So...My friend...did commit suicide...They wanted me to continue the book for you guys...My name is Alyssa, My best friend....I try helping them but it wasn't enough to keep them alive, we been friends since we were little...I tried my best to help them but it wasn't enough, to keep them alive...sorry if I repeat things, ... the book will go on and they have written a note to everyone, it had said-

Dear everyone, 
        I'm sorry for what I did, I didn't wanna anyone to get hurt by me. I was a disappointment to my parents, my siblings,...and my grandparents. Please make sure Alyssa had read this, I want her to finish this book for them. The books mean a lot to them and I don't wanna it end because I had committed suicide, here is my Username: ********** and Password: ********. I hope you make them happy, I couldnt take it anymore, overdosing, cutting, and depressed. I hope you guys understand I love everyone so fucking much, ...Just it was really hard for me to show that feeling, one day everyone will forget me no matter what. if you do remember me, I hope its a good memory of us being happy...I put on a fake smile on for you guys because I care for you, just I really couldn't show it anymore. I was a happy person but now I'm not, Sorry isn't enough what I just did to my self. One day I hope you forgive me...goodbye Step-mom, dad, sisters, brother, and my birth-mother, i hardly see...Goodbye
                                                                                                                         Love you guys...bye...