Chapter Four
Sahara's pov

    I had a giant smile on my face, as I gripped my school jacket.

    "I can't believe I have friends.I haven't had friends for a long time. I hope I can make more friends, or maybe something even more than a friend. But I can't let them know I'm the daughter of assassins and have other problems. They might think I'm a psycho if I tell them that. " I looked up and seen my house, well more like mansion.

    "I know I'm so excited!" A voice in me head squealed in excitement.

    "We didn't join the class to make friends, we have an objective to do. And don't think about taking over just to get close to people we'll never get close to. Do you understand Hana?" Another voice in my head asked.

    "What do you mean never get close to, they are all so nice. Even Sahara likes them, they're our friends..." The first voice started.

    "Friends? They will just betray us like all the others." The second voice response.

    "Will you lighten up, that was one time."

    "But it still hurt Sahara."

    "People can change."

    "What are you talking about? That's just something people say to make themselves feel better!"

    "Come on Ashley, please for Sahara," I sighed at the two voice bickering like they usually did. I gripped my head as a pain started to appear like it usually did when they bickered.

    "Will you two stop bickering; Ashley give them a chance they might surprise you. Hana please don't use me as a way to get what you want, also don't take control so you can try and hit on boys. Got it?" I asked the two.

    "Fine."They both said at the same time.

    "Good, now no bickering you two gave me a headache."

Now you're probably wondering what's going on, well... I have a thing that's called dissociative identity disorder, which means I have other personalities. When I was little Ashley and Hana just appeared one day, they're my other personalities but they can be really annoying.

Ashley is the one that knows how to kill people, is great at school, and wants to keep me safe. Hana is the one that can act, she is more of a girly-girl, she's better at talking to people, but she is kinda a tsundere. They both can take control of my body if I want them to, I need them to, or they just really want to. When Ashley is in control my eyes change to a darker red, and when Hana is in control my eyes shift to a light red.

    "You know you're going to look like a psycho is you keep talking to yourself like that." I heard a smug voice say.

    I turned my head and seen Torch. He's an assassin in The Gods of Misfortune, I've known him for my whole life. He became part gang when he was five after he burnt down his childhood home, killing his parents in the process. He was accused of murder and arrison, but the chargers were dropped and somehow he ended up joining. He only uses explosive and flames. But he knows everything about those topics. That's why he is called Torch,  he can torch almost any building.

He has orange and red hair, he's just twenty, always wears a black leather  jacket, black shirt, and black jeans. I swear if he was anymore emo he'd have eyeliner and a black fringe.

    "What do you want Emo?" I asked smirking.

    "I told you I'm not Emo!" He shouted like he was a five year old.

    Hana and Ashley chuckled in my head.

    "Ok, what do you want arrison?"

    "I don't... Whatever. I got a call from your brothers, they said you want my help for an assignment. I didn't know you got your first assignment, when did that happen?" He asked.

    "It's not really an assassination assignment, dad doesn't know I'm doing this." I said nervously, he nodded.

    I turned and walked to the door, unlocked it and walked in. I saw my sister Yukio cooking, I smiled and walked into the kitchen.

    "Yuki," She turned her head. "Where are the boys?"

    "Room." She answered then leaned in and whispered in my ear. "How did the water gun work?" she asked.

    "I got two." I whispered back. She smiled, knowing that it was hard to even get one, let alone two. She turned her attention to the Emo behind me.

    "Torch, what are you doing here?"

    "The boys called me, said it was for Sahara. Don't know why you didn't just call me yourself." he looked at me. "What is this even for?"

    "Well-"

    "It's for training." Yukino finish for me, we didn't want to tell him it was for school until they were all there.

    "Well the boys are in their room, so let's go fire freak."I said walking to the stairs.

    "Tell me. Do you have a whole book of insults for me or do you make them up on the spot?" He asked obviously annoyed.

    "It depends on what day it is." I shug heading up the stairs.

    "What does that mean?" He yells, I chuckle under my breath.

    "It means that we sometimes help her with new nicknames for you." Hana said in my head.

    I walk up the stairs and head to the first door to my left. I heard a small explosion come from inside and quickly open the door. I saw my two younger brothers, Rin and Silver next to their collection of highly dangerous chemicals.

I sighed, "What has Yuki and Venom told you about mixing dangerous chemicals without them around?" The two turn around and rubbed their arms.

"Sorry." They say in unison.

"Hey guys."Torch said next to me.The boys turn their attention to him.

"Hey ash brain." Silver said smirking.

"Hey Torch."Rin said giving a small smile.

Torch glared at Silver, then at me.    
"Hey, don't blame me. Assassins just too easy to insult."

"Then why don't you insult Venom or Hawkeye too?"

      "Because if they did we'd kill them." To women suddenly made themselves known behind Torch. Making him jump (he's such a great assassin -_-)

        One of the women had dark purple hair with dark pink highlights at the bottom. She had on a long dark purple skirt and a black shirt. Her eyes were a dark shade of blue-green. 

The other had dirty blonde hair and had dark pink eyes. She wore a smirk on her face, and a black shirt and jeans on her person.

    Those women are called Venom and Hawkeye.

    "Now why are we here?" Venom asked.

Venom, she has been with us since she was four. Her mother was killed by an assassin through poisoning, Venom hated her mother since the woman would often beat her. Seeing how the assassin had used poison Venom strived to know about every poison, chemical, plant, and anything else that was lethal. To do that she joined the assassin, who was already in The Gods of Misfortune, and became his apprentice.

Now she knows every poison in the world, and knows which ones are quick acting, which ones are painful, painless, odorless, colorless, most lethal. You name it, she knows it about poisons. She has even invented her own formulas that are more deadly than some of the most deadly poisons. That's why she's called Venom, if she's around you might get poisoned.

She has even taken her own apprentice, my sister Yukio. But since her and Yuki are the same age they share pretty much the same skills, but saying that Venom is far more advanced in poison than Yuki is.

"Yeah, you said it was important." Hawkeye said excited.

Hawkeye, she joined because when she was ten; a robber came into her house. The robber killed her mother and father in cold blood. Out of terror and fear, Hawkeye took the robber's gun and shot him ten times. The police came and took Hawkeye away. Hawkeye wouldn't talk to the police, when they let her off she had no one to go live with.

One of our members found her on the streets and took her to The Gods of Misfortune. She was so afraid when they told her that she'd be killing people, she didn't want to shoot someone point blank. So they taught her how to be a sniper, now she's the best sniper in the group. That's why she is called Hawkeye, she can snipe a target from a mile away.

    "Good you're all here." I heard Yuki say, making Torch jump again.

    "Really?" I said sarcastically at Torch.

    "What?" He replied confused, everyone just sighed, except Hana who was laughing in my head.

    "Now, if you all would follow me." Yuki said walking down the hall. The group followed, Rin, Silver, and I smirked at the back of the group.

    When Yuki came to the padlocked door at the end of the hall, she unlocked it. The room was dimly lit, it was the shape of a circle with a round table in the middle. A bulletin board stood in front of the table, and on that board was a picture of Koro-Sensei. An anti-sensei knife dug into the board, keeping the picture in place.

    It was quiet as the assassins looked at the picture of my teacher. Their eyes grew, since they were assassins they knew all about the creature that blew up half moon and the reward for killing him.

    "As you can probably tell, this is the reason we called you here." Yukio said, they all turned to look at her. She stood in front of the picture smirking.

    "You're after that thing?"Torch said confused and shocked. "That's the thing that blew up the fucking moon, and you're going after it! Are you nuts?"        

  "I'm not going after him, Sahara is." They all turned to look at me, I rubbed my arm now a little nervous about telling them.

"What!" They all yelled in unison.            
I took a deep breath, then smirked. "Well he is my teacher and assignment after all."I said.

        They looked at me for a second in shock. I'm not sure which one they were shocked about more, me going to school again or the fact that I was trying to kill my teacher.        

    "What do you mean that thing is you're teacher?"Hawkeye asked.   

"Class 3E, he teaches that class and I'm their newest student." I smiled.                
Then I saw something I never thought I'd ever see. Venom and Hawkeye were tearing up. Then unexpectedly they all hugged me.    

"You're going back to school, I'm so proud of you."Venom said in tears.    

"I missed the Sahara that didn't stay home and sulk all day."Hawkeye said.   

"I'm so happy you're getting over what happened." Torch said.   

I smiled, they all knew that after the "accident" I was going through a hard time. I couldn't go to school, I would sulk in my room all day, I would blame myself, and more terrible things.    

Then an image appeared in my head, her body laying on the ground. Dead and lifeless.        

Images kept appearing in my head, making my head throb. I looked over to Yuki and the boys.   

The a different image appeared and so did a voice.

    "You killed her. You're no different than him." The voice said, but this wasn't Ashley or Hana. The voice was one of the person that died.

    The voice kept talking and my head throbbed even more. I put my hand to my head as the group let out of the hug.                                           

"Sahara are you ok?"Venom asked. I looked up at her and gave a fake smile.   
"Yeah, I'm fine just a little headache. I'm going to head to my room."I said walking out of the room.    

I walked as quick as I could to my room, while hearing the same thing in my head.

"You killed her. You're no different than him. You're a murderer, you're a monster, you're a coward." It said, it's voice growing louder in my head.

I opened my door as fast as possible and locked it. I looked at myself in my mirror, my eyes looked darker.    

"Ashley You're not taking control. I can handle this."I told the Ashley with a sad smile, Ashley just sighed.       

"You say that, but that voice..."She started but never finished.        

"I'm fine." I said. She sighed and stopped talking i could feel her and the voices grew silent for the moment. 

I sighed and I took off my school jacket. I turned around so I could see the mirror, my reflection showed scars on the back of my arms. I took of my shirt and could plainly see the scars on my back. My back was covered in scars, some the went across my whole back and some that were just above or below the big scars.        

I sighed again, then I looked down at my wrists. Scars lined my wrists also, but theses scars I made. A tear slid down my face at the thought of why I did this. I thought of why I had tried to kill myself and more tears slid down my face. I wiped my tears and laid down on my bed. I covered my face trying to stop myself from crying again.                        

"I am a killer. I wonder how long I've been killer for."I said. "I guess it was when I found out what my family did. I guess it was when I was five, when I was tortured." A shiver went up my spine.                                                    

      "I don't want to be a killer."I whimpered.                                

"We've always been a killer, you know that."  Ashley said in my head.                                                      
"I know."I said as I felt like bawling.    

I blocked the thought of bawling, it reminded me of a memory. It was like the memory of my cutting myself for the first time.                                                
I smiled a weak smile and sat up. I looked at myself in the mirror, my slick black hair tied in the two twintails, stuck to the back of my head. My red eyes puffy from crying, but a small smile was still on my face.

"At least I have one thing to look forward to, for once school seems like an escape. Plus I now have friends." My smile faded slowly as I looked down at my hands. "I can't let anyone find out about what I've done or what I've gone through."           

I looked in the mirror, a single tear slid down my red face.           

" I can't let them know, I'm broken."