I woke up cause I heard laughing and running water, "Oh your awake, I took the liberty of answering your phone. It looked super important. Your little brother is moving in with us, Apparently, someone forgot to tell him what happened. Kai, you can trust us. Go ahead and take your mask off. In this household there are no secrets, we think it's better so the house can be in Harmony."

I sat up quickly, "Appa told you didn't he? He told me to keep it a secret but he ends up telling you anyway, what a douche." I shake my head.

"So let me get this straight, you find out I'm a girl and you try to make the house full of harmony and you clean it just because? I think you know more than you say, but since we don't have secrets here I will tell you what happened. So yesterday I just filmed my first MV ever. I'll load it on the screen in a little while, anyway I fell asleep in the car and they took me home. At the time I lived right across the hallway from them." 

I shake my head, I pulled my beanie and mask off running my hands through my hair a few times. "Well, they came back in, when I was partially naked. But what pissed me off the most was, Jiyong Oppa just stared and didn't do anything about Taeyang Oppa starring. I got so mad I threw my hairbrush just barely missing them by half an inch, They didn't even flinch. But T.O.P Oppa probably thought I was going to beat them up or something, It's not like I'm embarrassed about my body. But the only person who has seen me naked is Jiyong." I stood up and started to pace back and forth.

"I totally freaked and made rash decisions and moved out. Then that's how I ended up here. I'm so so sorry for invading your home, I will totally understand if you want me to leave." I stopped and released a breath.

I walked to the front grabbing my shoes, I slipped them on and walked to the outside.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket, as I walked into the semi-lit studio. I noticed that they had followed me, "When I'm feeling so many emotions at once, I get rid of the feelings by dancing. Just a heads up if you're fainter I suggest you fall on something soft or just sit on the ground so the fall won't hurt you."

I synced my phone to it and played one of the many songs that helped me, on under nineteen.

https://youtu.be/QtUwi604PFc

I bowed when I was down, "Give me a sec, let me find another song something normal okay." I watch them just nod at me.

https://youtu.be/DEYYGrh6NHA

I finish and walk back inside for my phone, I see all the miss calls and texts. I turn my phone off, I walk inside. I yell out I'm going to shower then, we could do whatever. 20 minutes later, I came back down in a tank top and sweats.

I made a beeline for the kitchen, I call up Mikey to run to the grocery store and I'll cook when he gets here. I made him promise not to say anything to anyone.

I started humming one of my own songs that played in my head, I sat at the counter spacing out and I was still singing.

https://youtu.be/cxQN1g491NQ

We watched from outside, I opened the chatroom we share with the other idols of YG. "What have you done? Are you fucking kidding me? DO you hear this? You need to figure it out before you lose her, she's too precious to have anyone leave her. You better hurry before she never forgives you for abandoning her when she got scared!"

I hung up, I probably made the worst mistake ever. But what could I do? She wasn't mine to comfort, but my heart still hurt for her. I watched Mino, I listened as the song changed. Oh shit, "Kai sweetheart, don't do this to yourself. Is he worth all the tears that you've cried today?"

I stopped playing the piano, I looked at Zion. The look in his eyes, reminded me of Oppa's, "Of course he is, I love him with every fiber of my being. He means the world to me. I'm not mad at Jiyong Oppa, I'm angry as fuck at T.O.P Oppa. He told me he was going to keep them away from me, it sounded like he was abandoning me. I just lost my older brother two months ago, now he plans to take two others away from me. For my own good? He is thinking about himself, what about my opinion, does my feeling not count." I sat there crying on the piano bench.

"Baby girl, Hyung thought you were going to beat us up, so he chose to decide for you. He didn't mean it, I promise you. He locked himself in his room and isn't talking to anyone, All we hear is crying. Can you come back with me? I promise if you want to come back here you can, I won't force you to stay at the house."

I looked at Oppa, he looked like he got ran over by a minibus. I got up right away, I ran and jumped into his embrace. "Jiyong Oppa, I want to stay here. Remember what Kieran Oppa told me? He said to let those who decide to accept me for who I am if they wish to stay by my side just to let them into my life, my heart and my family."

"Your Kieran Santos's little sister?" I stated out loud.

I turned around like the flash, "How do you know my brother?"

"I served with Jiyong & Kieran. Damn, I think this is fate. Don't leave yet!" I ran upstairs and came back down with a medium-sized box.

"This box is for you, from your brother. I made a promise, along with Jiyong that if we were to ever meet you. I was to promise to be the best Oppa ever since Jiyong was chosen to marry you. Anyways, go and save your Oppa from himself. We will see you later."

"Baby girl what are you thinking about?" I look down at my wife, well she will be soon.

"To be honest with you, I was thinking of when we performed FXXK IT for you. Also how much I've missed you, I was so ready to kick down your front door. But I was scared that Oppa would chase me away and not allow me to see you guys. i'm not worried about anything else, because it's not important." I explain to Oppa.

"Taeyang is stuck in his room. He feels guilty for drooling over his future sister in law. He wouldn't stop drooling over you, it was funny but it got annoying after awhile. We will talk about it later though, I didn't drive here. We gotta take your bike."

I pull the keys out of my pocket, "Mikey brought me my car he has my bike."

Kai pulled me back, I looked in her eyes as I wipe away her tears. "Please forgive me baby girl for my stupidity." I hold her close and squeeze her a little tighter.

"Oppa, knock it off before I punish you. Maybe next time I should tie you to the bed." I give him a cheeky grin.

I parked in a visitor parking spot, we made our way up the stairs. I used my set of keys for their house. "Jiyong, you have to do something. Hyung isn't responding he turned off his phone. Kai? Oh SHit, I'm sorry I just never seen anyone that beautiful." I explain to her, my face going super red.

I look at Taeyang, "I'll deal with you later, go keep your best friend occupied while I HANDLE YOUR HYUNG." I tell him.

I walk up the stairs, the last door on the left was closed. I walked to the door on the right, I grabbed T.O.P's extra hidden door key. I stand in front of the door, I put the key in and unlock it. The room is a mess, I see him standing there facing the view he has. I walk up and hug him from behind, "Oppa, can you stop throwing a hissyfit now, you're making your brothers worried for you. The only person I am mad at the tho is you. You said you would never abandon family, why would you take it about upon yourself to decide for me? I'm here, for now, Alright I'm not going anywhere." I turned and started picking everything up that he had trashed, clothing papers and whatnot.

"I'm jealous, of your love with Jiyong. You're the type of girl, I've always wanted to be with. There I said it." I walked to my bed and flopped down face first.

It shocked me what T.O.P had said, "I'll be back with some food and think about how I want to respond to that." I left and told him not to lock his door.

I found both Jiyong and Taeyang in Taeyang's room laughing, "Jiyong let me talk to Taeyang for a bit, you should go and go see T.O.P. Don't get mad at him, be calm and let's see if you can come up with a solution to this dilemma." I was pulled out for a second.

"What?" I asked him.

"Kai, they are both in love with you. The same way I love you, how about we take a break. That way if something happens between any of you, I don't want you feeling guilty for what happened." I tell her softly.

"You too, huh? You're just going to take away my decision of what I want to do, away from me. I don't think you really know me Jiyong, what happened to having a partnership? What happened to not leaving me?" I stopped talking I was done with the crying.

"If that's how you truly feel, then I guess you broke your promise to Kieran than. And so did I." I look at my hand, I was thinking clearly. I slid the ring off and placed it on the table.

"I don't want anyone judging my love, or leaving me by making their own decision and not asking how I truly feel about everything. I ordered food, It should be here soon. After I talk to Taeyang, I'm leaving."

I open the door and close it softly, I wait till I hear him walk away, I could hear his cries and it breaks my heart. My fall to my knees, I cry silently. The pain in my heart is too much, I scream out loud.

"Kai, lil one what's wrong." I held her to my chest, something wasn't right.

"Oppa, he wanted to give you guys a chance with me. But he made the sole decision for me without even thinking of my feelings. So I gave him back his ring, he broke his promise to my brother and so did i. I'm sorry to both you and T.O.P Oppa, there will always only be one man I want to love and marry and that's Jiyong. It's totally fucked, I need to go. Appa had me move in with Mino and Zion, I'm letting you know, I'm going to go and tell T.O.P, then I'm leaving, this is my goodbye to you. I won't be coming back anytime soon."

I give him a hug and a kiss on the cheek, I walk like a zombie to T.O.P's room. I hug him and kiss him as well. "Kai, wait I thought this is what you had wanted. Please don't leave me, I'm sorry I made a mistake. "

"Jiyong, You know the way I think, you know I would never ask you to take time apart from me if I had a band member who wanted a chance with you. In my mind It's like betraying our love and trust, I need some time to think. But as of right now, I don't know really know if you know me at all. Those words broke me, I'm going now. You know where to find me."

I walked out the door, I tried holding it in. I ended up tripping over my own two feet before I even hit the floor. Two sets of hand had caught me, I looked in the eyes of Zion and Mino. "Let's go home okay, I don't want to be here right now."

Mikey was waiting downstairs, I handed him my keys. The boys put me in Zion's car and we drove off, I looked back and saw all 3 looking at the car as it drove away. They fell to their knees crying, "Can we pick up some food before we go home? I don't feel like cooking right now."

We were at home, I synced my phone to their TV. I uploaded my MV, I heard them gasp, I smiled at that part. "Hey, Kai, I heard you gave those guys a special performance can we watch it? I am actually curious about how you sound when you rap, maybe we could collab too."

"Sure, but when you watch it. I'm going to the gym in the back, I got to maintain these babies." I lifted my tanktop flexing my abs, they poked them and their jaws dropped.

"Damn Wonder Woman, put your weapons away." I saw her scars on her stomach, I looked at Hyung with a worried look.

"I know that look, the more we bond together. The more I could tell you all about me, Mikey please don't stay up too late you have a photoshoot at 6. N will pick you up, Also I have some dancers coming over tomorrow. Night guys if I don't see you."

I ran up stairs and chnged my clothing, to what I wore that day when I dance in YG Studios. I really needed this, I will stay faithful to him. There is no way in hell that I'll let him go. I have to keep my promise to Kieran.

https://youtu.be/BhqOOgvU58g

- Meanwhile in the house -

"Guys, to understand my sister. Is like trying to learn how to dance different styles. She's prideful, kind-hearted, humble but stubborn as fuck. We've just been reunited after 15 years, from all the stories I've heard about her. BIG BANG's song Blue saved her life, from going down the wrong road. No matter what happened to her in the past, she held it in and found a way to vent her anger, may it be rapping, singing or dancing but her newest hobby is martial arts. Come on, If I know my sister she's probably dancing to FXXK IT."

We raced out of the living room, we snuck into the studio sitting against the walls. I whisper, "The choreography isn't hard, maybe we should go next after her solo." I tell them and they agree.

"Kai do it again and we will go right after," I said a little to loud.

I shake my head, "That's why I love you, Mikey, you exactly what to say to make me happy. Alright running it from the top."

I sat back as I finished the solo, I watch as Mikey, Mino, and Zion go to the front. "I've never seen Zion dance before, Now I'm happy I could even see that in person." I hold up my hands like I was taking a picture to hear them laugh at my excitement.

I heard my phone start to ring, I looked at the number I didn't recognize. I answered and put in on the speaker. The boys paused the music and sat around me quietly.

Phone convo:

K: Hello

UnK: Hello! May I please speak to Kai Lee.

K: This is Kai, May I ask who is calling?

UnK: I am a Talent scout, that is very good friends with the following CEO's: YG, JYP, AND HITMAN BANG.

K: Okay, I understand that. But why are you calling me?

UKn: We would like to cast you in our newest series if you would allow it. It will be called The Masked Trainee. (A/N: I had too)

K: Sure, where do I sign up to audition? I think it's only fair that I audition the correct way, instead of just handing me the job. I don't want any favors, I'm not looking for any handouts. I wish to fight for the role following all rules and protocols.

UnK: The CEO's were right about you, you are a breath of fresh air. For one so young, I have high hopes for you. I have emailed all the information to you and your company, since you are a new budding artists it's only fair that you do your work as an artist should. We will see you in two days time. Good Luck Kai.

I looked at the phone, "What the fuck was that?" I say outloud.

"Kai, i don't know if you know this but, the story line is very similar to your story that you told on UNDER NINETEEN. I hope you know that, I think that's why they want to hand the role over to you. Because you've lived it. If your Fanbase finds out that they are doing this it will cause an uproar you know that right?" I tell my Noona.

"Mikey, do you think I'm the type of person to be petty? I'm not, things like that do not bother me. Unless they try to write off my songs as theirs, now that I will fight someone on. Shit, I'm so suppose to film my MV with Jay that day, damn I want to see if they would delay it for me. If not I'm totally screwed right now."

I flung myself back, but right before I could hit the ground a hand caught my head. I looked up in Zion's eyes, they were so warm. I shook my head as to rid myself of the thoughts that invaded my already clouded mind. I inched away from him, "I'm sorry, I'm going to bed."

"Zion, please don't mess with her like that. She is totatlly and utterly in love with Jiyong, you won't be able to sway her." I tell him, I get up and head inside.