(Tigger Warning mention of rape)

It had been a while since we joined Nikolai's crew or Sturmhond. Only a few of us know his real name, Tolya, Tamar, myself, and many others of many missions and drinks. Over the years, Nikolai and I and the others would trade stories, some of them weren't pretty and some were just normal. When I shared my story, let's just say many of the crew understood me more. Tolya would slip on his gloves just to hold my hands. I felt safe for the first time in a while. 

I still would wake up with nightmares with everyone I loved in them, Jordie, Kaz, my parents and now Tolya. He would be right by my side never leaving me for a second. He would open his books of poetry and read them till I fell asleep and wouldn't leave. I would look into his eyes as he read. 

I would spend most of my days with Tolya or Tamar and Nikolai either training or more. And studying all I could about other places mostly Tolya would be with me or Tamar. Whenever we took a ship I would take their log and attack plans and learn what they were planning. 

I would study them and turn them into the most deadly tackle possible. 

I practiced every day with a sword till I was better than most people well not Tolya, but he still was better than me at most things. 

It was a normal day for the most part till and yell rang in the air. " someone is attacking".



The ship rocked and screams filled the air, we all knew what this meant someone was attacked tho a lot of people were rushing up on deck to fight back, this was the biggest mistake you make, this man wanted everyone out there to find them up. I stayed where I was, the crew loved to fight back but these men wanted all of us on deck. 


The man who lent this crew where known as Dime Lions, this was his game plan, I knew this because we had attacked another ship and the captain made a big mistake leaving his journey there, so I took it and shot him. 


I heard footsteps, they were here and now it is up to me as always. You see Nikolai and I have a running bet going, something like to call how many ships we can steal. 

A man took the ship and came on, and his men all in coats and hats and guns came aboard and roaded everyone up. Nikolai didn't like risking people's lives. Even tho we risk our lives every day. 



the lead man rounded everyone up but me I was quick on my feet and hid in the shadows and waited till they were gone, I moved with the shadows up to where everyone was and I hid in plain sight. all the men didn't seem to see me and were too busy paying attention to what their boss was saying. 



I slipped behind two men who just didn't see me. The outfit I wore, has dark green pants and a white shirt with a dark jacket and holder for my sword and gun. And sheath on my arms that carried more than 50 knives. 


I stood behind the second man and just listened to what the man was saying. 

A man stood in front of Tolya and Tamar and Nikolaiand the others and barked " Where is the girl, with dark eyes".

" I don't know boss". A man in a dark hat said. 

" well find and bring her to me, I want her in my bed. 

For my sport, I could see Tolya's jaw clench and spoke "You touch her, I will kill you". 

The man turned and spoke in a mocking tone "What do you know the Grisha who loves poetry has a heart for the broken girl who can barely even touch you or anything else, you know where we find her, I will make my men hold you and the watch has I rape her". 

Tolya looked at him with pure hatred in his eyes and spoke in the most dangerous tone " If you ever touch her, I will crush your heart and send it back to your family if you ever touch her". 

The man smiled and laughed and walked up to him pulled out his gun pointed it right at Tolya 's head and said "One more world out of you and I will shoot you in the head. 

I walked through the crowd of men to the man in charge. Nobody seemed to notice me and I walked closer to the man in charge and relesh my knife that was hidden in my shirt. 

And held in my hand as walk right behind the man. Making sure that my gloves were on tightly helped and I came behind the leader pressed my knife and said "Let them go on I will break both your legs and you will need a cane to get around".

The man smiled and said, "There is she, boys, well if it isn't Katerina Rietveld the girl who survived the Queen's Lady Plague and floated on those dead bodies". 

I spoke in a tone that would normal scary people and said "That girl who needed her brothers more than anything dead the very minute Katerina Rietveld was in that water is dead that day and I was reborn again". 

I pressed the knife to his neck harder. The man looked at me and said "Well Ms. Rietveld you are here and you know who else is alive, Kaz Rietveld is alive, your dear twin brother is alive and goes by Brekker". 

I pressed the knife even harder, drawing blood from his neck and said "My brothers are dead".

He laughed and said, "Well Kaz Rietveld isn't dead my dear, my mission is to bring you back to Ketterdam and kill  Sturmhond and  my boss Jakob Hertzoon will be pleased about this, plus I have dreamt about you ever since I saw you as a little girl in my bed"

I kicked his legs down and said "Well I am afraid you will be going back to him in a body bag".

He looked at me and put my fingers on his left eye and started to pull and he screamed in pain and with one swift moment the eye came out and blood over me. I smirked, showed everyone the eye, and said "Talk about that man and I will send you straight to hell".

the man said, "Please may the saints forgive me ". I smirked and said, "Saints I haven't heard that in a while, well the place you are going doesn't have saints. I don't believe in it anymore". 

He looked at me and said, "You will pay for these". I smirked and said, "Yeah I don't think I will, you see you are on Sturmhond ship and everyone here really hated you, you won't leave this ship alive." 

The man started crying out for his mother and I looked at the man crew still pointing their guns at my friend's head. the man on the ground started the pain to kick in and still crying like a baby for his mother.  I smiled looked down at him and said "Oh get over yourself, good news you still have one good eye and I will make sure your mother finds your body. ". I was still behind him, I spoke "You know what I am feeling not so forgiven today and I took out my sword and stabbed him right in the chest hitting his heart. 

I whipped out my blade turned around and said "You want to fight me go ahead, I will make sure to send you all in body bags to your boss". 

The rest of his crew came near me and I swigged my sword and hit two men right in the chest and saw the other one trying to run and I took out a knife and threw it at him and hit him in the head and I took my sword and moved it across my arm, whipped the blood off me and my coat made out of old Grisha Kefta. 

I turned around to the crew I called family  

I stood right in right of the crew with my outfits moved in blood and his eyeball in my hand. And my face had blood on it Nikolai's face sent it all, shocked and Tamar didn't move she looked like she was going to be sick but Tolya's face worry spread on his face.

I tinted my head and blood rained down my face from a punch. 

Everyone on board looks at me frozen except Tolya and Tamar. 

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Author note - no don't mess with Katrina she will take out your eyeballs without even hesitance two don't threaten Tolya ever to her and three what was such a Kaz move he would be proud.

I have Nikolai's story in the works as well as another Tolya one.

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