After that Night both of them didn't talk about what happened between Gauri and Tej. They did talk to each other but something was different.Somethning was amiss. They did not trust each other and they did not come close to each other. Gauri was hurt that even after all this time her husband refused to believe her and Om was hurt that she would accuse his fatherIt was a never ending circle. Since the past few days Gauri avoided any kind of physical intimac, bei t a simple kiss on the cheek or just holding her Hand. In the beginning Omkara could understand it to some point but now he was just clueless as why his Wife didn't even want him to hug her. She would literally run away with some kind of lame excuse just so he wouldn't touch her.
That was the reason why Omkara did not come early from office like he used to do, he thought: Why should I come early, when the one I am coming home to doesn't care whether I am home or not.

He was hurt and Gauri knew that. He had tried to overcome a few issues but in the porcess she had hurt him.
Gauri couldn't tell him why she didn't want any physical contact he wouldn't understand her or her feelings. A few more days passed and finally Gauri decided to join office again. She was getting bored staying at home all the time and if she would at least join half the day she could still finish all her household chores. But first she needed to ask for his permission- somehow she thought that would make him feel better. She didn't want him to think that she didn't care for his opinion. She was a selfmade, independet woman but she had to admit that she was married and in a marriage it was a given to at least dicuss future plans and options. She wanted to show him how much she cared for him and his point of view.

,,Om?" She entered his study room and he couldn't suppress a smile seeing her growing stomach. Her pregnancy was starting to be seen very evidently, gosh he thought she was looking so beautiful. Ever since he had met her he was surprised by her beauty. Gauri was the total package, smart , beautiful had a great personality and he knew he was envied.
,,Yes? Do you need something?" He looked again at the file he was holding in his hands. His Father's Organization planned to launch two new Scholarships which meant a lot of work for him and that despite of the other stuff he had to deal with. His art gallery was also on the verge of bursting by the many offers they had gotten. For Om an Artist he was filled with pride to help newcomers reach the heights he reached. Of course His working hours have been more than hectic and he enjoyed any minute he was alone or with her. Even if she was avoiding him like hell.

,, I want go to office again. Maybe doing some of the work that steals your time from launching the scholarships." Gauri looked down and Omkara couldn't help the smile that crept on his face- That was the very first Time she had indirectly asked for his permission and he had to admit he liked it. He felt like she cared for his opinion cared for what he thought would be the best. Like he was the man in her life , that one person to help her decide on something,
,, Of course Why not? You would do me a favor by that but.." he stood up and closed the file. She began absently caressing her stomach.
,, but you will sit the whole time and whenever you are hungry or not feeling good you will immediately tell me! Do we have a deal?"
He came closer and she inched away. She turned around to leave but Om caught her wrist and pulled her to his chest. After a long time she was again touching him, was close to him. Their proximity was daring and dangerous. She knew she would lose her Head the Moment she would give into him. So she did what she could best: Act as if she wouldn't care.
,,Are you alright?!" His husky Voice reached her ears and she shivered. She had missed him- very much but somehow she couldn't surrender to him. Trust was lacking in their relationship making her uncertain about their future development.
,,Yes I am." He came even closer and his lips touched her earlobe.
,, and..." his fingers traced their way down to her stomach, caressing her.
,, and our Baby?" He looked straight into her eyes.
He was afraid she thought the only reason he might care for her was the baby but that wasn't true. He cared for her because he loved her more than anything and he loved their baby. Gauri was touched that he cared for their baby and became softer; he immediately saw that and hugged her tighter. Her eyes closed for a second and a smile crept on her face.
,, Yes the Baby is healthy and fine. My doctor said I could ask for the gender but... but I what it to be a surprise.Only if that is okay with you? I know you want the baby to be healthy and that nothing else matters." She was unsure whether he would want to know it for himself or his dad.
,,That's fine with me. You know how much I Love surprises."
,, I know." She whispered.
Silence again. Their Love had turned Silence and did not talk like it used to. Normally he would have instantly knew what was wrong with her, what was bothering her by looking into her eyes. But these Days she kept him outside of her Head. He felt like a Stranger. These days he felt like no matter how hard he tried he wouldn't be able to read her like an open book, as if the physical distance would cause some emotional distance. Why was there a communication gap between them? Omkara thought sadly.
,,Gauri..." Omkara started but she shook his hands off. She needed some fresh air, she wanted to get away. Sometime being with him felt like being held in a cage. Only the times he wanted her to she was allowed to do what she wanted. And at the same Time she felt like flying with him.
Why was she so confused? Why was she in an inner turmoil?
Without looking back at him she walked away.
,, I will make you some Tea." And with that she left him.

Omkara was hurt beyond imagination. Gauri didn't understand him and he was confused by her behavior. Why was she avoiding him? Why was she like that? Why was she silent? He missed his madcap Gauri. The Gauri that would sing while cleaning or that would tell him silly jokes just to irritate him.The Gauri that would make him watch her favorite TV shows just to cuddle. The Gauri that would tease him until he would kiss her senselessly. Where was his dabang and cheerful Wife? But what could he do to make her be the way she was before?
Suddenly Omkara had the idea and ran to their bedroom to plan his surprise for his petite little wife.

After cleaning the entire House all Gauri wanted was a shower and to sleep. Gauri entered their bedroom and found Omkara arranging a beautiful candle light dinner. Slow music was playing in the background and the only light came from the candles and the moon shining into their room. It was a picture perfect Moment. She closed her eyes against the tears. Om really tried to talk to her, to come close to her. She knew he was hurt by her behavior and that he maybe was even sorry for not believing her. She knew the right time still hadn't come to prove to him what a wicked person his Father was. Why should she sacrifice her relationship for that? One Day she would prove to Om that she was saying the truth but not Tonight- Tonight she wanted to be loved by her Husband, Her soul mate.
Looking at herself in the mirror she couldn't understand how he still could want her. She was looking like fat cow since she was in the end of her 5th Month. Her gowing Belly made her feel fat and not at all sexy.
,,Om?" Gauri looked around but didn't see him anymore.

Jo Na Keh Sakey Tum

Jo Na Keh Sakey Hum

What You Couldn't Say

What I Couldn't Say

Gauri turned around and smiled listening to their song, the song she heard the first time after realizing her feelings for him.

Jo Na Keh Sakey Tum

Jo Na Keh Sakey Hum

What You Couldn't Say

What I Couldn't Say

Kehne Lagi Dono se Woh Khamoshiyaan

The Silences has started saying those things to Both of Us.

O Saathiya

My Companion

Kehne Lagi Dono se Woh Khamoshiyaan

The Silences has started saying those things to Both of Us.

O Saathiya

My Companion

Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya...

Omkara came closer and led her to the table he had arranged for her . It had all her favorites meals, some wine for him and some Water for her. There were rose petals everyhwere and she already could see the dessert he had tried to hide earlier.
Both sat down in silent and started eating. They were to nervous to talk at the beginning.
,, It is good isn't it?"
Omkara looked up as Gauri waited for his reply. It hurt her to see how surprised he was that she was starting the conversation. And she felt instantly bad for ignoring him all these days. Earlier they would talk for hours and now even a question was too much.
,,Yes it is indeed. Thanks to Sita."
Again both didn't know what to say. When did that happen, Gauri thought.
,,Om-"
"Gaur-" both started and laughed.
He took her hand and kissed her softly. She smiled.
,,I miss you, where did my Beautfiul wife go?"
,, I miss you too meri Akdu."
,,They why are you avoiding me?"
She blushed and looked away.
,, You can tell me you know."
,, No you won't understand."
,, Try me."
She sighed and looked at him.
,, I am avoiding your touch because I feel not pretty and fat and not at all sexy. I mean just look at me. I am like a cow. How could you even want to touch me? How could you even desire me looking like this? That we kept fighting didn't help either." She looked down, absentmindedly caressing her stomach.
Omkara couldn't control his happiness and started laughing loudly: So she was afraid he wasn't attracted to her anymore? Gauri stood up angrily and went to the dressing table. How could he laugh at her? About her insecurity? Shouldn't he pacify her?By telling her that she was indeed beautiful?

Baadlon Mein Ghul Na Jaye

Hain Jo Lamhe Thehre Thehre

The stopped moments aren't mixed (tangled) with the clouds

Do Dilon mein Jazb kar lein

Let's Absorb between two hearts

Sare Jazbe Gehre Gehre

All the Deep Emotions

Kal Kya Pata Mile Na Mile Nazdeekiyan

Who knows tomorrow we get or not this closeness

O Saathiya

My Companion

Kal Kya Pata Mile Na Mile Nazdeekiyan

Who knows tomorrow we get or not this closeness

O Saathiya

My Companion

Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya...

Slowly she started to remove her bindi, her bangles and her earrings.

,, Baby I am sorry! I didn't mean to laugh at you and hurt you but it was so sweet that you could even think like that. You are my smoking hot wife. You are sexy and I will always think that way of you, I will always find you attractive."

Omkara came closer and hugged Gauri slightly. She gasped out and leaned her Head against him. Again she felt the desire rising but was too shy to make the first move. Right now she just wanted love, no second thoughts. She had enough time to prove him what kind of Monster his father was. But not tonight. Tonight it was about the two of them. Slowly she turned around and kissed his cheek.

,,Are you sure?" She whispered her bosom's brushed against his chest and he felt himself immediately reacting to her.

,,Do you want a proof?" He said and rubbed his hardened Member against her.

Gauri began shaking as he kissed her neck.

,, No Need of that" She whispered while her lips parted and he used that opportunity to take her lips into a soul eating kiss.

That was all they needed.

Milke Tumse Khush Hun Lekin

By meeting you I am happy

Dil Hai Phir Bhi Uljha Uljha

But the heart is still entangled (confused)

Door kar De Paas Laakar

Kal Humein Na Koi Lamhaa

Tomorrow some moment may seperate us after bringing us close

Pad Jaye Na Dil Pe Kahi Gam Ka Nishan

Hope the heart is not stained with spots of sadness

O Saathiya

My Companion

Pad Jaye Na Dil Pe Kahi Gam Ka Nishan

Hope the heart is not stained with spots of sadness

O Saathiya

My Companion

Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya Saathiya...

Jo Na Keh Sakey Tum

Jo Na Keh Sakey Hum

Jo Na Keh Sakey Tum

Jo Na Keh Sakey Hum

Kehne Lagi Dono se Woh Khamoshiyaan

O Saathiya

Kehne Lagi Dono se Woh Khamoshiyaan

O Saathiya