This isnt apart the story..

Hello everyone....Um, this weird to explain this....but I'm so sorry but, I can't take it anymore...These hate emails, messages, bullying, name-calling, I can't take it anymore...IT HURTS! ...I cut...I hide them every day...I put a smile on for you guys...I want you guys to be happy,  but every day it's like suicide, and it's so hard not to kill myself, the numbness helps me. I try being someone who wasn't me at all. I won't delete my books or delete my account. My friend will take over my account for now on, she was helping me. Just it wasn't enough if you have any questions...just ask her she will answer them for you. Every day the pain fucking hurts! My step-mother hates me one time she broke my arm and I hate her so much my birth mother won't talk to me, if you know I didn't post over the summer because I had Overdosed on tyonaol the 500mg I had taken over 20-30 pills my toxic levels were high, they flew me to a different hospital, I was there for few days then I was sent to C.A.P.S. its behavioral health I was there for a month, I wasn't leaning to death just numbness. but this time I can't take it anymore, to all who be there for me...thank you...and goodbye. My friend will take over my accont...I'm sorry...goodbye...