Jiya's POV

I felt a sudden tease in my head , it was all dark, and i tried to open my eyes it took me whole 5minutes to force my eyes to see around. I was lying on the bed most probably the hospital bed as i looked around after successfully getting conscious.
I felt a grip on my right hand and i turned towards that side to know who it is ?
"My mom" who else could be.
"Jiya , tu theek hai? Kuch chahiye tere ko? Tera sar thek ha na tu behosh hukr bol rhi thi tera sar phat raha ha jiya tu theek hai na mera baccha" my mom caught me conscious and looked all worried.

"Mama mai thek hun . Tu pareshan mat hou. Bass sar mai drd hai thoda sa. Hujayega thek. Ghar le chl mujhy. I miss home mom. I missed you mom. " I said with teary eyes.

" Mai doctor ko bulati hun check up ka liye phir chltay ha ghar thek ha bacha" mom said while getting up from the chair. I agreed just by blinking my eyes. She planted a kiss on my fore head before leaving.

"Kuch ni hua hai jiya . Maa hai mujhy maa ka liye phir sa khada huna hai. Feelings thi kya hua usko ni thi. Thats it. I don't have to go on that way that will ultimately lead to my destruction. But dil hai ki manta nhi. Agr uski traf sa kuch bhi ni tha why he cared about me. Why ? My tears affected him everytime? Why he was there standing up for me when no one else was ? " I felt my head spinning with all these thoughts.

"I wish we have met in different situations" i let out a tired breath. I was really tired of all this. How much time will i get to became normal. Was it totally damaged relationship or was there some hopes still left. She tried to think how many times abhi stood for him and only he does. How many times he gave her courage when she was totally down ? Was she doing hurry in judging him by one letter? Was their still hopes left? Her heart says his abhi was not like that he was straightforward. He would have said her on her face everything if he meant them. He would have asked me to stop flirting when he himself started to flirt with me. She should wait for him for a whole good conversation. She decided there on the hospital bed that she will wait for abhi to come out and talk to her about everything because she never let go of her loved ones so easily. She was jiya and she loves to give benefits of doubt to the people she loves the most and no doubt Abhishek Malhan is one of them. She have been like this , she trusts people easily, she gives her heart to every relationship she made. But what she didn't know was he had messed up really hard with his backbiting.

She was the broken family kid and who knows the value of relations more then a broken family single child.

She always believed that broken family child  chooses one of the two paths weather they stop believing in love, trust and relationships or they start finding love in every person they met, trust people without observing and give their everything to the relationships. Jiya definately was the 2nd one she never knew she was going to shift to the first category really soon.
I took a deep breath and jerked my head to come out of my thoughts. The door opened and the doctor enters followed by mom who was looking very worried about me.

"Miss jiya , how are you feeling now?" Asked the doctor checking my files.

" I am fine but my head is spinnin alot. " I replied.

" Don't take unnecessary stress. You would be fine. Reports are okay. You collapsed last night after caming out of bigboss due to stress. Take care of your mental health don't stress much and you will do fine. I am writing medicine for the head ache. Reports are okay. Nothing to worry" doctor said.

" Doctor, i want to go home. Can you please decharge me today only?" I asked

"Yeah , you are good to go" doctor said.

Mom went with the doctor for doing the discharge formalities.

After few hours,

I was sitting in my room , finally with shaky hands i unlocked my phone after almost 2 months. I was confused where to start from so I directly went to instagram and started watching fan edits. "Abhiya edits " came in front of my eyes those moments were special for me. There was something, i knew there was something from his side too. His eyes speaks alot in those edits. I was not wrong he had something.  I was scrolling and i came across a video where Abhishek's mom and Avinash literally assassinated my character and abhi was all smiles and silent. I can't believe my eyes. Is this my image in front of his eyes.

"What does they mean mujhay koyi na koyi chahiye huta hai"

"What avinash and aunty said didn't hit me that much , but Abhishek's silence pierced my heart"

I was wrong he have no feelings. I corrected my self. I have always kept my respect above the love . So will now. I said to myself. I was hurt.

Again a video appeared on screen, the one where abhi and manisha were talking about me and jad . I was shocked and tears flowed from my eyes. He literally said the thing that I don't want to repeat. With tears i smiled. I trusted the wrong person i think. No body in the house was mine salman sir was right whatever he said he was right.

There was a knock on my door, i wiped my tears and sat straight Composing myself.
My friends  sanket, karan, nayra and jash entered the room.
Nayra came running and caged me into a bone crushing hug.

"Kesi hai tu jiya. I missed you girl so much. Finally you are out of that mental zone. You made us all proud. Believe me" she said out loud. I tightened the hug i needed this more than anything right now.
We broke the hug. Then one by one my boys gang met me.
They joked around. They gave me a good laughter. They really lifted my mood .

We ate food and spent pretty 2 hours talking everything that went in my real world in these two months. My pr soon joined us .
Then my mom my friends and my pr team told me everything that happened behind my back in the house they showed me all the videos. They showed me three sides of Abhi. Ist the one he was with me. He was different. He was good. He was just the way i knew my abhi. The cool guy, with intelligent brain and who always cared for me. His eyes speaks more than words. He took stand for me behind my back as well.

Then they showed me the people who manipulated him elvish , thugesh, manisha, bebika, jad everyone of the house and his mother all manipulated him against me. Thats when he started to loose the trust that he had on me . I still gave him a benefit of doubt was i doing right?

Then the third side where he literally said bad about me behind my back was shown to me. He literally tried his best to manipulate jad to nominate me, Me who was saving him in the same nominations. I was done till now.

He lost his path when he clearly left my side just because manisha was good in game and had more followers and same with elvish. What was i then ? I always supported him in his every task . I gave him his captaincy. I never nominated him. I always stood by his side. He still had trust issues with me. Then i know what to do . Its over. I can't let go of my love for him but i also can't let go of my self respect. So yeah i am backing off. I don't need him. What if he came outside and say sorry to me everything becomes normal then someone manipulate him and he would say she is with me for followers for abhiya fame and all. After all this i also have build trust issues with him . So its better to end it here. I don't want anymore damage to my self-respect. Our relationship is broken beyond repair.

My mom make me understand to give him one chance.

" Jiya just listen to him once, so that you don't have any regret in life regarding the decision" my mom said.

" I will give it a thought mom" i said.

My friends spent few more hours with me and left.
Next few days i had my interviews and i was busy as well i got my brand new BMW. These days were hectic. I kept myself busy with the interviews and work. But i got to know abhi is not fine. He had got dengue . I checked the live of bigboss he was very down . I sent him good wishes in my next interview. I don't know where we stand in this relationship but I can't stop myself from thinking about him.

Today i checked my Twitter first time after bigboss and got to know the hate i was getting from all the fans of other contestants but it hurted me more when i got to know where it started from. It all started from his family . I just smiled the most painful of smiles. So for me this relationship was dead and totally damaged.

And i knew this was going no where. We are going to get separated even before giving our relationship a good start.

Wish we have met somewhere else.
Wish we have met in different corner of the world than that ugly house.
Wish we have met in some other way.

This separation anxiety was killing me inside.

Apaan Wakh Ho Jana Ae, Eh Gal Pakki Ae, Bas Sabar Jeya Kar Layi Ve,
(There is no doubt in my mind that destiny will separate us. Please be patient while you accept it.)
Dhupan Nu Kahin, Gustakhi Ho Gayi, Meriyan Zulfan Ton, Tainu Shawan De Baithe,
(Tell the sun that my hair made a mistake by giving you shade.)
Shaman Nu Kahin, Gustakhi Ho Gayi, Mere Halatan Ton, Tainu Sahwan De Baithe,
(Inform the evenings that I erred by sharing my breaths with you.)

Abhishek's POV

Its finale day, after jiya left i was totally broken. I always thought elvish and manisha are my strength but i was wrong. Jiya was the one who had kept me alive in the house. I felt at home with her. I am regretting my every action i never wanted this to happen like that. My past relationship have damaged my heart and now i have done the same thing with someone else.  Things shouldn't have turned like this. In game i should not have talked so many things especially for her who have always helped me and moreover i couldn't even thank her or say sorry to her. These thoughts were killing me. I don't know what i have for her . But i know she was special. I always wanted to protect her but i never did much for her. I could have done so many things than she would have been in the house.

After she left i wasn't able to eat and wasn't able to sleep. Our bed used to pull me towards the memories that i and jiya shared in the room. From the first day we slept like strangers or we can say enemies to the last day when she was so comfortable with me that she literally said

"mujhy abhi ka alwah koyi ni chahiye bed mai"

"Mujhy abhi ka bagair neindh ni ati"

Even i was so much comfortable with her that I don't wanted to change my bed at all.

Whenever i went to kitchen after her eviction, i felt like she was standing there making pranthas and when i complement her for the food she would ask me to kiss her hand as i went to hold her hand she would disappear. Bringing me back to reality that she is not here. She is gone and that too on a bad note to our relationship or friendship.

While getting ready i always felt her presence, like she was here doing her makeup and selecting her clothes after all she was the most stylish contestant of this season. She was everywhere but actually no where.

Manisha made a cup cake two days ago, i swear I can't take a spoon of it. The first cup cake i ever had in bigboss was jiya's who every single day use to make the one only on my demand. It was our thing.

Every single corner of the house was making me to miss her a little more and this dengue ultimately made me reach into hospital.
In the hospital i was able to open my phone. The first thing i checked was her insta profile. She is top heroine her profile is well maintained. Then i checked the other things. I got to know how much hate she was getting. I saw tweets from my family and friends, this was wrong . They shouldn't have done this.

I saw some videos . I saw some tweets. Everyone was throwing hate on her way. She didn't deserve this at all.

My eyes were paining due to dengue i couldn't look much into the phone but things were worse than I expected.

I was not fine but on my force doctor allowed me to go on set for 1-2 hours and here i was  today getting ready for finale .

" Kya woh ayegi? Usny tou sab dekha huga ? Kya mujhsay baat krygi?  She said hope we never meet again ? Woh tou ni arahi hugi. But mujhy srif dekhna hai uski smile dekhni ha. Uski smile dekh ka automatically mera mood sahi huta ha mai bemar hun par mujhy uski smile thek kr degi i know. Bass ab aj ajaye. Hum baat kr lein mai sab sort krlunga .. mai sab sambhal lunga" i tried to calm my heart with these words.

He didn't know he wasn't enough to stop storm that was on the way.

I was right now getting ready for the finale shoot . Makeup artist was doing my touch up. And now i was ready to enter the house. I wanted to ask some one is she here but there was no one whom i could ask.

I was done and finally i was called to enter the house manisha elvish and bebika came to take me from confession room . I finally entered the house. Salman khan asked about my health.

Camera turned towards the old contestants there she was sitting with the other contestants. Her smiling face "ahhhh i missed it. But her eyes were cold. This was the smile that she usually do just to hide that she is pissed off. But why is she pissed off . Apart from me what went wrong with her. Maybe its because of me only.
Obviously it must be me.

Salman asked every ex contestants who according to you is winner.

" Sir koyi bhi jeetay na paisay mery ghar anay hai na trophy. Kya fark padhta hai " she said with a serious tone. First time i have found her talking to salman sir without laughing.

"Phir bhi jiya koyi tou huga" salman asked again.

"Mai chahti hu Abhishek ya elvish donu mai sa koyi bhi " Jiya said her voice as cold as if she wasn't interested at all

"Ak nam jiya " salman said

" Sir game Abhishek na achi kheli hai . Aur mere sth tou buht hi top ki kheli hai tou wohi jeetay dost na sahi trophy hi jeety " she said finally a smile on her face but her eyes were teary.

Salman khan had a great laugh . Lets see who wins.

These words pierced through my heart. I couldn't even smile

Ayushman and ananya joined salman khan on stage. Ananya started conversation about abhiya .

"Jiya tumhy pasand hai woh" ananya asked

"Han mainy tou keh diya tha acha lagta ha passand hai par influence buht huta ha " she said .

"Abhishek is she your dream girl ?" Ananya asked

I didn't know what to answer . I felt like crying as it was all messed up.

I just shaked my head saying no. 

"Mai tou isky liya dost b ni hu woh tou mai hi pagal hu " jiya said with her laughing face. But it was visible to me how she wiped a tear that escaped her eyes.

Instead of doing something good i am worsening the situation between us.

Me and elvish came out of the house. And net our parents. I tried to hand shake with jiya but she ignored.

Winner was declared it was elvish. He won it. I felt like losing everything. The trophy, jiya and everything.

Everyone wnt towards elvish. But jiya i was looking at her she came towards me and hugged me.

"Its okay winning and losing is a part of game you played well. Thats what matters . Maybe we will not talk may be this is it, but abhi i was never fake, i did everything for you with my heart, i considered you my bestest friend in the house but i was wrong . You said i will text you a thankyou after bigboss. Here i am saying thankyou for proving me wrong. I was nothing in your eyes. So hope we really never met again abhi. I wish we have never met . " She said losing her grip on me . She parted her self away and tears reflected through her eyes my face was already wet till now.
We had a eye lock . Eyes does the remaining conversation.

               "Was this ending to our unsaid relation
" At this point i too wish we have met in different situations "

Kuch Salan Bad Yara, Je Avein Yad Yara, Ankhan Tan Bhar Layi Ve,
(If you miss me after a few years, my darling, try to cry it out.)
Apaan Wakh Ho Jana Ae, Eh Gal Pakki Ae, Bas Sabar Jeya Kar Layi Ve,
(We will, without a doubt, be separated. Please bear with me.)
Roz Ishare Karde Ne, Nain Naina Nal Ladde Ne,
(Every day, eyes make signals and battle with one another.)
Besamajh Samajhke Maf Kari, Mere Dil Andar Ishq Samander,
(Consider them blundering and forgive them.)
Seene Vich Jo Mach Rahi, Baldi Agg Nu Bhaf Kari
(Turn the fire that is raging within my heart into a fume.)
Kya Khoob Tera Chehra, Tu Kash Hunda Mera, Pashtawa Kar Layi Ve,
(What a lovely face you have. I wish you could be mine. You would be sorry.)
Apaan Wakh Ho Jana Ae, Eh Gal Pakki Ae, Bas Sabar Jeya Kar Layi Ve,
(We will, without a doubt, be divided by destiny. Please tolerate it.)

Author's Note
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