VERY LONG

Play this song in the beginning, it makes me feel the pain that Aliseia felt when Jasper was gone.

ALISEIA'S POV

Jasper is gone, he is gone. My Jasper, My Love, My One and Only is Gone. I am now sitting in my living room, it seems colder than before. I think I've been sitting in this spot for a few days now, ever since that man came and told me that Jasper never came but and they couldn't find his body, I felt dead. There was nothing left of me, I died when he did. I softly traced the ring around my neck, feeling the memories of Jasper when he proposed to me. I felt nothing but pure joy. Joy. That word tastes bad now, I don't want it anymore. I want to be shielded from this pain, please someone show me how to get rid of these emotions.

That's when I felt it, something pulling me towards the forest. I slowly stood up and let the force bring me there, one moment I was in my house, the next I was in the middle of the black flower field. A began to hear whispers from all directions, it started to scare me. Then the voices stopped and only one spoke.

"Do you wish to forget the pain, forget all emotion?"

"How can I trust you? I don't normally trust strange voices that appear out of nowhere." It started chuckling at my words.

"Don't trust me, it is your choice but I wish to help you. Forget about pain, all of the emotions that have only hurt you."

"What will you do? Erase my memories of all pain?" I started to get scared that it might actually do that, I want to forget the pain but not Jasper. I fear that the most.

"I shall take away the ability to feel pain. You'll only feel joy, anger, power. Is that something you want?"

"Why would you do that for me?"

"Because you are to become something more powerful than anything that has ever existed. Will you become what you were born to be?"  The thoughts ran through my head, could I be free from pain. Would I take it? I took a breath and looked up at the moon.

"Yes."

Was all I had to say, the flowers started to move. The petals blow off and gathered around me, I could feel my body get lighter. I felt power rushing through my veins, so much power is flowing through me. I felt the pain flowing out of me, it felt so damn good. When it was done I laid on the ground, the flowers now turned white. I stood up leaning my head back feeling the moonlight on my skin, like a breath of life. I no longer felt any pain, I still felt sad that Jasper was gone but this feeling, I liked it. I felt so powerful now, I wanted to test my power and I have the right targets. I walked back to the town where the people who treated me like shit, I'll show them that I am not to be fucked with. The time before dawn, the whole town was slaughtered. I made sure that they all died.

MANY YEARS LATER

I walked down the street on a rainy night. Walking past the buildings and skyscrapers, the city was beautiful at night but not on a raining night. New York was a dirty city with everything trying to kill each other. Right now I'm in New York, 1943. I watched a few days ago as the Yankees beat the St. Louis Cardinals in the World Series, that was fun but I have watched them win since 1923. Over a hundred years have passed since I received the news about Jasper, I can no longer feel the pain of that day but I still have the feeling of sorrow.  I still feel it whenever I think about him which is pretty much every day.

I walked down the street in the pouring rain, my whole body was completely wet even though I had on my jacket. My heels clicked as I walked, as I walked I could feel people watching me. They were following me, about four of them. I let them follow me, I knew what they wanted from me, what they wanted to do. Not like I would really let them do anything. I decided I was tired of being followed so I turned down an ally, on purpose. I felt them turn as well, I felt their lust for me. I wish they could feel my bloodlust for them.

I stood in the middle of the ally waiting, when I felt them behind me, I slowly turned around and faced them. They were undressing me with their eyes, trying to see what I had underneath my clothes. Well if they wanted to see they would have to go to hell, come back with the devil's signature before getting me. They came close but stopped when I opened my eyes, revealing the blood red color. They tried to run but I was too tired to chase them in heels so I just killed them in the ally.

Seeing their blood running in the rain did something to me, I started shaking. Then I started screaming, the pain was coming back, the agony was coming back. I feel to my knees as happy memories of Jasper can rushing back to me. My screams and the scent of blood got someone's attention, as I heard someone run around the corner and into the ally. It was a male judging by his scent, he came closer finding my crying, shaking, covered in blood and cold. I looked up at him and whispered.

"Please help me." I cried, even more, he carefully picked me up and carried me away. I just cried till I couldn't cry no more. I fell asleep after that, his warmth helped a little.

I wake up feel sunlight hitting my skin, I slowly open my eyes to see a dream catcher right above my head. I reached out and touched it, receiving memories of my mother and my old life. I sat up and looked around, seeing I was in different clothing. I look over to find a fresh set of clothes so I changed. I walked out of the room and wandered around the house. It smelled of the woods and the outdoors. I walked down some stairs to a smell of someone cooking. I followed it to see an older woman cooking food, she looked in her forties or so. I stayed quiet as I walked towards her. She didn't even turn around.

"Do the clothes fit?" She asked I was a little shocked at first.

"Yes, they do. Where am I?" I asked her, she now turned around.

"In my home, my son Robert found you last night covered in blood, surrounded by dead bodies. He brought you here, where I fixed you up but I found that there wasn't much fixing you need. You only had blood on you but you weren't wounded. Thank goodness." She went back to cooking something that somehow smelled good to me.

"You don't want to know why I wasn't wounded nor why I was covered in blood?" I asked her, she looked over her shoulder.

"I know why. You killed those men last night, they must have been trying to hurt you so you defended yourself. Am I close?"

"A little but they weren't a threat to me, I just wanted to kill them." Maybe I said that because I wanted her scared of me but I wasn't getting what I wanted. This woman wasn't afraid of me.

"Listen to me, I am not human. Though I may smell like it, I most certainly am not." She looked at me with fury filled eyes. Then I saw her eyes change color, she was a wolf. Why could I sense it before? She must have read the look on my face. "This house is bond by charms, charms that can hide the aura of a supernatural creature. It hid mine and yours." She places some food on the table, using her hand to gestured me to sit down. So I did.

"Where is your son?" I asked her, she smiled.

"He is out checking the area. Bring you here might have caused some heads to turn, we don't want trouble but a lot of times. It finds us." She makes a cup of coffee and took a seat. "Tell me something about yourself?"

"Like what?"

"Your name maybe?" I looked at my hands then at the plate of food in front of me.

"Anna." I only said a different name because I wasn't the same girl from the past so why should I carry that name? It died with Jasper.

"That's a beautiful name. Goes well with a beautiful girl such as yourself." Was she trying to get me to blush or something, I hope she knows that I don't swing that way.

"I should leave, this isn't my place." I stood up and headed towards the door.

"Why, please." She followed me but I had to get out of here before they both get hurt because of me and maybe by me. When I opened the door I was met with a bare man-chest. My eyes slowly gazed up to see who I can only guess was Robert. "Oh, son your back."

"Did something happen while I was out?" He asked his mother, she smiled and shook her head.

"No, just some girl bonding." She smiled while I continued to look at him, then I walked past him. "Please wait, please." I wasn't going to stay, I couldn't hurt them after they helped me. "Please, Aliseia." I stopped, well more like froze instantly. That name, she said that name. How does she know that name?! I couldn't move it was too much for me, I couldn't even speak. "I'm sorry for saying that name but it was the only way to stop you from possibly finding the one thing you searching for."

"What do you know about me?" Was all I could say, the venom that rolled with those words could kill. I heard the woman take a breath.

"Your mate, you've been searching for your mate."

"Impossible." I clenched my fists until they were bleeding.

"Not impossible."

"He is dead." I could feel the tears slowly rising tot he surface. Which they haven't done in many. many, many years.

"No, he isn't." That was enough to have me to a 180 around and face her, time to release the pint up rage and emotions that have been inside of me for yeeeeeaaaarrrrssss.........

"He is dead! Dead! You stupid bitch that knows nothing! You don't know me, you don't know him. You have no idea the pain that I have suffered through, I wanted to die, I welcomed death but no! Death didn't want me but the darkness did and I took its hand! So step off my ass and never tell me that my mate is alive because he's not. No matter how many times I wish it so!!"

They stood there in shock and the look of pain was on their faces. I was taking a breath before clenching and unclenching my fists, I could feel blood running down my fingertips before it heals. The woman came closer and pulled me into her arms, hugging me.

"I'm sorry my dear, I'm sorry for saying the name that has haunted you since his death. I'm sorry for putting you through it all again but you needed to let it out. You have held it in for far too long," she whispered to me while rubbing my back. I didn't know what she was doing but I started to cry, the tears started flowing down my checks. I let out all the pain and suffering that I have been through, I let it out. She helped me let it out. After about thirty minutes I finally stopped and was taking deep breaths. "I'm sorry but I can see into the lives of other people when I touch them. I saw your pain and agony since the beginning. I know about Jasper, I know about his death and I also know about the power you gained from his death. But you can't let that darkness take over you. You have to be stronger than this and you'll see your mate again." Her words shocked me, what did she mean?