Kreety's pov

Thankyou Naya, " i gave her smile hugged her, feeling emotional

"Shreya, tum kya soch Rahi ho" I asked once Naya left the room to go to the washroom.

" I'm just thinking, how I am unlucky to have no family, I am left with no one but you and naya "

She was laying on the bed, I sat beside her, made her sit, face her towards me.

"You aren't unlucky, instead we are lucky because we have eachother, we don't need others remember" she looked me, eyes filled with pain, instead of answering, she jumped, hugging me.

I hugged her back with the same strength, she was hurt by her own feelings, she never shows her pain instead keeps it inside her.

She was crying, letting her caged pain out free, i know, she is tired of pretending to be fine when she isn't.

"It's okay, it's okay, hm nothing bad is gonna happen, okay". I comforted her, till she stopped her tears.

"Felt good? " I added, she nods and head towards the bathroom without any words coming from her mouth, probably too tired.

Now what do I do, everything is messed up, i don't know what to do now, i have to somehow get out of this marriage, as I don't want him to trap in this marriage.

Just then Naya enters with Shreya, holding her shoulders.i look at her.

"Naya, ab mein kya karu" I asked them, puzzled by my statement.

"Kya bol rahi hai tu" i look at them, their expression quite puzzled and concern filled in their eyes.

"Ye shaadi" my voice came slow, they sat beside me, my head low with pain acting as weight on my shoulder.

"Just go with flow" Naya held my cheeks, making me look at her, with Shreya caressing my hands in terderness.

I nod at her, though I wouldn't do that but Jaise bhagwan mein likha hoga, wahi hoga.

"Now let's go down and click picture" Naya dragged is along with her, downstairs in the garden, we clicked pictures till her nakhre's were done.

Time had already passed as bullet and it was already 8 in the night, and we still hadn't had dinner,

i knew that I had to eat with him, aunty told me, but I don't want to,I just don't want to see him, right now  my mind is in chaos.

I can't think straight and steadily, last few hours has been crazy hours of my life.

"Aunty, kya mein aap sab log ke sath khana kha sakti, mere sar dukh rahe hai, please mujhe galat mat samjna par mujhe usne bat nahi karni, aap samj sakti hai na" i asked her, she was in the kitchen and I was standing next to her.

"I can understand, that beta, lekin usse bura lagega na, woh aapka pati hai abhi, mein kehti hu ki hamare sath bhi Khao aur mere bete ke sath bhi thoda Khao thaki usse bura na Lage, samje" she explained, her voice sweet as honey convinced, only for her, I was doing this.

I nod at her, then helped her take the food from her to the dinning room, kept it and helped her, we were having our dinner, i felt a change in the environment, it was tensed, i felt like he was here, strange why will he be here, he is doing his work.

Daiwik waha khade kyu ho beta, so idhar khana khane ko ao" just then, chachi's voice came loud as day,

i look up hearing his name,  his face was blank, his eyes shifted from me to chachi, instead of saying something, he shook his head and went back upstairs.

His eyes were empty with no void feeling, i could feel it, did something happened

Kreety, tujhe yaad nahi hai, wosne tumhare sath shaadi ki hai, obviously he will be like this."  My Inner voice, as always mocked me.

  I take a deep breath, trouble toh ana hi tha, you know what I should do, i should freaking my mind own business, i shouldn't interfere with him, his family had selected her for him.

I'll have to change myself, I have decided that I will be a friend for him, I'll forget everything which happened in our life's and look forward to find him a great match for him and his family.

I'll keep my feelings to myself, anyways what feelings do i even have, my heart is tired feeling the pain it's just my eyes bowling our of tears, in the end my heart is becoming the stone which I always wanted too.

I finished my dinner and went in the kitchen and I did the dishes which were in the basin.

"Goodnight everyone," i told everyone, they were in the living room, watching the last show.

"Kreety beta, kitchen se dood leke Jana". Aunty told me, I nod at her and took the milk, poured in th glass for him and kept it on the tray.

I went back to the room with the tray in my hand, slowly opened the door, i slowly came inside.

my eyes scanned the room for him, he was there, laying on the bed with his hands on his forehead eyes.

I know where all the room are now, so it was not a trouble for me to find his room but I didn't expect him to be on the bed like this, I guess something did happen.

I slowly kept the glass of milk on the table next to him, I look at him, he was beautiful, attractive with lips all pink, his hands with veins popping out, showing his manly hand.

I had always been attracted to people with manly hands, large palm, long fingers, and he corrected all the boxes.

His hair is like silk, man I love it so much, i will i could brush my hand through his hair.

  What the heck am I thinking, man I'm going crazy.

I quickly get up from my knees and went to the dressing room, i was so uncomfortable wearing the saree but I also loved it, wearing makes me feel like I look good which I normally don't.

I quickly undid all the jewellery, off leaving the mangalsutra, foot wear rings, anklets and chuda.

While i removed off my jewelry, in between I used sneak a glance at him, to see if he was awake but he wasn't, i guess he really slept.

I went towards my suitcase,  removed a simple kurti and pant since I can't wear my usual comfort clothes so I have to wear this.

I changed in the dressing room and came out, fixing my clothes.

"Nupur, mujhe tumse bat karni hai" his voice came out of nowhere, I take a deep breath, why the talk now, i glance at him, he was awake sitting on the bed, gazing me intensely.

I nod at him, he gestured me to come to me and sit beside him, i just stood there i couldn't go there, nope it makes me nervous.

   "Nupur, mere sar mat Khao, chup chap idhar aao aur betho mere sath" he warned me, but I can't, why does he want me to sit beside him, he can also talk from there.

"Mein janwar nahi hu ki apka sar khaungi, aur aur mujhe nahi ana" i looked everywhere in the room than him, the room was quiet for a minute then I heard his footsteps coming near the dressing table where I am.

I kept moving back, I look at him, he was still looking at me but this time with a glare.

I kept moving back till my back hit the hall beside the dressing table, he was already infront of me, i couldn't go anywhere besides the bathroom.

I opened the door when I was trapped between his arms, I look at him, he bends, making him at eye level.

"Apne sahi kaha, aap janwar nahi ho, aap toh meri nupur ho, toh suna karo hamari bathe asi naadaniya mat karo,hmm samji aap"

his voice, caused a havoc in my body, his hands tucking my strangle of hair coming out made my body studder with shiverness and heart beat arising to where I could feel in my full body.

I look at him, my face faming in redness, i can't handle his cockiness, its too playful, i look away from him, take a deep breath and gave him his answer.

"Aapko bat karni thi na, kya hum kar sakte hai" my voice, plain with emotion dancing in me, i can't let him my emotions, i have to keep my blank face.

He nods at me, steps back, his steps retreating with silence around us, neither of us spoke for a while, i should take the initiative and ask him.

"Do you want take divorce? " I just asked this simple question, I want to have direct conversation with straight answers.

His face which was blank came back to glaring, he strides towards me, his steps gesturing his anger, i didn't move, i just want to be over with this conversation.

He pulls me closer to him, his grip on my forearm strong enough to be painful for me to feel his anger.

"Why do you always want run away from me, why I just don't understand, did I do something that's why you're running away, I want my answers to be answered today itself, nupur, don't test my patience, just don't " his voice, anger dripping as he spoke, he wasn't wrong, i knew I had to answer his questions,i just wasn't ready to tell anyone anything yet.

I try to feel my arm from him, his silence with anger and patience dipping out, his grip on my forearm tighten as I didn't speak anything but try to break free his grip.

"Mujhe dard ho raha hai, please chodo mere hath " my voice, filled with pain and desperate broke his trace of anger, he closed his eyes, he pulled his hair in anger, and looked at me.

"Mere dard kya nupur, kya mujhe dard nahi hota, mere dil kya joh sirf dard mein hai, woska kya, woh sirf tumhe chahta hai, woh ziddi hai" he stopped to take his breath, he brushed his hand off his face,  l hurt him, it's necessary for him to move on, i know he'll get tired of me and move on.

"Mujhe mere sawal ka jawab kab dogi, mein takh Gaya hu, please batao mujhe, hum sab musibate ka hal nikal lenge please " he pleaded, i don't want him to, i know i might sound selfish,it's always been about me, but I can't do anything about it.

I look away from him,i can't do anything, im uncomfortable to talk about it, i don't want him to leave me because of the past which happened, i don't want him to regret, to save himself from him, I have to keep my mouth shut, I can't tell him anything.

"So, aapne na batne ka erada rakha hai, sahi hai, mein bhi dekhta hu aap mujhe kese nahi batati, mrs kreety daiwik chauhan" his last sentence, determined yet soft, but I was also not less than him.

If he is so determined that i would tell him and is opening a challenge, then let's see Mr, Chauhan, who wins or who loses.

Meh bhi aap se kam nahi hu.

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Hii guys😭.

I'm sorry, really sorry,  that i couldn't upload the new chapter, I couldn't get any plot for the story.

I don't know if I am gonna be uploading the news chapters 🤧, I'm really sorry if I am not updating and please look forward for this Book, i will try to upload it.

And lastly I'm really sorry.

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