an Aeygo. "Anneyeosaheyo Kai-inmda." I stepped back into the line.

Everyone else said their hellos, I just stood there bored out of my mind.

"So Kai, I hear you just signed with YG Entertainment. I believe your contracts say you can do it all. May we have a demonstration on let's say a dance. Just tell us the name of the song and you can go from there." I tell her.

I jump down from the spot I was in, "Don't by Bryson Tiller, Please." I give Jiyong a side glance, the fucker smirked. I already knew what he was going to do. I see both Taeyang and Zion holding their laughter.

"Yes G-dragon, You have something to add?" I ask Kai's Fiancee

"Yeah when I first met Kai, He has very awesome skills I think the song I am thinking is better for him" I smile when I see Kai's eyes narrow on me.

"What song would that be?" I ask in curiosity

"FXXK IT by BIG BANG of course." I flash Kai a million-dollar smile, once I say that I see Taeyang and Zion almost choke on their water.

https://youtu.be/BhqOOgvU58g

(  You should have seen that one coming, from a mile away. )

"Alright, Kai let's get serious, why did you want to become an Idol?" I've always wanted to know why, since meeting her when she was 11 years old.

I stood up, "I'm not about to get into all the details, but to make a long story short I'll just show you." I turned around and lifted up my hoodie and the back of my tank top. "You can barely even see it, but I know its there." I pulled it back down, my voice going cold.

"I grew up without knowing the feeling and emotions that parents have for their children, I was mentally and physically abused sing the age of 6. The same with my older brother, The night of my 10th birthday. The man who I thought was a good man gave me what I showed you, My older brother had the word WORTHLESS!  Burned into his flesh, every hour he would come back and do it again. He would tell me often that I would never amount to anything and that I should go and kill myself. That same night, My Oppa made a deal with the old man. That he won't ever lay a land on me unless he enlisted into the military." I took a deep breath.

"8 years later I was reunited with him, but 2 months ago he and our little brother went to look for me. He ended up getting hit by a car, after pushing our little brother out of harm's way. My Oppa said I could be whatever I dreamed of being he was my anchor, my main support. He loved me, even though I wasn't even his real sister. I've survived this long because people aren't as heartless as you think. They're people who would give you anything just to make you smile, or even to just have a laugh. When I first heard the song Blue by BIG BANG, I fell in love with their voices. That song helped me through my darkest of times and made me who I am today, along with a few of their other songs as well." I ran my hand down my face and blew out a breath that I was holding.

"Excuse me, Kai, May I ask how old you are? It's not written here in my notes." I asked him.

"I'm 19 yrs old, I'll be 20 in 7 months," I responded back but respectfully this time.

They skipped and went to talk to the others, I was staring off into space wanting it to build me a rocket and fly me out of here. I felt a nudge and almost fell off my chair.

"Can I say something before we continue?" I look at Jiyong and Taeyang and Zion. They all gave me a nod.

"Go ahead Kai, you have the floor." I looked at Kai, I knew what she was going to say even before he was going to say it.

"The reason why I was treated like yesterday's trash by my family, was because I was born a female with a manly voice," I tell them as I take off my mask and turn around.

"No way, you have to prove it! Can you sing like a girl too?" The others exclaimed.

I nodded my head, I took out my keys and unsheathed the USB that was attached. "Sure, I wrote this before I started dating my boyfriend just so everyone can misunderstand anything," I explain to everyone in the studio.

https://youtu.be/TkkKXz7b760

"I'm ready, go ahead." I blew out the breath I was holding once the song started to play.

I stood there, as my words of this specific song hit me full force. I couldn't stop the tears from falling but I let it go. I turned and sang to the ones in the chair, I had my eyes closed for this verse. I didn't dare open them until I sang the chorus. I looked around everyone was sitting up, as if they were interested in what I was singing. The bridge came and I didn't hold back as I belted out each word more powerful than the last. I finally bowed and thanked them for listening.

"Wow, can you sing using your other persona, please. We would like to compare them and see which one is better." I announced and everyone agreed.

I smiled, "Sure, this one is dedicated to G-dragon, T.O.P, Taeyang, I had an incident and I don't know why they called it a certain word but I thought it would be funny and make it into a song. I just finished it last week. Please enjoy."

https://youtu.be/ZVmDvC38Yis

I watch as both Zion and Jiyong, were bobbing their heads, I even heard Taeyang Oppa laugh out loud when I said Swerve. I started doing the choreography that I had made for this specific song, I guess it was catchy because even Taeyang Oppa came up and danced it with me. We bowed at the end.

"Okay, to be honest, we were not expecting that at all. So last one Kai, can you please sing a song using your manly voice." I had wishful thinking, I was hoping that Kai couldn't do it but I could see both G-dragon and Taeyang's hopeful faces.

I looked around the studio till I saw it, I got happy. "May I use the equipment up there? I promise I won't damage anything and If I do I'll gladly pay out of pocket, it won't be a problem." I gave hopeful eyes and received a nod.

I ran up the stairs, I played around on it till I found the correct keys. Someone had come and gave me a wireless mic, "Umm this is my first time doing a mashup so I hope you enjoy." 

https://youtu.be/2V03CE7VGH4

I stood playing the keys, I looked at everyone. I see the guys almost choke on air, I glanced at IU. The look on her face was one of shock, I smiled and looked at the older guys. I think one of them fainted, well he did he was laying on the ground and another guy was fanning him.

I stepped away from the keyboard, I hopped down to my seat. "Can I go home now, I have to film an MV with Jay Park in about 6 hours," I say as I look at the director as he gave me his nod.

I jumped up in my chair and backflipped off the stairs, "Deuces losers. I'm going home."

I landed wrong and ended up being caught by Taeyang Oppa, "Come on Miss Clumsy, You'll ride with Jiyong and I'll drive your bike back. You just never learn, it's okay that why you have so many brothers to love and care for you." He carried me all the way to the car and left without another word.