Kreety's pov

I was observing his room, it was a colour, which I couldn't describe at all, it was a mixture of dark blue and little bit green and white with white as the other colour, it looked very pretty.

And his room was larger than my full apartment, and his room, gave me confronting vibes.

I kept glancing at his room, when I hear someone knocked the door and open it, i guess the door wasn't open that's why it opened.

There cames Shreya, fully covered with water and red colour on her scalp, i widened my eyes, it was funny to see her scowling..

I laugh at her, while she continues to keep her scowling face, i went near and asked her.

"Ye huliya kyu banaya hai tune"

"Tumare devar ne, usne mere upar ye sab feka gusse mein, haa, Jan Leni thi uski, aur woh kya feka hai pata hai, sindoor and uska panni." she told me, and I felt my smile and laughing slipping away hearing what she said.

I kept looking at her, blinking my eyes, not believing anything I heard and what I am seeing,

"Tum jut bol rahi ho na" I asked her,

"Nahi, ye sach hai, ab ye sab chodo, mein nahkar ati hu" she tells me, making her way to bathroom.

I held her shoulder and turned her around,

"Bhai, wosne tere upar sindoor mara, aur woh sindoor tere mang pura bhar chuka hai, you are his wife now" I tell her, blinking my eyes, still in disbelief.

"Ye bakwas mein nahi manti, mein abhi nahne ja rahi hu, chod mujhe " she tells me, I let her go, it was a shock to me, like what the hell happened down.

"So tu, idhar kya kar rahi hai" I asked her as soon she cames inside from the guest room,

"Woh tumhari sasu maa ne beja mujhe, kyuki unke hisab se mein unki dusre bete ki biwi hu" she rolls her eyes and falls on the bed next to me,I pull the blanket covering me

"Ab tum Shanaya ki devrani ho " i whispered, thankgod she didn't hear anything and was sleeping.

I got up from the bed and went out in the balcony, thought were clouding mind, they accuesive,  judgemental, had me doubting myself.

I think, i shouldn't expect anything in this marriage,I am a replacement of her, when she is gonna come back, he'll get married to her, and I'll leave as soon as this marriage ends with vanni, i understand now that I can't leave without vaani, she is a like oxygen to me, without her, I know I'll die and I only know how I felt the whole she wasn't there

This is very strange but I don't think about my pain most of time, it's always been like this, i understood people's intention before they knew, and I always expected disappointment from others .

That's why, i have been quite used to not feel my pain most of time but when I do think about it, it's always worse, that's i avoid thinking of my pain and rather concentrate on things that distract me.

I didn't gather the time as I spent thinking of all the things, and decided to tell Aryan bhaiya to bring her back,  this month.

I told him, and he said, he'll bring her to me, I hang up the call and went inside to sleep.

It was 7:00 when I woke up, Shreya was still in her dream land, i went to the bathroom, I was hesitant to touch his belongings, so I did my business and went outside, to see Shreya still sleeping.

"Shreya uth, dekh kya time hua hai" I told her, and she just snuggles in the blanket.

I went to her, removed the blanket from her, and she whinns and threw a tantrum,

"Kya yaar, subah subah kyumeri neend ko bagad rahi, kreety!!" She shouted, really annoyed, well I loved annoying her

"Uth ja, meri maa, time dekh Zara" i told her, feeling myself being proud of annoying,first in the morning.

She gets, grumbling and went out to go in the guest and shower there, last night she had done the same thing.

Then I got ready and today I wore a anarkali, i don't want to dress up like a bride, when I wasn't one.

I went downstairs  and saw aunty was sitting in the living room, then i remembered that I had to do the pehle rasoi,

"Good morning, aunty " I told her, she was smiling but her smile dropped after few seconds.

"Aunty kon hai idhar batao muje" she asked me, not even looking at me.

"Aap ho na" i felt hesitant as I spoke, she closes her eyes and her palm makes a fit.

"Aunty nahi hu, aj se mumma hu apki" she tells me, I look at her blank,  mumma that word is foreign to me, i never in my life called any women my mumma, i felt bundle of emotions in me, i felt, like everyone i have a mumma, the maama which I longed, she is here now.

"What's the point of her becoming your mother, she doesn't know your reality, the reality which you are ashamed and  she will be to if she gets know what you have done" my inner voice mocked, the sound was full of scarcism and judgemental.

Don't get close to her, she'll show you her reality like everyone did, don't hurt yourself for anyone now, she has everyone to console her while you don't have one.

Stay away from people, they will say they will be there for you and when something happens, they will not be there for you, and they'll leave you because you are a insane person who doesn't have anyone to love her,

Think about it, don't get yourself in anyone's matter kreety, keep everything out, and face your reality, the reality where you have no one, where you don't have anyone to love you, console you, take your tantrums.

People are always meant to leave for someone better than them, there will always someone who is better than you, and everyone chooses the best for them, and you are not the one who best and better.

You are at the lowest, where only pathetic people like you are supposed to be.

My inner voice was mocking me, whatever she said was true, I'll never be enough for a person to stay,and I'll be burden on everyone.

Maybe, it' was better--

"Beta, kya soch Rahi ho aap, mein apko kabse bola rahi hu aap sun hi nahi Rahi ho" her voice startled me as she had shook me.

"Ku-ch kuch nahi woh kuch soch Rahi thi" I tell her, taking a deep breath, feeling a little suffocated.

"Chalo ab bolo" she nods and asks me, holding my hand.

"Kya bolo mein aunty " I tell her, I was aware what she wanted me to tell but I couldn't, it was difficult for me.

"Mujhe mumma bola, aunty nahi" she glares at me,

"Mujhe time lagega, aunty"I tell her, feeling sorry yet not wanting to call her that, when even this call would give me a small hope which I don't want.

She nods and pouts as she motioned me to follow her, i went behind her.

"So Aaj tumhe aur Shreya ko pehli rasam karna hoga" she tells me, I nod at her.

"Waise beta woh kaha hai" she asked me,when she came inside.

"Kisi ne Mera naam liya" she asks us.

"Haa beta, tumhe ye pehli rasoi karna hai" aunty tells her, and she looks at me confused.

"Mein--" she was tell when someone yelled

"Maaaaa, "

Daiwik's pov

We had entered the guest room, and aryamaan was really grumpy, ignoring him, I went into the washroom, saw all my things which were necessary for me, were present there.

I smiled as I knew who did it, it was my dadda who removed for her and mumma kept everything as per as I liked.

I know, it should somehow embarassing but I wasn't, I was little bit but it was better than mamma picking up my things.

Way to embarassing for me, that i would never shown my face in shame, I mean you understand the situation right.

I got ready wearing my sweatpants and didn't wear tshirt as I am uncomfortable wearing it while sleeping.

I don't know how will my nupur react if she gets to know this.

I went out of the washroom and saw aryamaan was coming inside the room, with his stuff, he didn't look at me and walked straight to the washroom.

It was normal for him to behave this when he was angry, I am used to his behaviour when he is annoyed or irritated.

But never used to his anger, which is way worse than mine,  I don't want to witness it ever.

I got in the blankets and slept with excitement and thinking of my nupur, i wasn't able to sleep, my excitement is so much that it making me stay awake.

Everything was glittering in my heart, I was ease yet excitement thrilled me,and now i need to cool it off.

I went outside the room to the garden,and beggened doing my work out, which calm me down.

I was done doing everything when I noticed, kreety was standing in our balcony talking to someone.

I went near, curious to know who is she talking to and what is she talking, when I was close enough, she hanged up the call and went inside.

I couldn't hear anything because she hanged up the call, it's frustrating now.

I went inside, to the room where I was staying, and tried to sleep but sleep wasn't coming in my eyes, it flew away because of my thoughts, which were like.

Who was she talking, why was she talking at this time when it was time to sleep, who was the person she talked too.

It just made crazy me the whole night, thinking and I didn't realise that it was 6 in the morning, i finally kept my thoughts at aside and slept which took me freaking 1 hour.

In the morning when I woke up, it was 9:00, I was asleep yet awake, and my brain wasn't functioning properly.

I couldn't think anything straight, i went out of the room to the kitchen, still half asleep half awake, i knew that mumma was gonna be in the kitchen.

My gaze was low, i went to mumma and hugged her from behind, keeping my head in her neck, i felt her breathing hitched as I did it, mumma never does this.

My eyes opened shot as I realised, I had hugged someone else, i slowly withdraw my head from her neck and I realised it was her, i feel her as I still kept my hand around her waist.

"Bete yaha tumhara romance nahi chalega, karna hai toh aapne room mein karna" mama teased us, i saw her neck turning red, as she nervously did her work.

I take my  hand away from her and gave mumma a awkward smile, while stroking my neck, feeling myself in a awkward situation.

I went outside to the living, fumbling with my words and mumma bods,and I ran, I was sitting on the couch when I noticed, dada and dadi were sitting together holding each other's hands while talking.

I wished this happens when we grow old with our children, I wish we would be like this, loving and caring couple as well as parents.

I kept looking at them, admiring them, when dadi noticed me, she asked me to came closer and I did.

"Tum rath ko nahi saye na,dawu" she asked me, and I nod with a put, she pats her lap, telling me to sleep, i happily slept on her lap for I don't know how much time.

When I felt, my head was lifted and placed it on someones lap, who's lap was thrice softer than dadi and comfortable for me to fall in the deep sleep.

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