FIFTEEN. there's no me without you
ONE MONTH held ten thousands of memories for Shiloh. Some good and some not so good. Which left us where we are today.
But let's rewind.
Ricky was able to complete his bucket list thanks to Nini.
The musical went off with any problems. The only major thing to happen was that Channing cut the lights off on Gina during Let It Go.
Corbin eventually grew to enjoy the company of the Wildcats (and shockingly remembered who Miss. Jenn was) and let Channing go... even though he (Channing) had every right to say how the documentary would be edited.
But that was a month ago.
And Shiloh, like said, had her good moments, her bad moments, and moments in general.
Shiloh had decided to take a break. She didn't want a break from anyone anymore. She had completely cut off everyone after a couple days of being home.
That summer meant the world to Shiloh and she wanted to feel normal. Whatever normal was for her. She wanted to feel like Shiloh Molina. That girl who walked into East High her junior year with her head held high and her Love Club intact.
To make it abundantly clear Shiloh and Ricky hadn't broken up. They weren't on a break. They were just away from each other. Just like how she'd been away from Evie, Jenna, Madison, and Ashley. She just wanted to find herself again.
She wasn't the musical girl that people saw and were going to see. She was that Love Club girl that people either loved or loved to hate and thought that thought hadn't fully settled in... she accepted that change.
It was a lot of her to figure out and having a month to do so wasn't the case. She couldn't find herself in a month and that was typical for sure. But she knew that she didn't want to figure herself out alone anymore.
She was actually so sick of being alone it almost drove her mad. She liked being alone at times but being lonely was a different feeling.
So, what's a better way of meeting her friends and her boyfriend than at the premier of the Frozen: The Musical: The Documentary?
She stepped out the black SUV. Her dress had been long with navy blue tulle covering every inch. Her pulled her puffy sleeves down and watched as her friends smiled at the cameras, once after another getting interviewed.
"There's the Love Club girl!" One of the reporters shouted.
Cameras and familiar faces soon hit the girl and was left with awkward chuckling as she took small steps forward.
Ricky watched in awe as Shiloh held a gentle smile towards the cameras. He hadn't seen her in a month and he was dying to know about her and truly where their relationship stood.
He had gotten countless reassurance from everyone including Dylan that he (Ricky) and Shiloh were solid and if they were broken up someone (Evie) would've made that very clear to the lovesick boy.
Shiloh lifted her dress slightly to avoid stepping on it and to no surprise Ricky caught her matching navy blue Converse hitting the red carpet. Not to forget that charm bracelet that he'd given her.
Once she was able to breathe around the cameras she looked up at the report who was already throwing questions her way. Shiloh smiled softly and turned her head to find Ricky already looking her way. She waved and faced the reporter once more.
After a plethora of interviews; Shiloh pushed the doors of the theatre opened and made her way towards the stage.
"Sorry." She chuckled, "They wouldn't stop with the questions."
"No worries. I was just about to show the trailer for the show." Corbin smiled.
She drew closer to the steps and Ricky stood from his seat to help her on stage.
It was the first time either of them made any sort of contact in a month. It sounded dramatic from a bystanders point of view, but Ricky new what he loved about Shiloh and if she wanted to try and figure herself without him, no matter how off it felt (he wanted to be by her side. To support her.) he would let her go through that journey with or without him.
Shiloh gave him a soft smile and grabbed his hand as he helped her onto the stage. Now, they figured Shiloh would be absent from the premier so they hadn't placed a chair out for her.
They quickly ran and grabbed a chair for the girl and Corbin had explained that Channing had edited the documentary, but they were not longer working together and whatever they saw it would be the first time he's seeing it himself.
And as expected the trailer had been an absolute mess. Things had been taken out of context... for what it seemed.
"I was told from EJ that Shiloh and Ricky had to be the leads." Jenna smiled into the camera, "Something about how they have good chemistry or something. Which makes sense because they're dating, like duh."
"I know how I feel. It's a feeling that I feel like I'm too young to know or understand, but they call me The Love Club girl for a reason." Shiloh smiled.
Soon the video cut from Shiloh sit down interview to the night Shiloh and Dylan talked after camp prom.
Ricky glanced over to Dylan.
"Hey, bro, we were talking about you that night."
"Yeah, I like Gina." Victoria smiled, "She's really nice. She has a nice smile. And um... you can't use that right? If I start talking about Nickelodeon will you delete it?"
Victoria sighed, "Yeah... I said that. I don't think there's any editing to that one."
"I'm Big Red. I'm Ashlyn's boyfriend and I'm bi."
With that, the trailer ended and silence grew between the group.
"Good for him." Ricky said.
"Is everyone okay?" Corbin asked.
One by one everyone left the building. Leaving Ricky and Shiloh alone for the first time in a month.
"This is just what it was like when the High School Musical movie debuted." Corbin chuckled awkwardly, "It's all gonna work out. In the end. Probably."
With that Corbin left.
"Is there anything we can do to stop this documentary from coming out?" Ricky asked.
"It's too late." Shiloh answered softly, "But I hope we know that a lot of that is fake. Channing was out to get drama and he got it. Even if he had to lie."
Ricky let out of breath and turned.
"I'm sorry." Shiloh called.
"What?"
"I'm sorry." She repeated, "For ghosting everyone. I'm sorry."
Ricky turned, the distance between him and Shiloh being very large, "Tori told us you were trying to figure things out. And I- I know how hard summer was for you."
"Ricky, I just... this documentary could change everything- it is going to change and it set in so fast when I got home. I feel like I lost myself somewhere."
"You and I will never change, Shiloh. I know what between you and I this summer. That's all I care about."
Shiloh chuckled, "I still don't know who I am and I won't know for a long time, but I know I'm not me without you. The day you walked into the club room you literally changed everything for me and I will always be thankful for that. And if I messed by not saying anything to you, I'm sorry. I'll leave and I hope we can be friends. I'll you have to do is stop me."
Shiloh sighed and brushed past Ricky.
"Shiloh." Ricky called, "Did you ever read my club reviews?"
She furrowed her brows and turned, "You wrote reviews about the club?"
"I wrote two of them. I wrote one when I asked to. Then I wrote one after I got home this summer." He said, taking his phone out, "Shiloh Molina. The leader of club hasn't done right by me." He read, "She was supposed to help me get my girlfriend back and failed. But maybe I wanted her to fail. Maybe I wanted her to do wrong by me. Because of her I felt love for the first time. I never knew what it was when I was with my ex. I don't even know if I felt it. But I look Shiloh Molina and wonder where's she been all my life. It's sound crazy and maybe it is. Shiloh taught me love even when I didn't think I could handle it. The idea of love always scared me but then I met her. I said I love you first and I hope... I know I'll love her forever. I may be eighteen and Shiloh and I might go our separate ways, but I know I'll love her forever. I recommend the club for many reasons, but the personal reason I recommend the club is that I met the love of my life. I may be young and everyone may say I'm crazy for saying I love her at my age, but when you know, you know. I love Shiloh Molina. I could write all day long about how much I love her and her quirks that she may see as flaws, but a five star review wouldn't it justice. I'm not saying when you'll enter the Love Club you'll automatically fall for the next person you see, but I was lucky. I'm still lucky. If you took the time to read my review, just know that she changed me. I'm a better person. There's no me, Richard Bowen without Shiloh Isabela Molina. And I will forever stand by that."
Shiloh held a small smile, crossing her arms in front of her as tears pricked her eyes, "You're cheesy, you know that?"
"Whatever gets my girlfriend to smile, I guess." Ricky said, taking steps towards her, "You don't have to keep doing everything alone, Shiloh. Especially thing fame thing now. We're in this together."
Ricky finally stood in front of her, his hands cupping her cheeks as he wiped her fallen tears, "You're just too pretty to cry."
He leaned down and closed the space between the two of them, kissing her for the first time in a month.
Ricky's lips (as always) were soft if not a bit chapped, seemed as if he didn't believe in chapstick unless someone brought it up.
A content sigh escaped the both of them and Ricky tilted her head to deepen the kiss.
As Taylor Swift once said: home is where the heart is. And Ricky Bowen felt at home with Shiloh Molina.
And absolutely nothing would ruin what those two have.
- lucy has something to say !!
with that... i'm sad 🧍 love club over until season 4 literally what am i supposed to do with myself now ☹️
anyways let's talk about season 3
apparently rini was never going to be endgame and rina kiss took only two shoots and tim kicked everyone out of the room for it 🤩 tim kinda of girlbossed this season props to you
top four characters of this season
1.) ricky
2.) maddox
3.) gina
4.) jet
my favorite seasons in order
1.) season 1
2.) season 3
3.) if i could put season 2 lower i would fuck season 2
woah lucy wrote a somewhat decent kiss scene between two people woah
for now i'll leave you with a very happy shiloh and ricky bowen 🫶 they didn't fight this season go me 🤩
bye :))))
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