They were going to rate is on a position-based Theme song Competition. I was a little worried, one because I was on Team Rap and it was a group effort as well as my own. The rules were the team who ranked first, will not have any members terminated. I knew it was my time to shine but not only that, but I had to help my team become number one.

I was going to give it my everything, just like how I did for my own performance. I wasn't shocked all as this was the first mission, I had worked it out all in my head sand I was willing to accept this mission and my fate along with it. I stood in my spot, I cupped my hand around my mouth and shouted with everything I had. "Challenge Accepted, I will try to accomplish with my team that we become first place."

Every one of my team looked at me some had confident looks, while others not to much. The ones that weren't too happy, "I called out I'll help you with everything I've got."

But I knew what made them wary of me, they were discouraged because of my performances of rapping, dancing, and singing at the last. I was then dubbed "The Allstar of Team Rap", I didn't like the name one bit, I sat down with a defeated sigh. I knew then this will be a difficult task all on its own.

Hyun Hyung, clasped me on my back as I looked down with a saddened expression. I willed back the tears full of disdain as I walked off the stage, with my heart out on my sleeve. I grabbed my clothes going to shower, I locked the door as I cried while washing away all the tear stains and the sweat.

If I were to get cut now, it would put a stain deep in my heart. But I had my pride and I wasn't going to let it show, I was still going to help them even if it killed me. I wanted our team to win, we needed this just as much as the other teams

I heard the song, we had been given as soon as I came out of the shower I had a beanie on and my bangs covering my eyes. My eyes were indeed puffy from crying but I didn't care, I had my Pikachu mask on and I made a Pikachu noise just to show them I am a little okay but not so much.

I dried my hair and looked at the ceiling, one by one the boys all cam onto my bed. I asked Hyun Hyung to open up my suitcase, "No thanks I don't need any girlie underwear or bras flying out at me." He said to me.

When his back was turned I threw my Pikachu pillow at the back of his head, going into a laughing fit. I opened my suitcase, "I scoffed at him. "I haven't worn anything girly like since I left the cafe yesterday night, thank you very much. At the cafe, I can be myself and not worry about being bullied and looked down upon, every one of the customers all care for me there."

I threw a bag at him, "I hope you enjoy, jerk."

I knew he didn't mean it but, he did hurt my feelings a little. I covered myself from head to toe, not an inch of skin showing as my eyes closed sleepily and sleep was all I could think about. My appetite was gone, I heard the bathroom door open and closed and a what happened after that. I heard a sorry in the middle of the night, I grabbed the guy and held him in my arms. The other two snuck into my bed happily, let's sleep so tomorrow can come and we can see what disaster awaits us. "Night boys."

I mumbled out so comfy, I wasn't thinking of the situation but I soon realized I was the only female in the room and I had 3 boys cuddling up to me. I pray to God that I don't fall for one of them, otherwise it would sccrew up big time.

[ I'm going to skip Team Vocals and Team Performance parts, since you know how the show goes. My character is on Team Rap after all. Also, my character replaced, Soo Bin if you were wondering. ]

The directors came in as soon as me and Hyun made it through the door. I couldn't find my breast band so I had to make a substitute, I had to make it believable. "Kai, you were never ranked. But our coaches said to make you number 1."

"Huh?! Oh, that's right I fainted after I sang, shit. This is not how I wanted to start the day off." I mumbled quietly.

One director said, "So who ranked first?"

Everyone looked around till I was shoved in front, "Hello, I'm Kai." I bowed respectfully.

"Oh, no wonder you are standing in the center." He said.

"Actually I wasn't in the center until you said something. I was shoved to this spot after you asked who was first." I replied to the director.

Everyone was sitting down, I chose to stand. Hence why I am always active, I really can't stay in one place. I start to get anxiety attacks.

"Why are you back there, Kai?" He had asked me.

I put my head down shy all of a sudden, "I get anxiety if I stay in one place too long, I no longer take medicine for since I was told by a doctor I don't need them anymore. I don't want to have a relapse and have it hold me back."

The director looked at me again with familiarity. "Your N's stepbrother aren't you."

I see the meaning behind and smiled secretly, I just nodded my head, when everyone turned to look at me wondering what I was talking about. "Yes N from VIXX is my stepbrother happy, but the only difference he has never heard me talk, sing or rap. He has only seen my dance, which he doesn' approve of. But that doesn't matter because I am not here because of him, I am here for myself to carve my own path and not one that was set before me."

"N's mom married my father 4 years ago, my being related to him is irrelevant because I ran away from home 2 years ago. I didn't need toxic relationships in my life that either has me end everything that I hold near and dear or I'd probably end up dead."

I said the last part quickly, that feeling of having an anxiety attack. "Excuse please, the tears soon start to fall as I ran out of the room. That part of my life is still a sore subject, bringing it up gives me anxiety. I went to the stairwell as I bumped into Solji, she took one look at me and whisked me away into Team Vocals practice room. She had yelled pout for Jin-sung, making her way to Team Performance's room she called out for Do Yum. I need to steal him away, don't worry it won't take long."

I was grabbed by my hood and tossed on to the floor of Team Performances studio, "What's wrong with him? Someone get the CEO quickly, He is going to have an anxiety attack."

I laid in the middle of the floor, my breaths coming out bin short pants. I felt a few hands pull me up. I looked down to see up to see Jin Sung and Suren, holding my gloved hands. "Someone turn on some music quick, Kai follows me only look at me."

https://youtu.be/q5STc6ks7rY

[ Pretend this is Suren & Kai ]

I looked into the eyes of Suren, my breathing calmer as I nodded my head. "I'm sorry for disturbing your practice I will be going now."

"Wait? What just happened? Can someone tell me why he isn't in your team?" Asked one of the directors.

"That is Kai, he has had a hard life growing up, the other directors call him the All-Star, because he can Rap, Dance and sing. He really only wants to rap but he came to love to dance and singing altogether with rap." Jin-sung answered

"How do you know this Jin sung?" The director asked.

"He's my roommate and adopted younger brother, plus he is adorable as hell. Excuse my language but come on, once you get to know him that is."

I thought to myself, I think I doomed myself because I'm falling in love with KAI.