A month has passed since Oppa has shown me that picture, I know it's not fair to him but I had asked for some space. I'm on the way home when I'm met with the mailman, "Special Delivery for Miss Kai!"

I jumped back in fright, my thoughts have been running through my mind, I got scared when he tapped me on the shoulder. A sign for the package, I held the box and envelope in my hands as if it was a treasure.

I went inside the apartment, no one was home. Everyone was out doing their own thing. I went to the fridge and grabbed a water and made my way to the balcony, settling down in a comfy spot in the corner.

[ play song ]

 I was into Chinese dramas at the moment, YG had me learn Chinese. Once I was able to distinguish what was what I understood the beautifulness of a song that was well written. My heart went out whenever I heard this song. I got the letter-opener in my hand, I slid it along the edges.

I turned it upside down, A rectangle box came out along with an envelope. I opened the box to see: 

 I quirked my eyebrow when I saw this beautiful piece, my tears already threatening to spill over. This necklace was my grandmother's, on the back it had me and my brother's names.

I looked down at the letter, to see both my mother and my brother's handwriting. I tore a corner off, I set aside my brother's envelope and I opened up my mothers.

To my dearest and most precious Daughter Kai,

[In my mind I rolled my eyes] My beautiful daughter, you have reached the age now where you could marry. I wish to ask for your forgiveness, in all I have done to you. But the reasons for the things I've done, I cannot fathom what was going through your mind while suffering from 10 years old. I didn't take my life as you think, I was guilty of all the harm I had caused you.

Your father was the one who had me doing it towards you. Otherwise, he would hurt your baby brother and your older brother. My beautiful daughter, I'm sorry but your little brother wasn't able to make it and enjoy this life with you. I thought I could continue you on but I was grieving to much, I was going to come clean when you were 12 but I never got the chance to when your father had plotted to kill me. He soon had another on his arm, before I had passed. I knew of her and her son, they would come over all the time to visit.

N is a sweet boy, I knew deep down he would help you when I couldn't. I remember when I first had met him, he had told me he had fallen for my little girl, but he knew his mother would not accept it. So he would secretly, help you when you were hurt. He made a vow to me that he would protect my little girl. When I never had the strength to do so, I hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me in time. 

I love you lil one
Your Mother if you will still call me that,
Euhna Lee

I pulled the letter to my chest, my body sobbing and calling out for the mother I hated. I knew she wasn't really at fault, I would hear her often crying when she was done hurting me. My baby brother wasn't able to make it to share my life now. I had rage filling my veins, I now had proof that it was his proof. I looked at my brother's letter.

I picked it up, inspecting it. I held it up as a card slipped through and fluttered into my lap. 

Meet me at your old job in ULSAN, TONIGHT at 5 pm. I'll be waiting! 

♡KIERAN♡