54 - All or Nothing
A/N: This is from episode 18 to 22. Sorry if the interview part was to short or confusing.
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Your Pov
https://youtu.be/QiTJ0658WvE
(you are sitting on a stool)
"Wow Y/n. That was so inspiring. I'm happy you are here with us" Mr.Schue says and after i finish singing. I grabbed my crutch that was next to me and stood up. There were a few bandages on my head from the punch throwing I did with the shooter but my stomach was still sore from the bullet and the wound had not healed completely.
"I'm glad to be here with all of you too. I'm also really thankful for all the presents and visits you did for me at the hospital" I said and looked at the entire old glee club and the new glee club "I really love every single one of you" i said and they 'aww' before coming in for a hug
"We are all glad you are okay" Finn says and i smile at him "Yeah, we couldn't live without you dude" Mike said and fist bumped "Good luck at college Finny boy" i say and he chuckled. Everyone started to go their separate ways again and I stayed back a little.
"Britt, Kat? Can I talk with you for a moment?" I asked and they nodded but didn't look into my eyes. I told San, Rach and Kurt to wait in the car for me so we could go back to New York. Unfortunately I had to wait until I could take my bike to New York again.
"Girls, why aren't you looking at me?" i asked once there was only the three of us in the room "I'm so sorry Y/n/n" Britt said while crying, katherine started to cry too and i got, walked as best as i could until i sat down in the middle of them and hugged them both "You got shot because of us. You could've died" kat said and I hugged them tighter "You didn't almost kill me. The stupid shooter did. The shooter that almost killed me, not you guys. You guys are my family, I just had to protect you"
"We love you y/n/n. You are like our super gaycorn" Britt says making me giggle and hug them again "We just got really scared" Kat whispered and i nodded "I did too. I thought i was gonna die" i said and they giggled before kissing my cheek "I love you girls" i told them "Whenever you guys feel guilty, or bad about what happened i want you to call me" i told them and they nodded. I kissed them goodbye before carefully walking back to the car where San, Kurt and Rachel were waiting for me.
I saw Santana waiting for me outside the car while Rachel and Kurt were in the back discussing which music to put through the trip. I walked towards my sister and she helped me put the crutch in the trunk and helped me walk back to the passenger seat. Once I was all settled in I put the seatbelt on and gave her a thankful smile.
"I swear to god if i hear you two arguing about wickedness one more time during this trip i will throw you out the window" San says and I chuckle "But you have to understand Santana, this CD is magic. We have to listen to it while driving" Rachel says while putting the CD in front of our faces "That's really cool Rach. Can I see it?" Santana asked with a fake smile and Rachel gave her the CD. San started to drive the car away. She threw Rachels Cd out the window and passed the car over it.
"Oh my god Santana. That was expensive" Rach said while I laughed hard and Kurt did too "Yeah, yeah" she said and I chuckled "So y/n, how did the talk with the police go?" Kurt asked when the laughter quieted down "It went okay i guess?" I said while looking out the window "The officer kind of already knew what had happened. So he just asked the same questions I had to answer while at the hospital" i said and he nodded.
"I feel kind of bad for the kid" I say and they look at me like I'm crazy. "What? Y/n he tried to kill all of you" San says and i nod "I know but the police found out that the boy who did this, Brandon, he was getting bullied,like really really bad. I just can't imagine you being so angry about stuff that you want to kill everyone around you to end it" i say and they nodded "But still Y/n he shouldn't have done any of that" Rach says and i nod "Yeah, i know"
"I'm just glad that son of a bitch is in jail" San said and i nodded and started to remember everything that happen but than i remember something "Shit i forgot about Diane" i said and tried to grab my phone but Santana put her hand in front of my torso stopping me from doing so.
"Me and my mom already talked to her sis, relax. She sent some flowers for you, told you to call her as soon as you were back in NY" San said and I smiled at her. Thank god Diane understood, I mean I thought she knew nothing of what had happened.
"Cool, thanks sis" she smiled at me and focused back on the road ahead. The way to Ny was really long, I mean after 10 hours we finally made our way back to our apartment "You will stay with us until you are 100 percent better and I don't wanna hear anything about it okay?" Santana say as we started to go up the stairs "Yes ma'am" i said and she smile "Great"
As we made our way inside I started to talk on the phone with the people at my new job, they completely understood the situation and told me to get back when I was feeling okay. I thanked them and went towards the kitchen so I could make something to eat.
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"Yeah, you guys can move this a little more to the right" I said to the workers who were at my house. Okay, since I'm staying with San, Rachel and Kurt again I decided it was time to renovate my place, i mean I couldn't go to work or participate in photoshoots so this is where i was spending my time.
My plan was to make an adventure park for myself inside my home, so right now the guys that are here are installing a slide that comes from the roof to my home. For you to get in it you have to have the pass code to unlock the gate at the roof so it's not like anybody can go in it. The other men at my home are installing a climbing wall. It was my favorite thing to do as a kid.
In front of the climbing wall I'm putting some poufs on the ground in front of a big TV that has a ps4 installed in it. In one of the rooms I'm doing a gym/boxing training facility. Yes I'm spreading a lot of money on this but it will be so cool once I finish.
"Y/n? Oh my god you actually went through with it?" San asked as she saw the men coming in and out of my apartment "Welcome to Y/n's cool cave" I said and she frowned "I know the name isn't perfect yet. I'm working on it" I said and started to think about it again.
"I'm thinking about putting some of my graffiti drawings on the walls" I say and she nods before heading me the phone "Diane is calling you" she says and I look back at her before grabbing the phone from her hand "Thanks sis" i say and answer the call.
"Hey Diane, what's up?" I asked as I grabbed an ice pack from the fridge and put it on my stomach. I walked over to San's apartment "The news is blowing up about you. You saved an entire school Y/n" she says and i could hear the smile on her voice "Urgh. Everyone wants you to be associated with their brand. You are in every gossip news there is" she says and i smile.
"Really? That's so cool" i say and she laughs "If you are up for it the E news channel would like to interview you next week" she says and my mouth drops open "I'm so in. I'm taking the stitches out this Friday so I'm definitely gonna be better by next week" i say and Diane cheers.
"You are going to be famous, Y/n get ready for that. I'm making some calls right now. I will send a message with the details later" she says and hangs up the phone. I cheer and the three of them look at me.
"What?" Rachel asked and I smiled at them "I have an interview with E news next friday" I said and they cheered with me "That's awesome Y/n. We are so happy for you" Kurt said as all of them came to hug me.
"Kurt, how 's the NYADA situation going?" I ask and he smiles "I'm officially in. Documented and everything" he says and i gave him a side hug "What about you San?" I asked her and she smiled at me "I took a dance class. Gosh Y/n i haven't felt so free in a long time" she says and i smile at her "That's when you know you are doing something right" i say and we high-fived "Also guys i have something to tell you all" Kurt says and we turned to him.
"Me and Blaine are back together" he says and i cheer "Oh my god one of my favorite gay couples is back" i say making them chuckle "Alright so i'm going back to my apartment to paint the walls. Anyone want to help?" I asked and they shrugged their shoulders before going after me.
As we got inside my place I started to make the drawing with pencil on a wall and they started to do the same with the other ones. Taking a step back I looked at everything together and made the drawing traits thicker and straighter and once that was done we started to paint over the pencil with black spray paint.
"Rachel you are doing it all wrong" Kurt says while laughing, making me turn around and see she said the spray facing her and before I could say something black paint came out and covered her right eye. All of us started to laugh and help each other out while still doing the graffiti.
https://youtu.be/5Gt0mD4Kpmg
YOU
Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero (Huh)
i start making everyone turn to me with amused smiles
(But) Hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
Rachel smiles at me and i point at her making her laugh
RACHEL
You may say that I'm a freak show (I don't care)
(But) Hey, give it just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind
I grab Santana by the shoulders and she smiles
RACHEL, (SANTANA)
All of the dirt you've been throwing my way
It ain't so hard to take (That's right)
'Cause (I know one day you'll be screaming my name)
And I'll just look away (That's right)
YOU AND SANTANA
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
(So everyone can hear)
Hit me with the worst you've got and knock me down
(Baby, I don't care)
Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be, you wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
KURT
Push me up against the locker
KURT (YOU)
(And) Hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
YOU AND SANTANA
I'm not thinking 'bout you haters
(Cause) Hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car
RACHEL AND SANTANA
All of the dirt you've been throwing my way
It ain't so hard to take (That's right)
('Cause) I know one day you'll be screaming my name
And I'll just look away (That's right)
[RACHEL with MIKE, PUCK, SAM & NEW DIRECTIONS, (FINN & RACHEL)]
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
(So everyone can hear)
Hit me with the worst you've got and knock me down
(Baby, I don't care)
Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be, you wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me
YOU AND KURT
Hey, you, (Oh) over there (Oh)
Keep the "L" (Oh) up-up in the air (Oh)
Hey, you, (oh) over there (Oh)
Keep the "L" up, (Oh) cause I don't care (Oh)
You can throw your sticks (Oh)
And you can throw your stones (Oh)
Like a rocket, (oh) just watch me go (Oh)
Yeah, (Oh) l-o-s-e-r (Oh)
I can only be who I are
RACHEL
Yeah!
SANTANA
Just go ahead and hate on me
And run your mouth
So everyone can hear
SANTANA AND YOU
Hit me with the worst you've got and knock me down
(Baby, I don't care)
Keep it up, and, soon enough, you'll figure out
You wanna be, you wanna be
A loser like me
Yeah!
YOU, RACHEL, SANTANA AND KURT
Go ahead, and hate on me and run your mouth
(So everyone can hear)
Hit me with the worst you've got and knock me down
{Baby, I don't care}
Keep it up, and, soon enough, you'll figure out (Oh)
You wanna (Be), you wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me
Once we finish we all laugh with each other before getting into a group hug.
"We did a great fucking job guys" i say as we looked around the room and saw all the drawings in each wall. All of us had paint in our clothes and some in our faces but nothing compared to Rachel "You look like a pirate" San said and pointed at Rach making us chuckle even the own Rachel.
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"Fuck!" I say as I mess up again on the drums. I was here for like an hour or so but no matter how many times I try this is not working. Eer time i raise my right arm i feel a pull on my stomach, and then the wound starts to hurt a little.
"Stupid fucking shit" i say as i tried again but failed miserably. With the anger inside me i threw the drumsticks on the ground before pushing away the stool "Wow, calm down Hulk" Santana says as she enters the room, i wipe the sweat from my face and wince as i try to stretch my arms "It's just so frustrating.......I've been trying to play the drums again but this stupid wound won't let me"
"You just took your stitches out yesterday Y/n, which by the way can't believe you cried. Anyway you should be pushing yourself so hard" she says and i nod "I know i just need to get back on my feet as soon as possible. I need the money San" i say and she sighs before sitting next to me "You can't fasten the time. If you keep pushing yourself you are gonna get hurt and if you get hurt it's gonna take more time for you to recover" she says and i realized that she's right. I need to get better.
"Try with this" Santana says and leads me to the piano in my apartment "C'mon, start the song, i'll be here to back you up" she says making me smile and look back at the piano.
https://youtu.be/nHo_8rjWVAg
(Santana helps with the harmonization and you play the piano)
"See. That was amazing Y/n" she says and we high fived "Thanks san this really means a lot" i say and she hugs me "Is your stomach hurting?" she asks "Just a little but nothing compared to before" i say and she smiles "That's great. When you play without anything hurting. You move on to guitar and when guitar doesn't hurt anymore you go to the drums" she says and i nod at her with a smile "Thanks San you are amazing" she chuckles and throws her hair back "Yeah i am pretty amazing"
"Shit i'm late for the interview" I say and go take a shower. After that I put some fancy clothes on before putting a new bandage on my wound. I put some shoes on before calling a cab.
I say goodbye to San and leave her playing with the piano before getting outside. Once I get to the place of the interview I see Diane standing outside while on her phone, carefully I cross the road and she finally sees me.
"Hey, sorry 'i'm late" i say and she waves me off before giving a smile and bringing me into a hug "I'm so glad you're okay Y/n. When your mom called me to say you were in a coma I couldn't believe it. If i wasn't so busy i would have fly to Lima" she says and i smile at her "All that matters is that you send me flowers and i know that you were concerned about me" i say and we link arms before going inside the building.
"Okay so i already told them to not ask about some topics, like your dad or anything related to the abused you suffered" she says and i smile at her as she presses the 6th floor "If you ever feel pressure to answer anything just turn to me and i will handle it" she says and i nod, honestly Diane is making me feel really comfortable about the whole thing.
"Alright they just have to prepare you for the interview" she says as we reach the floor and some guys start leading me away from her. They started to do my makeup and mic me up before leading me back to where the interview is taking place. When I got there I took a seat and a reporter sat next to me.
We were sitting in two separate chairs, behind us there's a panel with E! News logo and in front of us there's two cameras and I see Diane standing in front of me behind the cameras, I wave at her and she smiles at me.
"Are you ready to start or do you need more time?" the reporter asks and i shake my head "No, i'm ready" she nods and turns to the camera men before giving the guy a nod "Aaaand we're rolling" the director says and points at the reporter.
"Hello everyone, welcome to the E!News channel, today we are here with the supermodel and survival Y/n Lopez. This girl right here survived a shooting that happened in a school and even stopped the shooter herself" she says and i blush.
"So Y/n what did you feel at the moment?" she asks and i gulp before readjusting myself on the chair "Well, some of my friends still study at that school and i went there to visit them, but when the shooting began i realized that two of my friends weren't in the room and that they didn't have their phones with them"
"So I just had this impulse to go after them. When I finally found them and we were going back to the choir room the shooter found us. He pointed the gun at me and i just tackled him to the ground and told the girls to run" i say and the reporter nodded with a smile on my face "That must have been really traumatizing" i nod and take a deep breath "Yeah, i thought i was gonna die"
"How being shot affected your life?" she asked and i sigh "Well, i started appreciating the little things more. I started spending more time with my sister and with the people i love but also it's really hard, like i still can't do half of the things i used to do" i say and she frowns really interested "LIke what?"
"Well, playing instruments is hard. Singing too because if i hold a note for too long my stomach starts hurting" i say and she widens her eyes "You can sing and play instruments? Girl why don't you expose some of that talent to the world" she says and i chuckle "Well i have some videos of me performing with my old glee club on the internet. I love singing" i say and she smiles at me, we continue talking and everything is working great. She asked some more questions about the shooting after but we also came back to the music questions.
She even told me they were going to put a link in the description of me singing a solo in one of the competitions. It was when I sang 'Secret Love Song' on the piano. When I finished the interview I thanked the whole crew before getting my microphone out and walking with Diane towards the exit. As we got to the last floor Diane pulled out her phone.
"Y/n! Since the interview went out, the video of you singing Secret Love Song has already gotten 10 thousand views" she says and i look at her shocked "Look at these comments. They are practically begging for more covers and original songs from you" she says and my smiles widen as i keep scrolling through the comments.
"I guess we have to start thinking about you going into the music industry" she says and i jump up and down "Yes!" We cheered and said our goodbyes before calling a cab and going back home. I think Coach Bieste was right, I should expose my music to the world.
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When i got up i decided to play on my phone for a little but since the game was so fucking frustrating i decided to go through intagram to calm down. Once I was in my account I clicked to see how many followers I had. The last time I saw it was with 10k followers.
"Holy shit" i said while getting up and checking my phone again to make sure i was seeing right "200k? Holy fuck" i said and ran towards my sisters place. I kept knocking on the door repeatedly until a very tired looking Santana opened the door "What do you want?" she asked harshly but I just smiled and showed her my phone "Look at my followers" I said and San frowned but did as I said.
"Oh my god" she says and i smiled at her "How the fuck did you gained 190k followers?" she asked as we made our way inside. I grabbed milk, cereal and a bowl for breakfast "Ever since my interview with E! News people started to see my videos singing and my followers just kept growing" i say and she smiles at me before hugging me tightly "I'm so happy for you. Especially since your instagram has a lot of pictures of me in it" she says and i chuckle.
"Diane said last week that i should start thinking about a music career" i say and cheer like a little girl "That freaking awesome" she says and i start eating my food "Oh My God!!!!" we hear Rachel scream in a high pitched voice as she comes inside the kitchen "What? Did ONe Direction break up?" i ask while getting up "No, nothing like that" she says while frowning, making me let out a sigh of relief "Thank god" i say and eat a full spoon of cereal.
"I got the part in Funny girl" she says and cheers. my eyes widen and me and San open smiles as we got up to hug Rach "Congrats girl you deserved" i say and San nods "Yeah rach, you are totally rocking this" San tells her and Rachel smiles "This is what i dream my whole life" she mumbles and i smirk "We should go out and fucking celebrate this shit" i say and they both smirk too.
"Fuck yeah" Rach says and my eyes widen "Holy shit, Rachel cursed" i said and she pushes me back playfully. Suddenly Santana gets a call and goes to the other room while I keep talking with Rachel about everything. IN the middle of the talk Kurt comes home and he, of course, wants to celebrate with us. So we started to look for places to go.
Now it's 6 pm and I watched as Santana started to pace around the room with a worried face. I continue to read the magazine but she just isn't stopping pacing around. So I decided to get up and walk in front of her before grabbing San by the shoulder.
"I think if you walk anymore you'll make a hole in the ground" i say and she sighs "Sorry it's just .... Sam called me earlier and he says Britt is weird, like she's not being herself ever since she got an early acceptance into MIT" San says and I frown. I remember Britt calling us to tell us that, i was so proud but not like Santana was, let me tell you that girl was almost crying "I'm just worried about her you know"
"I know you are. Wait, how about this" i say before going into my apartment and grabbing an old stuffed bear that Britt actually gave me for courage "Here" i told her as I gave her the bear and she frowned "What I'm going to do with this?" she asks, getting annoyed "You can give it to Britt as my present" i say and she gets even more annoyed "How?"
"You can give it to her when you get to Lima" I say and she frowns "I know I have the car but i absolutely have no money for gas" she says and I smirk "Here. I got it covered" i say and throw her some cash, she smiles at me "Thanks Y/n" she says "No problem San. Go get your girl" i say and she gives me a kiss on the cheek before going to pack.
"Please film the new directions presentation" i say as she passes by me "Fine" she screams back "And don't forget to give Britt my bear. She knows what it means" i scream "Yes mom" i roll my eyes and sit back on the couch with a chuckle.
The next day me, Rachel and Kurt went out to a club near NYADA. I gotta tell you it was actually a good club, we had fun and drank a lot, I even saw Rachel almost kissing some dude on the dance floor. Girls did try to flirt with me but after the Emmy situation I'm kinda staying out of the love life for a while like I said to Kurt.
Anyway as we got home I noticed Santana sent me a picture of her and Britt before the presentation, making me smile. She also told me that Mr.Schue and Emma got married in the choir room and after that she sent me the video of the New Directions performing.
https://youtu.be/JIgGr1qxt1E
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