Chapter 2

Alan's POV.
"Babe are you ready we gotta go." I heard James say from downstairs. I slipped on my converse and headed down the stairs.

"I thought Kellin was picking me up?" I said as I entered the kitchen.
"He is but I have to go so you need to too ill drop you at his house." I just nodded. He came over to me and snaked his arms around me giving me a hug. He lightly squeezed my ass and I giggled.

"Your adorable baby, but why don't you have the shirt I picked out for you on?"
"I didn't like it with these pants." I mumbled quietly.
"Fair enough I guess." He said and let go with a frown. I hated making him upset.

"I'll go change if you want." I said walking over to him and playing with his fingers.
"Nahh. I think you may be right. It didn't really go with those jeans did it." He said dismissively.
"Now let's go."
He grabbed his keys and we headed to the car.

He dropped me off at Kellins. We shared a sweet kiss and he left. I knocked on Kellin's door.
"Is the asshole gone." He said as he opened the door.
"He's not an asshole." I said as I pushed open the door.
"Alan please just realize it for once."
"Kellin shut up he loves me and I love him."

Kellin just sighed and dropped the conversation.
"Anyway you ready for today?" Kellin said excitedly.
I nodded and sat on his couch. "I can't wait. You know I've always wanted to go to college. I just wished I could've taken a music class."
"Why didn't you? Don't you have a free space anyway."
"James thought it was useless."

"Did you just hear your reason. 'James' said it was useless. Alan he can't control you."
"He doesn't. I agree I mean what am I ever gonna need a music class for." I said defending James. Truth was I really wanted to take one. It was one of the whole reasons I was so excited.

"Well ya know what I don't give a fuck. When we get there your gonna fill your free class with a music one. No arguments ether." I knew better than to argue with Kellin so I just nodded. I was silently thanking him for it tho.

"Now I'm hungry, have you ate today yet?"
"Yep." I said popping the P.
"Alan don't you dare lie to me you redheaded devil." He said glaring at me playfully, but I knew he was serious.

I groaned and grabbed a banana and ate it.
"There I ate." I said throwing half of it away.
"Nope not good enough. A bowl of cereal it is for you." He pulled out two bowls and filled them with cereal and milk.
He sat across from me. I ate half the bowl glaring at him and pushed the rest away.

He looked in it. "Good enough. Let's go."
He grabbed his keys. We got in the car and he drove to the college.

I didn't say anything as Kellin pulled me to our first class together.
We walked in and sat down. Kellin's eyes zoomed around the room looking at everyone. Eventually the professor came in.

"What an exciting class I have it seems." He said sarcasm lacing his voice.
"I'm gonna like this class." Kellin whispered in my ear.

"Well this year I have both seniors and freshman in my class. We'll see how that goes." He says and clapped his hands together. I was nervous. Extremely nervous. He picked up a piece of paper and examined it.

"Blahh Blahh so forth and so on. I'm supposed to remind you all of the rules, which are basically common sense so let's just skip that." He crumpled the paper and threw it into a trash can on the other side of the room. The group let out a cheer and clapped for him.
"Thank you thank you." He said and bowed.

"Now this year in... Wait what subject do I teach." He said placing a finger to his chin. I laughed at this. He actually seemed pretty laid back.
"Ohh yea that's right English." He said and smacked himself in the head. "Old thinker doesn't work too good anymore."

"Now as you guessed I'm not exactly the normal teacher type. Anyway, my name is Mr. Mathews for those of you who are new or are freshman. By the way if your a freshman I congratulate you. This is a senior English class and your in here. Speaking of which I think you deserve a little recognition. When I say your name come stand at the front of the room."

He grabbed a list of names from is desk. I held my breath.
"It seems there are only two. Kellin Bostwick and Alan Ashby."
Kellin jumped up immediately and grabbed my hand pulling me up but I hesitated. I didn't like being in front of people. "Come on." He whispered and I finally stood up. Kellin walked ahead of me and I moved slowly keeping my eyes on my shoes. When I got the the front I stood behind Kellin.

"So who is who?" Mr. Mathews said.
"Well I'm Kellin and its Quinn not Bostwick and this is Alan." I didn't look up from the ground when he said my name. "He's a little shy." Kellin said and draped his arm around me. A few people let out a couple of awe's. I felt my cheeks warm up.

"Well I'm honored to have you both in my class." Mr. Mathews said and Kellin saluted him. I chuckled to myself at Kellin's weirdness. We headed back to our seats and I let out a breath.

"That's wasn't so bad." Kellin said reassuringly.

"Now I'm going to make sure everyone is here and put you into pairs. These will be your partners this year. Everything we work on you will be able to help each other. We hardly ever do anything that requires separate work. Anyway." Mr. Mathews said and went down the list of names calling everyone out.

My name was first and all I did was raise my hand. When Kellin's name was called he jumped up out of his seat saying "I'm right here." Earning a few more laughs including one from me.

"I hope were paired together. I'm not good with people." I said to Kellin.
"I know I know." Before Kellin could say anymore his name was called.
"Vic Fuentes and Kellin Quinn." Kellin jumped up and mouthed a sorry.

I waited for my name to be called nervously.
"Lastly Alan Ashby and Austin Carlile."

I didn't move from my spot. Not bothering to even look and see who my partner was.  "Hi I'm Austin." He said sitting beside me.
"Alan." I said and still didn't look up. I wasn't trying to be rude, I just get too nervous around people.

"So today just get to know each other and stuff." Mr. Mathews said and sat down at his desk scrolling through his phone.

"So..." He said and I just shrugged.

I looked up at him and wasn't disappointed at all. He was very tall. His dark drown hair was styled and complemented his face perfectly. He wore skinny jeans and a Slipknot tank top. I could see tattoos peaking out from under it and they were also littering his arms. 

"I like your shirt."I said deciding to speak.
"You like Slipknot?" He said and raised an eyebrow.
"Yep, a lot actually. Don't get to listen to the often. My boyfriend prefers me listening to other types of music." I said. James wanted someone who listened to what I thought was horrible music, but it made him happy so what does it matter?

"Your boyfriend prefers?"

"Well yea ummmm. He just doesn't like it. I still listen to it when he's not there, he just likes it when I listen to something else. Just I don't know. Forget I mentioned it." I said getting nervous. James would be mad at me for talking to him anyway.

"Okay so tell me something about yourself." Austin said.

"There not really much to tell."
"Ohh come on. Tell me something anything." He pushed.
"I don't know." I shrugged.
He groaned. "I'm just gonna ask you questions then."

"You can have one question." I said and looked up at him. When I looked up he just stared at me. I didn't know what to do.
"Hello?" I said trying to get his attention.

"You have beautiful eyes." I stiffened and looked back down into my lap. I wanted to accept the compliment but it wasn't true.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean-" he started to apologize.
"It's fine. Now your question." I said cutting him off.

"What's your favorite color?" He said after a few minutes.
I laughed softly "That's your question. Out of everything you ask me my favorite color."
"Yes. I want to know your favorite color."
I gave him a small smile.
"Blue and black."
"Black and green for me." He said answering the question himself.

After a while class was dismissed and I walked out the door and scanned the crowd for James. I let out a scream as I felt arms wrap around my waist. If James saw he would be so mad and I don't like it when he's mad.
"Hey dude watch it." Austin said from beside of me. I didn't even know he was there.

I immediately relaxed when James voice answered. "How about you watch it. He's my boyfriend I'll put my arms around him if I want." I snuggled in his arms a little.

"Alan baby who is this?" He whispered into my ear. I shivered as I felt his breath.

"Ummm this is Austin, my partner in English class."
James stuck out his hand for Austin to shake.
"I'm James. Nice to meet you Austin."
Austin shook his hand.
"Nice to meet you too."

"Well we got a date to get to. Say bye Alan."
James laced my fingers with his and I told Austin bye.
"See you tomorrow Alan." He said as we walked away.

As soon as we were away from the crowd of people. James stopped and whirled me around to face him.
"What the fuck was that?" He said his voice filled with anger.

"What was what?" I said timidly.
"That back there with that guy. Aren't I enough for you." He said running his finger through is hair.
"Baby he didn't know who you were. He thought you were hurting me." I said, grabbing his hand trying to calm him down.

He grabbed my wrist and squeezed hard enough to leave bruises. I whimpered.
"I'm gonna hurt you if something like that happens again." He let go of my wrist and cupped my face on his hand.

"Your mine and only mine. I love you so much." He said and placed a soft kiss on my lips.
"I love you too. I'm sorry."
"It's fine now come on, we had a Date to go on."
I smiled and laced my fingers with his.

We went to a small diner about fifteen minutes away form campus.
We ate and had a laugh filled conversation.

After we paid we walked back to his car.
"How about we go back to the house and have a little fun." He said and pushed me against the car.
"Baby I'll miss my classes."
"It's only the first day you'll be fine. Please baby."
"James I'm not really in the mood." I said kissing his cheek.

"I'll make you get in the mood baby." He said and moved his hand to the front of my jeans, rubbing it slightly back and forth. I let a small moan escape my lips and nodded my head.

"Come on." He opened my door for me and then got in the drivers side.

Soon enough we arrived at our place.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.

Once the door was closed he slammed me up against it. Kissing me roughly and tugging on my hair. I didn't necessarily care for the roughness, but James liked it and I wanted to please him.

He led me to the couch and we started undressing each other.
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"Fuck babe your amazing." James said as he pulled out of me. I smiled and grabbed some tissues from the box on the the table and cleaned the cum off my stomach.

"Go get me a drink." He said. Laying back beside me on the couch.
"Babe let me lay here a minute." I said a snuggled closer to him.
"Please I'm thirsty." He said and kissed my cheek.
"Ughh fine." I got up and grabbed his t-shirt off the floor and pulled it on.

I got a glass down and filled it with water. On my way back my foot got tangled in a pair of jeans on the floor and I fell spilling the water all over James and breaking the glass in the process.

I looked up to find James staring at me anger in his eyes.
"Fucking piece of shit. I asked you to do one simple thing. Good god." He stood up and pulled me up roughly.
"You got water all over me and broke a fucking glass. How do even manage to breathe on your own. Clean it up now." He said and roughly shoved me toward the mess. I got the broom and swept up the glass and disposed of it.

My phone dinged. Before I could grab it James did. He read the message out loud.
"Al are you okay? Are you with James? Did he do anything? Please text me."
James glared at me.

"What did you fucking tell him?" He said stepping closer to me.
"N-nothing." I lied. I told Kellin everything and anything.
"Why does everyone think I'm gonna fucking hurt you then. I have never hurt you, I've only put you on your place. You understand that right?"
I nodded.
He groaned. "Answer me." He said through gritted teeth.

"Yes I understand baby." I said and lightly rubbed his arm.
"Get your hands off of me. Go get dressed. You've still got one class. I don't want you in the house tonight. Stay at Kellin's since he cares so much." I nodded and got dressed.

He drove me back and the whole ride was silent. I hated making him mad.
He stopped and waited for me to get out.
"Baby I'm sorry. I won't do it again." I said turning towards him.
"Just go." I got out of the car and felt tears threatening to escape.

I found my class and walked in and sat in the back. 
"Who are you?" A woman who I assumed was the teacher said.
"Umm Alan Ashby." I said just loud enough for her to hear.
"Yes. So Alan why are you late?" She asked.
"I-uh I got lost. I'm sorry."
"Don't let it happen again she said sternly." Then resumed the lecture she was giving earlier.

I started into space the rest of class. I was so upset that I made James mad at me. Now he didn't want me at the house and I knew what that meant. He was going to go find some random girl to fuck. He did it every time. If he was mad and told me to stay out of the house that's what he did, when I came back he always told me they never made him feel like I did. I took a small amount of pride when he told me that. I shouldn't but I did.

It hurt so much though. Knowing he was with someone else. Especially a girl. I wasn't a girl I was a guy. He always said girls disgusted him but every time he done this he was with a girl, never a guy.
The thought of someone else with James made me sick to my stomach and tears threatened to spill over. Thankfully we were dismissed and I fled out of the room. Going to wait by Kellin's car.