We just got to to the Venue, YG pulled me aside.

"Change of plans instead of dancing Not Today, the higher-ups wish to use today as your Debut. You have your wish of going solo, meaning either persona is welcome. The higher-ups want you to be both, the headstrong Trainee from UNDER NINETEEN as well as the kind and humble girl that performed on the streets of Seoul."

My jaw dropped, I couldn't form any words. The girls behind me excited at the words that came out of YG's mouth, "Deal, I got both songs down and choreography. I haven't been completely lazy with my work, I still have so much more. But for now, I would just like to sing and dance for now. I don't have many completed rap songs. But we will come to that, I'll make sure I'm ready." I hug him in happiness.

The girls and I walk to the dressing rooms, I knock on the room where Lee and them are at. "I hope you're decent If you're not oh well I'm coming in anyways." I slam open the door to see them running around pulling their shirts down.

I giggle, "So I have news. Guess who is debuting today?" I cover my face in embarrassment.

I hide my face as I sob, I thought myself as all my hard work. The struggling, the pain but the one thing that helped was the love and care that came along with the acceptance of from my peers. I dabbed at my eyes, "Kai we are so proud of you little one, that your dreams were able to come true." Lee says as they pull me into a group hug.

"So for now, you will be sitting with your families. Don't worry N, Kevin and Mikey and Crush will come and get you guys when its time. Just sit back and enjoy the show." I close the door.

I cracked my neck and back as I stretched before making my way to my own dressing room, I opened the door to be greeted with 1the9, both of my Appa's and BIG BANG, Crush, Uncle, N, Kieran, and Mikey all standing around my room chatting.

Jiyong walks and stops in front of me, "So, Kai is there anything you are hiding from me? That you wish to come clean to now." Jiyong says as he wraps his arms pulling me into his embrace.

I look back at YG, as he shakes his head no. 

I pull back and say, "I am, but you will just have to wait and see what that is. Just umm make sure you keep calm okay and don't cause trouble. I promise what I'm hiding is nothing bad, I believe you will enjoy all three of them and the big news that will be announced." I peck his lips.

"Now please leave, I need to get ready," I tell him. One by one they all leave out the door. I put my arm up stopping the last nine. "I'm catching up boys, just you wait. Don't be shocked at the news okay. Enjoy the show."

They wish me luck and walk out the door, I walk to the garment bag, pulling out the RED UNDER NINETEEN HOODIE. I paired it with dark blue jeans and my red and white jordans. I heard a knock on the door when all four heads of RED VELVET peeked in. I put in light grey contacts, I drew a red heart under my left lower lash line. I put on the red and white beanie, fixing my spikey bangs, along with my face mask.

Joy pulled me into a hug, "Good luck out there, we will be rooting for you." She exclaims.

"Unnie, do you know why everyone is gathered here?" I ask her with curiosity.

"No, but I did bring the cast from The Liar and His Lover. It's funny because I haven't even told them you are a girl, I guess they will find out soon right Kai?" she says.

A knock is heard, alright. "I'm coming." They lead me in to sit on a stool, a keyboard and beat mixer already loaded with my song sitting in front of me.

I cracked my back and neck again as I can hear Jiyong ask who is performing first. There was static then I hear the host say my name, I'm facing the back of the stage in a pose I turned quickly giving out a few Aeygo's. The crowd went wild.

Jiyong speaks first, "So, Kai do you know the reason why you are here?" he gives me a dazzling smile and a wink.

I switched to my guy voice, "I do actually, Tonight the stage is mine. It's my debut." I respond with professionalism. "Surprise?!" I wink at him.

I get up and walk to the center of the stage, I bow "Annyeonghaseyo? Jeoneun KAI-imnida. Cheoeum boepgesseumnida." 

I got startled when the crowd went wild. "Oh and Kai, this is not a secret to keep from your Oppa." He looks at me a little irritated.

"Miahne, Oppa. It won't happen again." I say as I run back to my spot, instead of going around I front flip tucking in my legs to land gracefully in the stool.

I was nervous already, I put the earpiece in. I was cursing myself in my head. I could see a very mad YG glaring daggers and Jiyong, I took a breath and closed my eyes as I laid my fingertips on the keys.

https://youtu.be/1KFRh94wQ-0

I played the necessary keys, I started singing. I made eye contact with Jiyong, I could already see the regret that was written all over his face. My dancers coming out of the rising stage as I was grabbed and brought to the front, I continued on singing as the crescendo hit. I bowed as the last of the notes ended. I bowed quickly and ran off the stage, I grabbed the red garment bag changing quickly and fixing the black wig making sure its flat ironed.

I fixed my black gloves on my arms my Kimono in place and my folding fan in my hands. The girls smiling and laughing happy they were apart of this, especially Zion. The stage raised as the music started and the girls went first, singing.

https://youtu.be/wJlqWQpZ2KA

Me and Zion and Aimee walking the stage owning it, I looked in the eyes of Jiyong Oppa. I gave him a wink and blew him a Kiss, I finished this and bowed. I pulled out the earpiece.

I grabbed the mic that was handed to me, "Oppa let me clarify some things before you misunderstand okay, I don't wish to argue on a day like this. I don't want anyone having a bad for misunderstandings. When I got here 3 hours ago to rehearse for my dance with the girls, YG had pulled me aside and said I was debuting today I was to tell no one. I'm sorry for not telling you sooner, but when my boss says I can't then I can't." I placed the mic on the desk and ran back to my dressing room. I stood in front of the fan as I got ready in my last and final outfit.

I took off the wig, I fixed my pigtails. I walked out to be greeted by Leo, Errol, Andrey, and Andrew. "You guys ready? We will be fine, So Andrey you're first, then Errol, then Andrew, then Leo, then I'm last. You won't start singing till all five of us in on stage with our special someone. Bring them to the spot we rehearsed okay. How was Jiyong's reaction after I left the stage?" I had asked them after I told them what to do.

"Yeah, I think your uncle gave him an old fashion smack upside the head. He ran on stage and said that the reason you were actually here for is the last performance and that Jiyong will feel super stupid if he didn't knock that shit off." Leo had explained.

"Guys, I wish to thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys have no idea what this means to so many people and to me and soon to your families. Just know you made my second wish come true, which was bring back a heartfelt song that the world needs to hear all over again." I bowed and grabbed water taking sip of it.

I could hear Crush and Uncle, getting the crowd ready.

"If you please help me here and give a warm welcome to KAI!" One by one they went up in the order I stated each going on a little platform, one by one and it was finally my turn to go up. Here goes, nothing. Come on Kai you can do this, this is your dream.

I waited with my back turned facing the arena, I placed the red hat, one of the unnie's had passed me before standing on the platform. I turned around slowly, I was shaking so hard, I closed my eyes for a second, I looked up through my lashes as I made my way towards Jiyong, I pulled him up and led him to the seat designated for him and the others they chose to bring up. The instrumental version playing softly in the background as the whole arena grew quiet.

I turned and face Oppa, bring my mic to my lips."Oppa I hope you like what we've prepared for you, you see I wanted you to know how I truly felt after you assumed that I had left you behind. I've come along away from being the prideful girl to being back to my humble self. You see I brought them here because I would like to have my first collab ever to be really special. I wanted to remake their song IT MIGHT BE YOU! If not only for the purpose of bringing their beautiful music back but in honoring a member that they have lost two years ago. I know I'm only eighteen years old, I know I'm young but I know what it feels to be in love and I wish that harmony forever everyone who is willing to listen. On how I see love and I wish to hold in my hands and never let go."

https://youtu.be/17-uYb80Ct8

It Might Be You Lyrics:

Time, I've been passing time
Watching trains go by.
All of my life,
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly.
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life...

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life,
Wondering how they met and what makes it last.
If I found the place,
Would I recognize the face?
Something's telling me it might be you.
Yeah, it's telling me it might be you.

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we've so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life
It's you
It's you
I've been waiting for all of my life

(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
I've been waiting for all of my life

(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
I've been waiting for all of my life

(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
(Maybe) It's you (It's you)
I've been waiting for all of my life

- During the performance -

I held onto Oppa's hand as Andrey started his verse, I looked at Errol singing to his wife it brought a smile to my face. I felt a tug on my hand and looked up into Oppa's eyes, as Andrew's verse was up. I felt a tap on my shoulder, "Kai You sing it to him, it will be more meaningful. Trust us we talked it over with everyone, don't worry we will be the hook and harmony while you be the main." I just nodded my head in understanding.

I opened my lips and sang every emotion and love I could muster that passed through my lips. I looked up into Oppa's eyes as I sang my heart out to him. N's prediction of me seeing him cry came true. "Saranghe Oppa."

I pulled Oppa closer, "Jiyong Kwon I love you with all my heart, soul and mind. I've never been so happy in my entire life and I can't wait to see what comes next." We share a sweet kiss.

I turn and bow to the audience, I couldn't hold back my tears. As the entire arena was on their feet, I look down to the first row to see them pointing behind me. I turned quickly, to see Oppa on one knee.

I watch as Lee holds up his mic for him, "Shit, I... You... Damn..., Kai baby girl will you do me the honor of marrying me?" he says into the mic.

I pulled my mic out of my back pocket. "Yes Oppa, I'll marry you," I say into my mic. I covered my face in embarrassment and total and utter shyness.

He stands up and places a silver engagement ring on my hand, I could see 3 red rubies in the band itself. I look into his eyes, as he stares down at me. I blush 100 shades of red, because of all of the catcalls. "I'm going home now, good night. To my family, you know where to meet and you better all come, or were going to have some words." I announce in the almost empty arena.

I rip off my button shirt, easy the buttons were in back so no need to get chaotic that I broke my new favorite shirt. I'm swept off of my feet, I take the pigtails down. My head aching as I hold on to Oppa's neck, as we left the arena heading to the Caffe. It's funny how I think about it, It all started when I ran away from home. I ended up getting adopted, meeting people its all so crazy. I feel something tickle my nose and I twitch, I ended up moaning and I heard a few curses.