(Picture of Akira and Lullaby are up above, as well as the  song Confessions, this one is the one I like that sounded best which should be the 3rd song in this collab)

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Jinsung has been really quiet since he told me he had something important to tell me. I had no idea what it was, but I hoped with all my heart that it was his confession that he likes me.

I looked down and noticed how my small hand fit perfectly in his, he noticed me looking down at our intertwined hand. He gave me a heartwarming smile, I felt the heat rush to my cheeks and my ears were starting to overheat.

In all my years on this earth, I've never been this shy around anyone before. But it felt right all the same, we came across the cafeteria area where we would eat our meals. He told me to stay right here, he would be back shortly with our food

I looked around, noticing the soft glow of the fairy lights that were hanging from the trees, The sky was getting dark as the fireflies were lighting up the now darkening sky, I held my hand out as one slowly fluttered its way landing on my outstretched hand.

I smiled genuinely at the amazing sight. Too soon the firefly fluttered its wings, flying away into the night. I turned to my left to see Jinsung, smiling at me sweetly. He took a step forward, he reached his hand in his pocket pulling out a white hibiscus. He swept my bangs away from my face, placing the flower upon my ear.

"Oppa, thank you for the flower." I noticed my raspy voice had changed into a softer feminine tone. He smiled again, "Come on Kai, let's go and find a nice quiet place to eat and talk." I watched as his cheeks turned a slight pink, I grabbed his hand in mine.

His other hand held a small wicker basket, I sniffed the air but I couldn't tell what it was in it. He led me across the grass, to another part of grounds I've never been before. A medium table was sitting under, the starry filled canopy of stars lighting up our night. A silver tablecloth was covering it along with plates and silverware placed neatly on top. He pulled out the stool and helped me moved it back in.

My heart warmed at his kind gesture, my smile would not leave my face. I watched as he pulled out his stool, scooting it back in for himself. He placed the basket to his left, he took both of my hands in his. "Kai, the reason I have asked you here. It is for a few reasons give or take, number one is because I want to take care of you. I want to be the shoulder that you lean on, whenever you should need one. Number two, I wanted to confess to you about my feelings and how I feel towards you."

I know deep down that took him a lot of courage to say these things to me, I knew this because of the first few nights when we were in our room. It was Jinsung, Do Yum and Hyun, now it's only the three of us. One of those nights, we would just lay on my bed and talked about everything till the early morning hours. We never ran out of things to talk about, "Can I ask you a question before I give you an answer?" I looked at him with a soft gaze, my smile looking a little mischievous.

He gave my hand a slight squeeze, "You can ask me anything Kai, you know that." He leaned in to caress my cheek, my question on the tip of my tongue. All of a sudden my lips did a slight tremble, he looked down to my lips.

"Oppa, do you remember the 2nd night in our dorm. I had asked you what you were working on, do you remember what you told me?" My eyes were bright, as I squeezed his hand back just as he squeezed mine.

"Of course I remember, I told you I was writing a song. I was writing a Lullaby for a pretty girl that I had just met recently, to be honest, I knew you were a girl from the very beginning. Ever since the first time I met you, in the corridor with Do Yum. But I pretended I didn't know, I knew you were a girl because of your scent. You smelled like a day after it rains, not the cold or anything like that but you smelled fresh. I couldn't get your scent out my head, it made me yearn for you. Did I answer your question correctly?"

"Oppa, your so adorable. But that wasn't what I meant." I dug into my back pocket, I pulled out the envelope that held something precious to me. "You know when we couldn't hang out with each other, or when I was having a hard time. I went through your sketchbook and I kinda borrowed something from you, when I couldn't handle not hanging out with anymore."

I laid the envelope on the table, I opened it slowly, I could see the anticipation on Oppa's face. Inside of the envelope, was the drawing that looked just like me. I unfolded, another part of the envelope. I watched as his eyes went wide, then I saw him crack that heart warming smile from earlier.

The drawing he had done was me holding up my hand in a heart shape, on the opposite side that I was hiding. Was a drawing of Jinsung with his hand holding up the other half of the missing heart. I slowly liffted the top half, revealing the words, "Kai really likes her Lullaby, with all her heart."

I caressed his face with my free hand, he held my hand there. We stayed like that for a little bit, till both of our stomachs demanded we pay them homage with food.

He laughed as I giggled, "Oppa, wont the directors get mad if we tell them we are dating? I wouldn't want you to get into trouble, or messing up your chances to debut."

We had finished eating, we both stood up to clean up our mess. He grabbed me from behind and we walked like this all the way to our dorm room, we just so happened to see all the directors. They were messing around and being goofy, in one of the studios which so happened to be wide open. I put my finger to my mouth, signaling my lullaby to quietly gather the others, while I stall them.

I slowly opened the door wider than it was, the back lights that were located by the door were off. I could here the soft pads of their feet against the studio floor, I peeped my head out scaring the crap out of Grandpa Yongha, I covered my mouth to quiet my giggle. I signalled every one to fan out and cover all the sides, I had an idea that would free me and Jinsung from getting in any sort of trouble. Granted this wasn't my brightest idea, as of yet. But I had to think fast, before they figured it out. I snapped my fingers once, then the room came alive as the snaps were all n' sync with one another.

I looked at Seunghwan, signaling him that it was his turn. The lights went on, one by one. We figured, and when I say we I meant all 56 of us, we decided we need a day to relax and chill with the directors before everything picked and became serious again.

https://youtu.be/c_kNbwROzO4

[[ O.T. Genasis - Cash On It | It's the 1st 39 seconds of it ]]

I felt a tap on my shoulder as I was leaning against the mirrors, I smiled when I see Yechan give me a silent challlenge. I gave a slight nod, giving the signal that I accepted his challenge. I leaned towards Suren, I whispered in his ear and told him to pick my song when it was my turn. I walked up to the laptop, that was already open looking through the songs. I smirked as I found the correct song.

https://youtu.be/DEYYGrh6NHA

[[ Mustard, Migos - Pure Water | It's the 1st 1 min of it ]]

Solji Unnie, pulled me and Suren aside as she whispered something unbelievable. She wanted me to do a girly song. I shook my head and said no way in hell, I didn't think I said it that loud. But I guess I had no choice now since, Jinsung and Do Yum agreed with Unnie. I shrugged my shoulders signaling a whatever, "Yah, I have to approve of it first before you even think about even once. But If you don't find a good one. I get to pick what I want, No ifs, ands or buts about.

I stood and stretched by the mirrors, I glared at the four by the laptop. I cracked my neck and did a back bend. I signalled all of them to scoot to the outer edges of the dance studio, light on my feet I skipped towards the wall doing a back flip off of the wall then landing in the splits.

"Suren, go to the hardrive right click and open the music file that says don't touch. I can't believe you guys are making me do this here, of all places. If you guys don't see me for a few days its because Solji Unnie is a monster and she just wants to torture me."

I grabbed, the bottom of my hoodie and pulled it off. I was in a black long sleeve graffic shirt on. I fixed my right pants legs up and I put my snapback on my head. I knew this song, this is the song that made me love to dance, but it also brought back a terrible tragedy.

"You guys want to know something funny? This song is the main reason, why I love to dance. The way your body moves to every other down beat and every other up beat."

I see Yongha & Jinseok cover the younger ones eyes, "I'm just dancing, its not like I'm going to strip down or anything. Chill jeez, you guys are terrible." I giggled out loud, and see them with slightly red cheeks.

"If you want to blame someone, Blame Solji Unnie, its her fault they wanted me to do a girl dance. May I have the following, come and stand up against the mirrors, you will be facing me."

I cleared my throat and I grabbed Unnie and Crush, I whispered in their ears. "I had a dream last night, I don't know if it will be true but I hope it does for them. Yum Yum, Lullaby, Taewoo, Yechan, Taekhyeon, Grandpa Yongha, Sungwon and finally and not the least but the best Seunghwan"

I pointed at them, then whispered to Unnie and crush, "Be sure to remember that order."

https://youtu.be/tPSe5tXDUCw

[[ Don't Play - Sik-K | It's the all the way up to 104 ]]

I waited till the beat hit as my body, did the moves that I have not did in a long time. Ever since the car accident on my 16th birthday, each move was precise as the one before it. But my emotions were a whole different story, they were all over the place.

I stopped dancing before the song was over, "Please excuse me, I can't dance to this song anymore. I'll go first, good night guys. Don't stay up too late, we resume schedule tomorrow."

I grabbed my hoodie, as I rushed out the double doors. Someone tried pulling me back, I know for a fact it wasn't none of the four that I usually hang out with. I looked back to see CRUSH, with a phone in his hand.

"What can I do for you? I really need to go back to the dorm, I need to get my things ready for another day." I had said to CRUSH.

"Kai, N needs to talk with you, he is outside in the courtyard. Don't worry I will send your boyfriend and bestfriend to your side." My jaw dropped at the mention of my cute Lullaby.

"Dang, nothing gets pass you does it CRUSH? I knew those weren't dummy cameras, but of course, Oppa didn't want to listen to that part."

Before dashing off, I turned towards CRUSH. "It's okay that we are together right, no one will get mad or kick us off right? Well to be honest with you, In my own honest opinion, I am 100% sure that the 9 I called up to the mirrors, will be the ones who will debut. Try not to tell anyone, I know I won't debut with this voice. But if you and the other coaches can meet me, in the room where we first met. I have something to tell you, well rather for you to hear. I am more shocked at this news, than anything when I found out."

I ran my short ass, to the courtyard. I yell out for Oppa, but when I see who is with him. I skidded to a stop, "Why is she here Oppa, why would you bring her of all people to stand in front of me? You know what she did you me all those years ago, she didn't even stop after she saw me again."

"Kai, I'm sorry to tell you this but it was a surprise to me too. Akira here, is your little sister. She confessed, to everything when she went to visit dad at the company. She even has the birth certificate to prove it."

I held my hand out, "Show me the proof, I want to see her birth certificate. I rolled my eyes and she threw it in my face."

I felt his arms go around me, "Kai why are you holding a fake birth certificate?" I looked up at Oppa Lullaby as he searched my eyes. I nodded, "Where's Yum yum? Crush said he would send you both to meet my stepbrother."

"I'm here, don't introduce your boyfriend first, I should be first since I am your best friend." He pouted and started making funny faces at me and that bitch.

I watched as Yum yum, kept looking at Akira. "I nudged, him getting his attention. What's up? Do you know her?"

He nodded and held up his hand, He pulled out a picture from his wallet. The picture looked maybe 2 or 3 years old, it was a little bent around the corners.

"About 2 years ago, my parents and I along with my little sister. Went on a trip to Japan, My Appa's younger brother was getting married. I was told to go and wake up my sister, but when I got there my little sister Akira was missing."

I looked at N and Lullaby, "Do you guys see it too? Or am I really seeing two YUM YUM'S? What the hell?" I walked up to Akira and slapped her, "Your a liar, and a bully. You know damn well I was not making fun of you all those years ago when you transferred to my school. I can't believe you made the whole school hate me and bully me like that. But you know what, I do have to thank you though. If it weren't for your scheming and your dirty tricks. I wouldn't have got the capabilities to stand up to people like you. All your bullshit made me stronger and not weaker. How about you fix whatever this is and never contact me again, I can't help who your related too. It just can't be helped."

"Oh, and N, This is my boyfriend Jinsung aka LULLABY and my bestfriend and adopted brother YUM YUM. We are going, we have schedules to do, I'll call you when we will be performing again."

My brother pulled all three of us in a hug, Akira was still standing there. N just ignored her, I kicked his shin, I pointed at him and pointed to his jacket. He just walked away, I pulled about 150000 out of my back pocket, and I told her to raise her arms, "You know we could have been great friends, in high school. Maybe sometime in the future, we can revisit this situation. Just do me a favor stay out of trouble and be good. I have eyes everywhere, ask kevin for a Job. Since I'm not there, they are very short staffed. Tell him, that you and me are all good. I will forget, but not forgive yet,"

I stopped talking, she started talking again looking at me with starstruck eyes."Kai, the thing is I made a bullshit lie to your oppa saying we were related. But I have to tell you this before I leave and never get the chance to ever tell you how I feel. I LOVE YOU KAI, I always have since we met for the very first time, in the admin office 2 years ago. I just came to tell you that before I leave abroad. Thank for the hoodie, I'll treasure it forever. Because even though he is your first love, You will always be my first love." Akira had said her peace, she walked away after tossing up the deuces. She ran back to pulled me close, then turned and ran away just like that.

(( This chapter was definitely one, for Confessions ))