Kreety's pov

"Hm, nupur ji, aap Haste rahiye, aap ki muskan dekh kar hume sukoon Milta hai"he tells me, standing very close to me,and I felt myself, being froze, i could feel his breathe falling on my ear, and I felt my face go red, and I feltmy breathing was stopped due to all this feelings

"Nupur ji, jara sawas lijiye" how the fucking hell, did he get to know that I was taking slow breaths, and I feel him, go away from the place he stood.

I was still standing there when my phone vibrated,my favourite biker @that10r, had came live on insta, i hurriedly went on instagram and was viewing his live, when I heard.

"Do you also like him" Anaya asked me and I nod eagerly, "do you also like him" i ask her and she also nods eagerly.

"Yay, finally someone i know likes biker guys, Naya doesn't like them,so I have to talk to myself about him'' i told her and she smiles widely telling" aree, ab hum hai, don't worry"

The whole time we were talking about him,i mean, yay I finally found someone' who likes biker boys.

We sat in his car, and I asked her " don't you think, he gives the fictional character vibe,i mean the way, his voice is, it's so deep na" and she nods,

" yess!!! It's soo deep, and the way he rides the bike is indeed a beautiful sight to be hold, I mean wind blows, letting his shirt stick his body like gum, and the neck, my god, I'm such sucker for that"she tells me, we, together laid ourselves on the seat with thud , daydreaming about it.

When we heard, he had hit his fist on the steering wheel, probably in frustration due to the traffic jam.

We reached home, talking about him, like how is his,how he's body is and all the things which girls probably gossips about boys

and thankgod, we reached early then Naya and amay because we had to decorate, so as to welcome them.

And he was really annoyed, that he directly went upstairs without talking to anyone, not even to his mummy,

Looking at him, going upstairs with anger made me wonder what was he angry about?..

It was evening now, everyone was sitting in the garden, elders were talking about work which has to be done before the wedding, and we, youngsters were sitting in silence

The welcome ceremony for Naya and amay was the best, we decorated from the entrance to the living room, and they played games when they sat in the living room, it was amazing.

But The odd thing was, he was ignoring me, he wasn't looking at me and was talking to Shanaya sitting beside her.

The scene infront of me, made my heart crumble, it didn't feel good that he was ignoring me, i felt like crying,it was making me have trouble breathing, and something was stuck in my throat,and something was hitting my heart with something hard.

"Kreety, the thing you always wanted is happening now " she said to me, i just felt numb, finally it was happening, he was moving on.

But he's moving on hurts me, i feel hurt, sad about it like I don't want it but I have to pretend I want it because I want him to move on, be happy and always live his life with someone, he deserves.

I want him to be with Shanaya because she deserves him, she is much better than me, and I think she'll replace me in no time, that's really good,

She deserves him because I know, she'll fix his demons which he hides from everyone, she'll understand him, she support him when the time comes, she'll love him, soo i guess now I have to leave this city before he gets married and accept the application from Himachal Pradesh which the school from there offered me a position.

That's a very good idea, then I'll give vaani to my brother, so that she can be happy with him, she deserves the best that's why I will give her to him and she'll also forget me in no time , now it's a perfect plan then I'll see what I have to do about myself.

"Yeah, perfect plan kreety but what about you huh, you are leaving everyone for their happiness but what your happiness ha" she asked me.

"My happiness died the day, I lost my everything because of me" I told her, my tears were gathered in my eyes, but I didn't let them fall and closed my eyes to suppress these tears, I will not cry till the day I leave everyone for their good.

I have always been called bad omen, they always told me that when I cry, something bad will happen to them so I will not cry instead smile while leaving them.

Nobody noticed me wiping my tears for the last time, it's good that everyone is ignoring me, it will good for them.

"Vaani, bacha mein tumhe kuch pucho" i asked vaani, who was watching her favourite cartoon on my phone.

"Haa, mumma, pucho" she told me, glancing away from the phone.

"Bacha, if tumhe mein, Aryan Bhai ke ghar ke chodo es shadi ke badh tho, tum jaogi" i asked her while caressing her head.

She nods and says" ha, holiday ko na yes" i smile and kiss her head.

Few days are left till she leaves me forever, i have to spent as much as time with her as possible.

I have to buy her everything, like clothes and all the things she likes,

"Bacha, hum shadi hone ke badh jaldi hi shopping jayenge okay, " i told her with a soft smile.

"Okay, mumma" she gives me kiss on my cheeks and goes back to watch her favourite cartoon.

I need to make something for everyone, before I leave, even him, I'll give him something, tell Naya to give him on her name.

"Kreety, humere sath shopping chalogi na" Naya asked me and I nod, I'll buy vaani, her outfit for the wedding.

It was 2, in the midnight and I was awake, looking at my vaani face, it's last few days when I'll leave her, for her good, I'll leave my strength behind and go away for their happiness, I will not see my vaani growing up, I will not be able to see my vaani growing from child to a lady.

She'll forget me in no time, when she'll stay there with her mama and mami, it's good that she'll forget me, she will not remember any bad omen which was there in her life.

"Kreety why are you crying now, you promised that you would not cry" she told me, I wipe my tears and lay down on my bed and slept.

It was 8 in the morning, i woke up late because the entire night I was awake by my nightmares, they are coming back i guess.

I got ready and today I wore a kurti and leggings, i was numb today, i went down to see everyone was having their breakfast, I saw vaani sitting and eating, i went and sat down next to her.

I gave vaani a kiss on her forehead and filled my plate with food and ate, today i didn't hear anything, my mind was blank, their voice wasn't reaching my brain, it was flooded with my thoughts.

In no time, i finished the food, and went to the kitchen and washed my dish and vaani's too.

We were sitting in the car, and Naya was silent with me, she wasn't saying a word but had held my hand, I will miss her when I leave.

"Kreety, why are you silent, from yesterday, I have been observing you from yesterday, your not talking a single word, kreety talk to me" Naya shouted, startling everyone.

" Aree, kuch nahi hua hai, mein abi bat kar rahi hu na" i told her with a smile.

"Nahi, tu chup kyu hai, kya tumhare Maan chal Raha, bata mujhe" she yelled at me, probably annoyed at me.

"Mein tujhe bata dungi, bad ab upset mat ho" I told her, with my soft smile and raised my eyebrows at her.

She looks away from me, and I just chuckle, she is cute.

We reached in the mall, everyone was in lift, i mean, we, youngsters, everyone was silent, i don't know why?.

"Naya, sab kyu khamosh hai"I asked her but she didn't replied, i frowned.

maybe, they are silent because she is silent.

In silence, we reached the clothes floor to see the elders were waiting for us, Naya went to her dadda, kept her head on his shoulder, he wraps his arms around her.

By looking at their bond, i also wished I had a family where I had a loving father, mother and my sister and brother but I don't have the luck of having it.

They were walking infront,and I was in the back, looking at them, they are happy family, then I move my eyes towards the other stores to distract myself from my thoughts.

One store caught my eyes, it was a men's store, maybe I'll buy something for Mr. bear, yup but first I have to buy clothes for vaani.

I walk to them and joined them, we went inside and the ladies got busy selecting their clothes and I also got busy selecting for vaani.

"Vaani, tumhe konsa outfits chahiye sab function ke liye " I asked vaani, and she shook her head saying no and said

"Muje yaha seh nahi chahiye, mujhe khapde woh bazaar se chahiye jaha humne cute sa teddy bear liya tha na mumma" i just look at her in amusement because the bazar she is talking about is the bazar which has the cheapest clothes.

"Nahi, Bacha aap batao hum tumhe idar se lenge"i told her and start to show her the dresses but she wasn't paying any attention so I kneel down to her.

"Kyu, nahi chahiye batao mumma ko" i asked her and she replied "mumma, mein yaha seh le lungi toh aap kya pehn lenie, aapke paas kapde nahi hai na" i felt considered that she thinks of me.

" Bacha, mere aap chodo mein mere purana kadpe pehn lungi joh meine kabhi nahi pehne, okay ab hum apko acha sa outfit kadridenge" i told her, showed her the outfits, we selected her outfit and went to cash counter and paid for it.

"Aap happy hai na, mere bacche " I asked her and she smiles widely, nodding.

We went to the others standing near the saree store where everyone was buying the saree, I mean, every couple in their house were helping their partner, and then I saw he was helping Shanaya, my hands coiled to form the fist, my nails were digging in my palm, I looked away from them and concentrated on the brothers helping their sisters,it was such cute sight, a aww scene.

"Kreety, beta Udhar kadhi kyu ho, humare sath apna outfit select kar" aunty asked when she noticed me, instead of replying to her, i showed her bags, telling that I brought the clothes but who knows the reality, the bags were of vaani.

She smiles and goes back to selecting her saree, i remembered that I have to buy the t-shirt for him, as a gift from me.i left vaani with them, telling I have to buy something.

I went in the store, as soon as I entered the store, I was greeted with expensive things, i mean way expensive things, I took my time to select the formal shirt for him and brought it and kept hidden in vaani's clothes.

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Hiii guys,

This is the chapter 8

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