The next morning, the alarm went off and they immediately got up. As soon as she went to grab her bags, he picked them up for her without a word. Surprised, but not complaining, she went with it. Downstairs, she watched as they loaded the van. The tired members lugging their weight just as much as they were lugging the luggage. They immediately passed out in the van and were woken up again when they arrived at the airport. Again, Lee carried Li's luggage, which made the other members look out of curiosity, but not say a word.

On the plane, Li Qi couldn't sleep, which somehow kept Lee Joon awake as well. "What are you thinking about, baby?" He said, rubbing her hand.

"I just keep thinking about the band and such.. How and when are you going to tell them? And when we do, what will it mean for them? I mean, you've already lost a member, you can't just-."

"Shhhh. Don't think like that. Not everything has to negative because of that. We can be happy and still have the band too." She couldn't help but be doubtful. "You'll see. Now get some sleep, okay? We have a performance to do in a few hours. Fresh off the plane." He said, mimicking a flying plane with his hand, causing them both to laugh. Kissing her lips sweetly, he laid her head on his shoulder and they drifted off.

~

[Cue Music: Day6 - Tick Tock]

Fans are going wild at the start of the song.

"Hey." Lee said, coming into the room. "Did you eat today?"

"Not really. Not really hungry. How was work? Did they work you too hard today?" She responded.

"No. Everything was fine today." He lied with a smile, coming forth to embrace her. Kissing her cheek. They laid themselves down on the bed. His hand rubbing her stomach.

마침표는 찍지 않아

"Have you told them yet?" She asked.

"Told who what?"

"About the pregnancy.." She sighed.

"Why would I?"

밤을 새며 나누던 따뜻함이 담긴 말들을
그리워하며 잘 자라는 말 없이
잠들어

"Wow," She shook her head in disbelief. "I, at least, expected more than that coming from you."

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" He said, getting defensive.

"Cool it, Joon. It just seems like you don't care or not taking this thing seriously. I mean, why wouldn't you tell them? Don't they deserve to know just as much as you?"

"Funny hearing that coming from you." Hs retorted back.

"You know what.. Just go sleep in your bed. I can't deal with you right now."

"Fine. I will. I didn't wanna sleep next to a bitter bitch like you anyway." Her skin sizzles with anger, but somehow, she was able keep her comments to herself.

이게 끝인 것 같아
우린 달라졌잖아
매일 행복했던 우린
이제 더는 웃지 않아

이게 끝인 것 같아
너무 조용한 이 방
할 말이 남아있지 않아
시계 소리만 계속 들리는 이 밤
Tick tock
Tick tock

Backstage, the boys prepared for their next show. Though, Lee Joon was alone in his dressing room. The camera slowly moves from watching the commotion from outside Lee's dressing room to getting closer to the sniffling noises coming from his room. Zooming into the mirror, Lee's head pops up after a moment with his eyes looking dazed. Relaxing back into his chair with his eyes closed, his body jumps ever so slightly at the sound of knocks on his door.

별거 아닌 일로도 몇 시간을 웃고 떠들던
우린 대체 어디 갔어
서로에게 사랑을 속삭이며 보낸 날들을
그리워하며 잘 자란 한 마디 없이
잠들어

"Yo, Lee." No answer. "Lee! Open up. It's J."

"The door's unlocked."

J entered the room and quickly locked eyes with the dazed member. Confused, his eyes then caught sight of the mess in front of him.

"Lee.. What is.. What's all this?" J's voice showing fear of the answer that he didn't want to hear. He could bear anything but that. But alas, Lee Joon just smiled, peering down at the white dust before returning his gaze to J.

"Ah, this? It's just here to calm me down. No big deal. I'll be fine."

"But, isn't that..?"

"It's just some medicine for the pains I've been having J. Don't worry. I'll be out in a second. K?"

Praying that everything was a prank, J begrudgingly left the room with his hands in tight fists.

이게 끝인 것 같아
우린 달라졌잖아
매일 행복했던 우린
이제 더는 웃지 않아

이게 끝인 것 같아
너무 조용한 이 방
할 말이 남아있지 않아
시계 소리만 계속 들리는 이 밤

During the break, the boys all ran over to see if Lee was okay. "Wh-why the hell y'all all crowdin' 'round me?" Lee slurred.

"You don't look well, Lee. You almost fell backwards and forwards onto your face multiple times during the concert." Jinjin said.

"Pfft. I'm fine. That's stupid. Me? Fall on my face?" He chuckled, pushing past them. "I'm goin'a sit down." He paused, looking J in the eye. "Is that alright with you?"

No one said anything. Though, when Lee Joon took his seat, everyone saw how his body seemed to fall into it more than sit.

"What the hell is wrong with him?" Jinjin asked.

"I don't know, but he looks sick and out of his mind." Wun G said. Suddenly, Nudo looked over at J's guilty face.

"Do you know something, J?" He questioned. Immediately, J's face said it all, but then he quieted his expressions.

"I know next to nothing, but you should check his room.." Confused, the boys agreed to who would go and check his room and who would stay to watch Lee just incase something happened.

알고 있잖아

Wun G immediately came running back toward the rest of them. "We need to get him to a hospital, now!"

"What? We can't just do that right now! We're in the middle of a show!"

"Ten minutes, guys!" The manager yelled.

"See?" Nudo panicked.

"I don't care. We need to make sure he's okay!"

"Wait, Wun G. Just calm down. Just tell us what happened." Jinjin said.

"He's using drugs!"

너무 아파도

"Oh God.." Each member took a moment to swallow the pill that was the hardest to swallow. "First Jun, now this.. We can't keep doing this!" Jinjin yelled in frustration.

"Chill out, Jin. I'm not on drugs." Lee piped up, placing a hand on his shoulder. "I'm just getting some extra help these days."

"Help with what? What do you need that kind of help for?" He snapped.

"I-it's just that.." he sighed. "It's a lot, okay? I mean, Jun just left, leaving me to write most of the songs and now I just found out that Li's pregnant and-."

"Wait, what? Li's pregnant?"

"Shhhhh. You gotta keep this a secret." Lee shushed, putting a finger to Jinjin's lips.

Tick Tock

When Lee went back up to his room for the night, he was still high from the performance that night and Li could tell. The two attempted to communicate, but it just made her cry.

"What's wrong with you?" She snapped.

"Shhh. Just relax." He said, attempting to kiss her. "I told the band."

"Told them what?"  He just chuckled, taking hold of her face between his hands.

"About our baby." Stumbling back after she pushed him away, she examined his eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Are you on drugs or something?"

"Shhhhhh. Why does everyone keep saying that word? It's just a little help." She took a moment to swallow the huge portion of food that was just shoved down her throat and started to cry. He came back over to her on his knees trying to comfort her. "Aw, baby.. Why are you crying?"

"I knew it. I knew I shouldn't have.." She immediately got up and began rummaging through her drawers.

"What? Where are you going baby?" He said coming over to hold her and dry her eyes.

"I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?"

"For what?"

"Loving you."

Tick Tock