The young black had taken to locking himself in the bedroom. Avoiding all contact. Remus, james and peter would sit outside the door ethier trying to bang it down and making a insufferable racket (james) , softly speaking through it and telling him he's not alone (Remus) or telling him completely irrelevant and pointless information through the door (peter). All proved unsuccessful as sirius refused to open the door until everyone had left, therefore he was late to most of his lessons.

Soon the holidays arrived and the marauders saw Sirius quickly leaving the bedroom with his things facing the floor. "Arent you staying at Hogwarts??" Asked james confused.

Sirius shook his head, Remus noticed a glint of fear in his eyes behind his luxorious mass of black hair. Something in his brain clicked. Sirius was going home and they all knew Sirius despised the blacks.

"Oh. That's why you wouldn't come down. Your were afraid of returning to grimmald place. " concluded remus. Sirius brought his gaze up to remus' and the fear had turned to anger.

"Im not scared! What could he do that could scare me?? Its just words remus, just WORDS. Im not a coward and im not scared, i can just ignore him" fumed sirius pushing past remus and james and running out of the dorm dragging his bags behind him.

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Sirius arrived a 12 grimmuld place feeling like an idiot. Why did he shout at mooney and prongs? They were his friends. They wanted to help him. The truth was he was afraid. He was very afraid. More than normal. This was because last time he had seen them he had seen his father perform the killing curse on his aunt, sirius had hexed his father and mother. Called them bastards and bitches. Stormed out and stayed on the streets before returning to Hogwarts.

Sirius entered the door and was greeted by the slash of his fathers nails against his face. He didn't falter, wince or retaliate. He wouldn't give his father the pleasure. "Up to your room now" the gravely voice of his mother announced behind him, his father sneered and pushed him roughly up the stairs, turning the rusty key in the lock of sirius' door.

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Remus was disturbed by sirius' behaviour and was worried about him. Something was going on at home for him. Sirius had told the marauders that he hated his family because they hated muggleborns and called them mudbloods. However remus was confident that wasn't all. He believed that was partly it, but there was lots more to learn. Even after four years of friendship.

Remus was also home for the holidays and chose it owl Sirius, maybe he had calmed down. Maybe

Dear pads,
I hope you are ok and are safe. I know you don't like your family as you told us you don't share belifs. I am owling to say my concerns for you. Im worried about you Sirius, whether you like it or not. Is there something your not telling me. Is it really just words?? Please tell me if your not well and you family are being bad. You don't have to. But i hope you will. I care about you pads, so does prongs. James and me were worried. Wormtail is to. He thinks your acting strange. We cant help if you wont tell us your problem
Mooney

Remus attached the letter to his owl, coco, and told it to go to twelve grimmald place. Sirius' house. He just hoped his parents didn't see the letter, he had a bad feeling about his parents, they might not appreciate a letter it sirius.

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James to was fretting about Sirius. Words can hurt.' Im breaking up with you james potter ' did. Remus had told james he thought sirius' parents did more than spit bad words in his face and it had been on james mind. Him and Sirius were praticaly brothers they had to look out for each other. Padfoot needed him. He wrote to him:

Paddy,
Mooney thinks your family are more than just weirdo racist people who are overly rude. Were worried pads. Talk to us. If you don't reply i will come round to your house and break in, kidnapped you and take you to my house. That's illegal so tell my your ok. But don't lie. Im going to do something really stupid if you don't reply within 3 days i will do something really stupid. 

Your practically brother (we might as well be)
Prongs.

James gave the letter to his owl hoodwinked(aware the etter didn't make sense but he didn't have much time) and told him the address. He hoped Sirius would reply. Or he would do something extremely stupid. (No change there)

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Sirius looked in the mirror, his face was marked with light marks which looked like a cats mark. They stung a bit, but they weren't that bad. He sighed, his trunk had been consiphcated so he couldn't heal it with his wand.

The strong sound of his fathers footsteps pounding up the stairs sounded. Unlocking the door he stormed in, punching sirius' gut causing sirius to stumble back words. "Think its funny to hex me do you??"
"Yes" Sirius boldly answered, his teeth clenched.
As Sirius's father dug his nails into Sirius' wrist he grunted "you'll pay for that boy"
He pushed the kicking sirius against the wall, holding his throat. Sirius coughed and spluttered gasping for air. "You do not call me anything, you do not fight me , you do not disobey me, do you understand blood traitor?" Sirius father menacingly said. Sirius knodded , still pinned against the wall. His father let sirius drop it the ground inhaling deeply. Smirking he left the coughing and bleeding Sirius on the floor and locked his door.

Steadying himself on his bed sirius thought of his friends , if they saw him now they would laugh. A brave griffindor? Ha. Yeah right he thought, inspecting his wrist, blimey, he thought. His father needed to cut his nails, he looked at the bloody marks where his father had grabbed him. 

Hours passed before sirius heard something, the screeching of an injured owl. Sirius pounded against the door but it didn't break. A fluttering could be heard against the door and the bird pushed something through the door before flying of. Sirius peered under his door, drops of blood were on the floor but he heard the owl fly away. He hoped. His parents killed for fun, they could have done it again.

Sirius started to resd through the letter, it was remus,he recognised the handwriting. He figured it out, it wasn't just words. Before he had finished reading his mother came in, set the letter alight with a flick of her wand , pushed Sirius away and strode out cursing under her breath.

Hi my readers who at this time don't exist!i didn't know much about Sirius parents so i created my own harsh people. This chapter took a while but i like how it turned out. Enjoy reading this one!! Happy reading! Hope you enjoy this chapter!