I had Oppa GDragon drop me off at parents and adopted brother's house. When I walked through the door the front door,  so wanted to turn back around  but took much need deep breath. I titled my head in a defiant way and straight-up ignored my parents my brother and the two jerks at the table. I heard my phone go off and it was from mom, she understood my attitude. She said my keys were near the door and she packed a few things in my trunk, don't get me wrong okay she said she would have a word with me later about the attitude. But I didn't mind the punishment that was in store for me at all.

I continued up the stairs and went straight to my room. I had grabbed the empty gym bag that was hanging behind the door. I went through my drawers and closet, placing clothes and my Pikachu blanket and pillow, inside. I walked around my room tossing everything I thought I'd need since I didn't know when I'd be coming back. I stopped at my computer desk and reached the under keyboard sliding shelf for the Silver engraved box that it was Kevin's gift to me for my 16th birthday. It was filled with glow in the dark moons and stars and holo ones too.

I put the box on top of everything in my bag, I zipped it up and turned around in a huff. I closed my room. I could see Kevin and them sitting at the table. I see them get up, "Don't come any closer to me, please. If you have ever respected me or loved me you would understand what I need right now." I walked to the front grabbing my slippers and putting on my shoes. I grabbed my car keys, then I left.

I looked at my phone:

1 New Message.

Kai

I added you to our group chat. I hope you don't mind, I feel a little overprotective of you. The boys and I have talked it over and you'll be with us when you sign with Bossman.

Your Oppa Jiyong (*˘︶˘*) G-Dragon

I texted back:

Oppa

It's fine, let me text you in a little bit. I'm driving at the moment, I left the dorms. I'm not going back, and I'm not going home either. but don't worry everything will go as planned especially my final performance for the Under Nineteen Show.

Kai

Ding

1 new message:

I'm sending you our address, no if's and's or but's about it. If you don't come then I guess the boys and I WILL GO HUNT YOU DOWN. Well, I DON'T THINK YOU WANT 3 ANGRY BIG BANG MEMBERS CAUSING TROUBLE AROUND HERE RIGHT??!?!?!?

Oppa Jiyong (*˘︶˘*) G-Dragon

I pull over, which just so happens to be a convenience store. I looked at the phone. Just so you know I don't turn 18 till June and I don't know if this would be okay. I'm just being honest with you, just let me sleep somewhere else tonight and you guys can discuss it later or whatnot.

message sent

I turned off my phone, I went inside grabbing ramen, kimchi, and water. I paid for it, then someone goes and takes my water, spinning in the chair next to me. "Are you following me?" I asked him.

I roll my eyes and look to my left, "Come on let's go, Joy is with T.O.P and they sent me to get you. How can you eat this? Didn't Jiyong feed you?"

"Okay, I'm eating again because I don't know if Oppa told you but, I just broke up with my boyfriend today. He accused me of things I had no clue about, it doesn't help either when I just saw him at my adopted parent's house before I drove myself here. Oppa did feed me but since I use a lot of my energy when I perform, the meal he got me was enough for a kid. I didn't want to ask for more, I thought it would be impolite too. I wasn't raised in a normal household like everyone else. Since I'm still hungry, If I buy some groceries can I cook at your house, it will be a thank you for letting me sleep there."

Damn, I could only nod at what she said. I had talked to her Eunhyuk after T.O.P fainted. I couldn't stop laughing at hyung he fainted because we just found KAI is a girl. It shocked me too and to top it off Kai is his niece. It's really a small ass world. We lived right around the corner so, I asked where her stuff was. She had pointed to her back, I took it off her. She stomped her foot and pouted, My heart omg that was so adorable.

"Fine, you hold that bag while I carry the groceries," I tell oppa.

He held his hand out and motioned me to give them to him, I shook my head no. "Let's go before I go and sleep in my car." I guess the threat worked because he just started walking.

"You're lucky you're a girl, otherwise I would have put you on my shoulder and carried you home." I look at her as she huffed.

"Oppa, you remind a lot of my brother Kieran, I miss him a lot. He was my biggest supporter, I wish he didn't die the way he did." I sighed as there was only silence.

I saw take off her shoes and reach for the side of the bag, She pulled out a pair of cute Pikachu slippers, man does this girl surprise me. "Make yourself at home, I need to check if the spare room is ready."

"I could sleep on the couch or the floor, I'm not picky. I just don't want to be left alone, I get scared. I might look tough on my exterior but on the inside, I am always crying out for help."

Damn Kai! What the hell have you been through? I took out my phone, I texted her uncle.

What happened to your niece, she isn't like any normal teenage girl, I've ever met.

"Ask her, yourself you would be surprised at how strong she really is. I'm talking about her inner strength, she's been through so much because of my Noona. I was sad to hear her story, I'll send you the first episode of the show. Then maybe you guys will understand also can you do me a favor, try to help me take her mind off of her EX. He was her first love and all."

"You've got to be kidding me!" I said to myself

"What happened?" Jiyong had asked.

I passed the phone to him and let him read it, "Jiyong she has a tattoo on her back and a lot of scars, I really want to ask her. But I don't want to upset her in any way."

We both looked at each other, We had a way of asking her. "Hyung!" We both yelled out at the same time. We banged on his door, Joy opened up. We rushed inside, I tossed my phone to him as he read it slowly.

"Why me?" He asked.

"Because the oldest, is always the nicest!"

I could hear a cough in the background, "You guys are seriously going to send him in to tame the beast. While you stay here and be cowards, I would tell you but its not my story to tell. Wait, I know what I could do."

We watch as she syncs her phone to VLive and loads her channels, clicking on UNDER NINETEEN episode one. We all look at joy, "Your lucky I've seen this already. Oh and be prepared to cry. She made Eunhyuk and Solji cry and you know Eunhyuk rarely shoes that kind of emotion."

It all started where we see someone walk in the small room, the cameraman zooms in on the face. We automatically recognize Kai's face, we laugh when we see her flirt with Solji. But If I was pretending to be the opposite sex, you had to play the part right?

She was sent back but it looked like she was lost, we see her bump into someone. Do Yum, I think and then we heard his name: JINSUNG. I already did not like him, I looked at Hyung and Jiyong. They didn't look top happy at that moment.

Finally, Kai was called up on stage, His voice was raspy, but if we didn't know that she was a girl. He would definitely pick him to debut, he had the look, the swag now all we had to see was the talent. Kai's story was totally different from what we thought it would be, you could hear the rawness of her voice as she talked about herself. She had explained herself a little more about her day to day life after she came to Seoul. I felt my face, low and behold I was indeed crying. I dabbed at my eyes quickly, I got up and paused it.

I looked and I could see both Jiyong and Hyung crying as well, I liked her ending message.

https://youtu.be/oQQsYiT-Zgk

[[ JUST COS I LOVE THIS SONG ]]

Her song started in the background, we stood up. We had to rewind it a few times, our mouths dropped. We all tried talking, but we couldn't we were just stuck. We watched Kai's face, as the crease between her eyebrows scrunched up as all seriousness let go, her lips mouthed the chorus.

"What the fuck? This is KAI? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" I stared at Jiyong, as he was sensitive to her pain. I remember how he smiled when Kai was in the booth. His eyes were watery. I watched as he got up and left the room, slowly closing the door behind him.

T.O.P and I shared a look, it meant that he has gotten attached so quickly. He had to watch him and her, we didn't need any bad news right now.

"Are we going to hear her sing again?" I nodded.

I smiled when I recognized it right away. I was humming it till I heard a hush, looks like someone has a crush. He just can't tell her about it till she's 18 though. I just want to protect her, I see her as a great friend and adopted sister.

I got up and left the room, I could hear giggling down the stairs. "Come on Kai, be honest with your unnie, Oh before you assume anything T.O.P. is my cousin. just for your FYI. So which one is it?"

I see her blush, then she yelled out "Dammit JOY, All three of them happy now? leave me alone before you get no food. Go call the boys, tell them to wash up food's almost ready."

I watch from my place as I wave and put my finger to my lips, "You do know she's still a kid right?"

"Your point? Her birthday is next month idiot."

"What? When? We got a do something for her."

"Well me and the girl's want to throw her a party, When I talked to her uncle he said she's never had one, so we want to spoil her rotten," I tell Taeyang.

I shook my head, "You're going to end up making her feel bad. Let me try okay if I fail then you can do what you want." Joy squeaks out when Kai yells out food is done.

I laugh at her, I run and duck before she could hit me. "Hey Kai, Your uncle called me to ask you what you want for your birthday? He said you can have anything you want?" I tell her.

I see her pout a little, her thinking face sure was adorable, Her birthday is next month it's fine.

"I want a picnic, with my real friends and family, I want to dance and I plan on finishing my two songs for the finale. I want my heart not to hurt anymore. I also don't want to be left alone when things get hard."

I watched her, I don't think she realized that she said everything out loud, I recorded it and sent it to JOY. Let's do this.

I set the table as she started putting all the dishes, I pointed to all the dishes. Pancit, Black Bean Noodles, Bulgogi, Fried Chicken, Kimichi, Eggs & Waffles. I didn't expect the eggs and waffles.

Everyone got to the table, I looked at the guys. "We can't eat all this, they'll be a lot of leftovers."

A voice from my right said, "Well I can eat it all by myself no problem, but I didn't know what to make. I don't gain any weight, I have a high metabolism, plus before I sleep at night I workout and when I wake up in the mornings I workout. Wanna see something?"

They all nodded, I smiled at them. "Okay, I'll show when I know you better. Alright, lets it then I'm going to go and workout."

I looked at them as they stomped their feet, "Cute."

I see them smile, I blushed a little. Before we know it, hear people's stomach growl. I covered my mouth as Joy swatted at me, I see T.O.P. Oppa give me a look. I was put in next to Jiyong Oppa, I looked over at all of them.

"You know, If you want to ask me something you can. I will try my best to give an answer, but some things won't be talked about until I know you more. So be honest with me, how did you like my performance on the show? Not everyone liked it, just look at why I am here and not the there."

My voice dropped, I was sad because of just everything. "Kai, what happened? Why'd you go back to UNDER NINETEEN?" Joy had asked me.

I put my chopsticks down, "Can I be honest with you, and you not get mad at me?" I had asked her, she nodded and agreed. "You guys all heard that right, she just agreed that she won't get mad at me."

"Well, I was sad, besides the 4 members of red velvet. I love you guys, and all but you girls are annoying as fuck. I'm sorry, I don't mean to be blunt and rude. But have you guys actually hear what you argue about?" But that's beside the point. I missed My LULLABY and my friends. I missed talking with them, dancing with them, arguing with them. I just missed them in general. It was like I finally got to see what it was to be just a normal teenager, I was finally happy and I go and mess that up because for the first time in my life I wanted to be selfish." I see Joy's face get red with embarrassment.

I ducked before her hand made contact with my head, "Yeah, you can't go back on your word. You know if me being honest with you and you not being able to handle it then don't do me any favors in the future. That's not the only thing I said but if you can't take then I don't want any time of friendship with you. Guys, I can't stay here, not if she is here. Why do people always think they can keep pushing me and not think I won't push back."

I was pulled from the table, they put me on their shoulders. I was kinda high off the ground, I got a little dizzy, I closed my eyes because he was walking for a long time. "Oppa can you put me down now?" I was placed on a mat.

"Taeyang and Jiyong will be here with the food you cooked, don't worry. I do apologize for my cousin's behavior that was hilarious you made her so frustrated. I've never seen her that mad before, not even when the other get her mad. Also, our house is 3 floors down, the reason it took long is that one the elevator is out of order and two I got lost on the way here."

"Oh your home, I kinda figured that." He flicked my head.

"No pabo, I'm officially adopting you as my little sister. You're not going anywhere, if Joy comes over you have the power to boot her out. I only have to put up with her because we are related. Not even blood related, but we get along more than me and she ever did."

I waited till he was done talking, I started to stretch my muscles.
I scraped my hoodie. I put my hair in a quick braid, I did a few backbends. I took my speaker out of my back pocket, don't underestimate my small ass speaker. I lifted the bottom of my Jordans as I press the little switch on the side, Speaker connected.

"Hey Opps, do the lights dim? he clapped his hands 3 times."

"Nice, I like to think of places to go where it's not too dark or not to light."

I run towards the mirrors, "Let's do this, I haven't done a layout in a while."

I face the wall and close my eyes, I was about to do a backflip. Until I hear, "What do you think you are doing?"

I threw my arms in the air, "Forget it, I don't want to know."

I sit in the corner and pout, they were sitting in the corner. I heard my phone notification go off, I looked at the message. I was getting mad, "Screw your sorry! Fuck you Jinsung!"

I was about to smash my phone when it was snatched out of my hand. "Wait! Don't break it, the phone used to belong to my Oppa my real brother, It has sentimental value, besides the only picture I have of him holding me, the phone is the next thing I have. I'm not hungry anymore, if you need me I'll be running laps."

I ran out the side door, I stopped in my tracks when I turn in circles. The night sky was so pretty, I've never seen so many stars at night since that day. Ugh, great job Kai you were doing so good.

I walked back inside, I'm just gonna dance. 

I unbraided my hair and pressed the button on the side of my shoe, Speaker Connected! What I didn't expect was all three of them walk up to me and ask to see my shoe. I took off my right shoe and showed them that I have built-in wifi to my Jordans, a small gift from YG. He hates it when a song starts buffering, so he had these made for me, why only me I have no clue why.

https://youtu.be/KNY0ysDll1I

[[ BIG BANG DANCE COVER ]]

"Can you guys back up please, I need to rid myself of this anger before it gets the best of me and I take it out on you. I don't want that happening whatsoever, you guys haven't done anything bad to me and have treated me pretty nicely." I tell them.

I watch them back up and sit at a table, I just noticed what was there. I looked at my phone as I smiled secretly.

"I see that smirk! Are you going to dance to one of our songs perhaps?" I ask my newly adopted little sister. I see her shrug her shoulders.

The music starts to play, I see Jiyong drinking his drink as he spits it back out. I clear my throat, I lean back in my chair "Psst Jiyong, You have feelings for her don't you?" His smile gone, his face solemn but I see a smile reappear. "I knew it the bastard has a crush."

We couldn't help it but we got up and danced with her, her smile brightened up the room. She was like a breath of fresh air, ever since Seungri retired. She was the youngest but she was a girl.

Towards the end of the song her tank top was now showing most of her back, SHE HAD MULTIPLE SCARS AND A TATTOO THAT WAS PART HIDDEN. Jiyong's face went from happy to pissed in .05 seconds. Taeyang's face the same, I walked to where the towels were and handed her one. "Here, we gotta talk about what we've just seen. I know it may be hard for you. But we are your family now, let us care we promise not to block you out."

I looked at the tall man, I nodded slowly. "But can we go and buy some candy and coffer first?" I asked him all shyly.

I looked behind me, I see Jiyong sigh. "Damn there goes my candy stash!" We laugh at him.

I run to Jiyong, "Oppa, what kind of candy do you have in your stash? I bet my candy stash is better than yours!" I stood there with my arms on my hips, even though I am shorter than him he sure was fine. I bit my lip out of habit. 

I turned and someone flicked my head, I pouted when Taeyang Oppa was laughing. "You can't do none of that while staying with us tell after your birthday!"

"WHAT?! WHY?!" Then I started blushing once I started to think about it.

"Tomorrow, I'm heading to the studio. I have the first song down I just need to harmonize everything and add the music, It's going to be the male song I'm singing. I still need to figure out what I will sing when I unmask myself."

"Wait, why are you going to unmask yourself again?" I ask her.

"Because one of the trainees, who poisoned me got booted leaked that I was a girl. It's not that I don't mind but the fans want to know me, I'm happy with that but I am kinda scared. I don't want anyone who is a current trainee there to get bashed or anything, when I signed the contract it said I will take responsibility for everything. When that happened, Uncle and the CEO introduced me to YG, who in fact know both my Uncle and my adopted father and my stepbrother."

"Who is your adopted father and stepbrother?" They all ask at the same time.

"Well, my adopted Appa is none other than Super Junior's own Leeteuk and my stepbrother is N from VIXX." I tell them.

"Wait a minute, I remember you. Your the girl from the Caffe, Manager took us too a few months back. The one who told the Japanese girl off." T.O.P had said.

My head whipped up so quickly, I squinted my eyes. "OMG! You were there. I apologized to the whole caffe for the trouble she caused and said all the drinks were on the house. Come to find out from my Adopted father you paid for everything despite what I had said." I tell him, just then my stomach growled.

I covered my face, I could feel my cheeks heating up from embarrassment. 

I was picked up again and put on someone's shoulder, I know it wasn't T.O.P oppa. I just let it go, "Is thing going to be a thing now where you all just put me on your shoulders and carry me around like I'm a sack of potatoes. Not that I don't mind, because I do enjoy the view."

Shit, I just realized I said that out loud, I covered my face till I was placed on a chair and told to eat. You don't have to tell me twice, shit where there is food I will be happy, especially if I cook it.

After about an hour I was done, I didn't even lookup. I grabbed all the empty dishes walking away to the kitchen to clean them.

We had our portions, I swear i didn't mean to stare. But she was eating so cutely making noises here and there. My plate was still full and I noticed so was hyungs, what I don't get was where did all that food go.