As I write this, tears stain my face and blur my eyes...
This is my only escape from the hell that I'm living.. over the past week the verbal abuse has gotten a lot worse.. more hurtful than usual.. it's gotten to the point I just don't want to be in the same house.. he's threatening to not care for my dog whilst I'm at school and even just let her run away... he's also threatening to not look after the new kitten.. I'm afraid that threats will turn into actions that will tear the last few remaining physical comforts I have away from me...

I have yearly exams coming up but I can't think straight... his words echoing in my head and making it spin..

To make things even better my mum has to leave me with him for 10 days... I'm dreading every one of them... I don't want to be alone... I've got no where to run... no where to hide...

Sorry for blabbing on... if you read all this.. good job.. it was a pointless waste of time and I'm sorry I wrote it...