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[Jungkook's POV]

I narrowed my eyes at my father who sat down in front of me with the same calm expression. Seeing him this calm always makes me fume in anger, his ideologies are different than mine, so different that they make me suffocated. If he thinks that by showing up here he could convince me to let Yn go, then he is mistaken.

I am not going to do what he did, giving upon his loved ones

"Let me think, Jimin called you here didn't he?" I bit back a mocking scoff as I stared into his warm eyes that were looking at me with nothing but concern. He better not show it, he doesn't mean anything to me, when I needed him, when I begged him to change his decision, he turned his back on me and left me behind. I will not forget that mental torture I went through, fear of losing my loved ones grew even more, I have been losing since childhood and now everyone expects me to let go of the love of my life as well?

Heck no

Dad: "It doesn't matter who called me here or not, what matters is what you have done. Which is why I am here, I never thought you would do something like-"

"You don't have to tell me or make me realise my mistake, you lost that right years ago. This is my matter and I am handling it pretty well, so it would be nice if you just stay out of my business" I hissed as the veins on my forehead popped out, I was very angry. All of them, are not letting me live in peace since I brought Yn, they all are so against it and I swear to God if I hear one more time how bad I messed up which I clearly did not, I will go bizarre! My father sat relaxed while I was breathing heavily due to aggression, we both were just staring into each other's eyes.

Dad: "You are sending her back to her parents as soon as your work is over, and that's final" his words held dominance that shivered me a bit, but  I quickly got rid off that feeling and glared into his eyes with my red ones.

Sending her off? I'd rather die!

"Oh father. You are such a good person aren't you? A saint to be more precise. Who only knows how to give up instead of fighting for your loved ones!" This time, his eyes turned dark as I snarled those words in front of his face. He knows what was I referring to, and like usual, he turns silent instead of talking about it. Standing up from his seat, he fixed his blazer while I observed his movements, and hated myself because I have acquired some of his habits.

Dad: "You have only a day to send her back to her family with respect. If you fail to do it then I will do the honours for you" saying that, he turned around to leave and walked out of the office while I clenched my jaws in aggression.

You want to fight father? Let's fight!

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My eyes were narrowed as I stepped into the mansion, my mood being all messed up because of the conversation with my father back then. He thinks by threatening me he can make me do as he wishes, heck no. I always have a back up plan for everything, and fvcking mean it when I say I get what I want. If everyone wants to fight me, fine, I am all ready. Walking up the stairs, I opened the door of my room and my eyes softened upon seeing Yn who was sitting on the corner of the bed, with a book in her hands. Her eyes were focused on that book but not for long as they landed on me, and her expressions changed into a sour one.

I am already bearing everyone's disappointment, I can't bear your hatred anymore baby...

Sighing, I walked towards her, but my heart dropped when I noticed how she squirmed to the corner of the bed, showing her resistance in a delicate manner. My knuckles went white as I balled my fists in pure aggression, and within no time I marched towards the bed before grabbing her ankle making her scream in horror and hovered above her, her eyes went teary while I glared into them.

"So you hate me to the point that even my presence is making you disgusted? Do you loathe me that much? Huh?" I sneered in front of her face as she closed her eyes, tears now falling down through her cheek, making my heart ache. I gently wiped off those tears that were sucking the life out of me, but my aggression was on top. "Answer me darling. Do you hate me that much now?" I purred while placing my forehead firmly against hers, staring into her fear filled eyes.

Yn: "I-I" words didn't come out of her mouth while she stared into my eyes with the same expression. My heart beats increased as her response gave me hope, a hope that she doesn't hate me. A hope that this thing between us can end and we can make a new start.

"I knew it. You don't hate me, you are angry at the moment and I will make it up to you" I whispered softly while smiling and rubbed my nose with hers, feeling happy after so long. She turned her head to the other side as more tears flew down her cheeks. "Ynahh, baby please don't be scared of me, I'd rather die than hurting you. Please, don't cry" I spoke softly while kissing her wet cheeks, trying to calm her down and my aching heart.

Yn: "W-Why aren't you realising that you are hurting me Jungkook. Do you think I am loving this? How our relationship has took a turn. You kidnapped me, forced me to live with you while threatening my family, that family who treated you like their own, you hurt us all, and me the most because I loved you with all my heart. Yes, you are right, I can't hate you, I would never will, but I can't love you either, after knowing from what world you belong to and how many people you have killed, I can't accept you. Please, I beg you Jungkook, let me go, please, I can't do this anymore" she closed her eyes at the end and sobbed quietly under my embrace, while I stared at her with nothing but pain.

"You know how stubborn I am" as I said those words, she cried more, clearly taking the cue that I am not planning to do as she wishes. This phase will pass, it will, but if I let her go then I will actually die. I can't bear another separation of my loved one, and she is my most beloved. She is my darling, my love, my sanity and the reason behind my insanity, she's my everything. "Shhh, it will be fine, I will make it work" I mumbled softly while sitting up and put her inside my embrace while caressing her head softly. She didn't resist and placed her head on my shoulder, crying her heart out, and I let her do that because it's important for her to let it all out.

"We are leaving from this chaos" she slowly looked into my eyes, confusion spread all across her face. I smiled softly before wiping away the tears from her cheeks and kissed the top of her rosy nose. "Don't worry, it's for few days, until our marriage and until these people understand that you are only mine" her expressions took a turn and she shook her head.

Yn: "You are doing wrong Jungkook"

"If protecting our love is being wrong then I am wrong baby" I smiled as I placed a strand of her hair behind her ear. Her face was pale, and she was begging me with her eyes not to make this step, but I refuse to see her pleadings and continued to listen to my heart.

If there is a possibility of her being not in my life, then I would gladly end it...

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To be continued
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