"Shouldn't you be at your own house packing right now?" (Y/n) asks while pulling her hair up into a bun on her head.

"Yeah but I wanted to see you before we leave tomorrow." I say and my face heats as she says awe.

"What's this?" I ask myself grabbing a pink book that was sticking out of her dresser.

Her back was turned to me as she fixed the bun.

Once I realized it was a diary i slowly opened it and read out loud. 

"When I first met the guys I thought Jungkook was the cutest and-"

"hey give that back!" (Y/n) says with a laugh as she tries to grab it.

I pull it away and let my eyes skim the page.

She thought I was the cutest..

When I turned the page my heart sunk.

"Today I gave my virginity to Grayson, the love of my life. We-"

Before I could finish she snatched the book away from me with sad eyes.

"Don't think too much about this. Just forget about it, okay?" She says putting the book back into the dresser.

"I can't just forget!" I say looking down and tightening my hands into fists.

"I'm sorry Jungkook.." she says as she sits down beside me and lays her hand on my shoulder.

"Me too.." I say and yank my shoulder out of her grip.

I stand up and walk over to the door.

"Come on Jungkook. I can't take it back I'm sorry." she says and even though I know it's the truth it still hurt.

"I'll see you tomorrow before we leave." I say without looking back.

With that I head back to the dorm.
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"I'm gonna miss you!" Sky says while throwing herself at me.

I look behind her to see (y/n) standing there hugging herself while shifting slightly.

"We'll Skype you guys everyday whenever we get the time." Taehyung says waking to (y/n) and hugging her.

She nods while burying her face into his chest.

Once everyone hugs I walk over to (y/n) and pull her into my chest.

"I'm gonna miss you so much." I say laying my hand on the back of her head.

"I'll miss you too." she mumbles into my chest as her arms wrap around my back.

I let my eyes fall shut and I savor the moment.

I didn't want to let go for the fear of not being able to grab back on.

"We should get going." Jimin says laying his hand on my shoulder.

(Y/n) pulls back and I feel cold and sad.

"We'll Skype you soon!" Hoseok says happily as he skips out to the tour bus.

I follow out the rest of my hyungs and watch (y/n) as she holds a crying Sky in her arms.

"I'm really going to miss them." Hoseok says in a sigh as he watches their house as it disappears out of sight.

"Me too. They changed our life's ya know." Jin says with a smile.

That they had.

I rest my head against the window and watch the scenery fly by.

"We can Skype them when we finish our first performance tomorrow." Namjoon says and the guys agree.

I let my eyes fall shut and I sigh.

What if during these next three months something happens and we don't get to Skype and she forgets about me?

I knew it was a stupid thought but I couldn't help it.

I'd have to just make sure she doesn't forget.