[Jungkook's POV]

Panic

That was the word which could describe my situation at the moment. The moment I entered the car and placed Yn on the backseat I found her unconscious. And that was enough for my heart to beat irrationally due to fear.

Fear of losing her.

It was one of those moments that I have been actually scared of something, other than that, nothing scares me. Well, except for the thing about her knowing my truth which she technically knows, but now I was sitting calmly at the backseat with her head on my lap. My fingers were caressing her wet cheeks, I could see the stain of tears on them, which sent a rush of guilt through my heart but me being me, I was ready to face her hatred rather than living without her.

I was no saint, I knew it from the start but she didn't. I was not that guy whom she had imagined so far, my world was as dark as my soul, and she is an important part of it. So important that if she disappeared, then my world would turn into ashes, as if it never existed before, as if I never existed. I don't know what was the reason behind her hatred towards the people like me, but I do know that she has hid that past along with her. Like she didn't know about my identity, I didn't know much about her past. We were even on that aspect.

I continued to caress her pale face, luckily her breathings were fine, but she might have gone through a panic attack as far as I know. Her nature is very soft, she is very fragile, and what I did back in her house was enough to hurt her. I know that I have crushed her soul, her happiness, but I do know that she loves me and I will make it up to her. I saw it, the way her eyes engulfed with pain when she said she regrets loving me. I know what she was trying to do back then, she was trying to make me hate her. Trying to put an end to our journey of love.

How naive.

"Five minutes. I'm giving you five minutes to get me to the mansion. I don't care how are you gonna do it, but if you don't and if something happens to her, then you won't be seeing the sunrise tomorrow, and I mean it", I growled at my driver who's hands shivered which were on the steering wheel. I don't care about anything, my sole focus was to take her to the mansion and get her treated by my family doctor, Mr. Kang.

The driver nodded quickly before increasing the speed of the car, and as expected, we were in front of the mansion in less than five minutes. God knows how many traffic rules were broken tonight, but I don't give a damn about it. As soon as the car was parked I spared no time before picking Yn up in my arms and rushed inside the mansion.

I was met by a shocked Jimin the moment I entered the hall, but soon his eyes darkened as his gaze travelled to an unconscious Yn in my arms. I knew what was about to come, and I will confront him later but right now, my priority was to make sure that she is fine and safe. From now onwards, I will make sure that she stays by my side till death do us apart.

"Since when did you start to kidnap people?" His voice was cold as ice that made me feel strange. It was filled with venom and I know that my decision could break us apart. Ignoring his words, I made my way straight towards the stairs, entering my room with Jimin following behind me, not for me but for Yn, I know how much he cares about her, she is like a sister to him. She always has been, and it's obvious for him to give me those murderous glares.

Thank God looks couldn't kill, otherwise I would have been dead by now.

Placing her on the bed, I sat on the edge of it, waiting for Mr. Kang to come whom I had already called minutes ago.

"What did you do to her?" Jimin asked as he made his way towards the other end of the bed, looking at Yn with concern.

"Nothing. She fainted when I brought her here on the way" I said in a low tone while not keeping my eyes away from her and placed the strand of her hair behind her ear, to look clearly at the love of my life.

"Brought or kidnapped?" A muscle in my jaw ticked at his question. I was not ready to argue with him at the moment, I was already worried and pissed at the fact that damn doctor hasn't arrived by now.

One more minute, and if he doesn't come he will lose his life.

"I didn't kidnap her Jimin. I brought her where she belongs" I answered in a calm tone though I was getting impatient and angry from inside. A mocking scoff escaped his lips that made me to close my eyes. I know he's not going to stop.

"And who decides her fate? You? Who are you to take her life decisions?"

"I'm her soon to be husband"

"That doesn't imply you can fucking kidnap her!"

"As I have said before Jimin, I didn't kidnap her. I brought her home, now will you please excuse us because I am already mad at the doctor who was supposed to be here by now!" I snarled with dark eyes while standing up, ready to call the doctor but soon a wave of relief rushed through my veins the moment Mr. Kang entered. His expressions changed into an anxious one the moment his eyes met my angry ones.

"I'm sorry Mr. Jeon, there was a last case emergency-"

"Stop and fucking treat her!" I growled and he didn't take a second before rushing towards Yn and started the check up. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Jimin glaring at me but I didn't give a damn about it. I patiently watched Mr. Kang checking her nerves, but from inside the fear and anxiety was increasing by each passing minute. I never thought my life would take this turn, but nothing can't be done to change the past.

"Her condition is not serious, she had a mild panic attack. Giving her medications won't be good, but I would recommend you to give her proper diet and keep her away from any sort of stress or unpleasant situations" Mr. Kang spoke while standing up and placed his equipments into the briefcase. Before I could speak, Jimin spoke in a mocking tone making my jaws clench.

"Unpleasant situations. Sure, because she will be witnessing those as long as she's here"

"Thank you Mr. Kang, but make sure you come at the right time in the future" I warned in a calm tone earning a small nod from him. I watched him as he left the room, leaving me and Jimin alone along with Yn who was still unconscious.

"I think I told you to excuse us " I spoke while walking towards Yn, my eyes never leaving her figure. I was just hoping she wakes up soon. Seeing her like this was making my heart clench.

"Not gonna happen until and unless you told me what the fuck you did to her?" He snarled and I took a deep breath, closing my eyes in the process.

"Fine. I forced her to come with me and she panicked, are you happy now?" I spoke with dark eyes and didn't mention about threatening her while pointing guns at her family. I was ashamed of doing such thing but she left me with no choice.

As I have said before, I ain't no saint.

Jimin narrowed his eyes and chuckled darkly before shaking his head. "I don't believe you. You have done something more than that. You threatened her family didn't you?" He asked with an unbelievable expression.

Bingo, here we go. He caught me.

"I might have, might have not" I shrugged and caressed her forehead, also trying to see whether she has fever or not, which luckily she didn't.

"I never thought that you would get this low to have her. I trusted you Jungkook. I thought you loved her"

"I still do and that's the reason why I did this" I answered while not looking into his eyes.

"Dad wouldn't be proud of you if he comes to know this" and that was enough to break my patience. I snapped my head towards his direction with gritted teeth. He knows, he fucking knows what happened when we were kids and still had the audacity to mention about that sensitive topic!

"You're right. And I don't intend to make him proud of me anyways. I'm not him" I snarled before finally standing up and went closer to him. "Now, I'm telling you this for the last time my dear brother. Leave before I lose my patience and do something that I might regret. Breaking our relationship is the last thing I wanna do" my voice was low, but I couldn't hide the aggression that was building up inside me. Jimin glanced at Yn before looking into my eyes again, his expressions were cold.

"You will regret doing this, brother" he spoke before finally turning around and left the room. I calmed myself down while taking deep breaths and ran my fingers through my hair. I don't know whether I will regret it now or in the future, but I am not like those people who would give up on something because 'it was the right thing to do'.

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To be continued

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