Your Pov

"Well exactly 13 years ago I met the woman of my life. On valentines day to be more romantic" I said winking at Quinn making her blush.

"As i said last year, we met up because i was being pushed around by a guy and you stood up to me, so we can say that since then, you made my life better, which is completely true. Then as we grew up new challenges came to us but somehow we always managed to make it in the end together" I told her and saw that some girls from the glee club had tears in their eyes and Quinn was with a sweet smile on her face and tears streaming down her face.

"With you by my side I can say that happiness is a destiny. You are always my first thought in the morning and the last one before I go to sleep. One day I chose to give you a chance with my heart and let me tell you...that was the best decision i have ever made because... when i did that I not only met my best friend but i also met my soulmate"

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"You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen" I buried my face on her neck as she giggle "What a flirt" I planted a kiss on her neck and lock eyes with her through the mirror "Only for you angel" I kiss her cheek

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"And the winner of our duet competition are-" everyone was waiting "Get over with it" Santana screamed and I chuckled "-Y/n and Quinn!!!" Mr.Schue said and without thinking I picked Quinn up and twirl us around, her arms were around my neck and my arms were around her waist, she was laughing like crazy.

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"Quinn" I called and she came towards me while drying her hands "What's up" she smiled and suddenly i was very nervous "Well...I got you a Christmas present" she smiled and I show her the box I was holding "Come on open it" I said jumping up and down like a little kid and she giggle.

She opened and I saw her eyes start to water and I immediately thought that she didn't like it. I scratched the back of my neck and waited for her to say something but after 3 minutes she still didn't say anything.

"Look if you don't like it I can give you another thing or you can just throw it away" I say but she just hugged me tight "I love it, 'Fiends Foever' this is the book we created, how do you still have it?" she asked and started looking at the pages of the book.

"Yeah well I always kept with me since I moved to Chicago, I remember the exact day that we put the first photo there. We were 6 years old and I was sad cause I broke my arm that day and you were trying to cheer me up, so you asked your mom for photos of both of us together and we spent the entire day laughing about it and in the end we decided to put all of them together in one book and since neither of us knew how to write properly the title ended up being Fiends Foever" I said with a chuckle and Quinn giggle through her tears "But if you look at the end of the book you will see new pictures" I said and she immediately went there.

There was a picture on her first day as a cheerio together with Britt and Santana, her first cheerleading trophy, her first performance with the new directions, her pregnant with Beth, the last performance with the New Directions that year, then it had some pictures about me, like my first day on the new school, the first time I play in a band, a picture of me sleeping on the couch that my friend took, and the last picture was the day that I came here.

Then it had picture of the two of us again, the day of our first day, my dressed as Batwoman with Quinn on my side, us in our Rocky Horror costumes, us eating a lot of candy, Quinn on the sexy doctor outfit and the last one was of us cuddling on my bed with Quinn sleeping on my chest.

"Oh my god Y/n I love it" she hugged me again "Thank you" she whisper in my ear and i hug her I buried my nose in her hair and I knew what I had to do "I think I'm ready" I say and Quinn look me in the eyes "Ready for what?"

"For you"

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"Open your eyes beautiful" I whisper in her ear and saw goosebumps run through her body, she slowly open her eyes and when she did, she put her hand over her mouth in shock and tears filled her eyes "Wow" was all she said i let go of her waist and she started to look around the room while slowly walking forward "You did all of this?" I nodded and she smiled and a single tear escaped her eyes. I grabbed the bouquet of white roses, her favorite flower, and gave it to her "You deserve that and so much more" I said as she took the flower from my hands. I saw her wipe the tear away and grab the back of my neck and pull me down to a passionate kiss.

"Umm...Quinn i did a whole picnic for you but if you continue to kiss me like that I'm just gonna take you on Mr.Peterson's desk" I said against her lips and she giggled "Let's save that for desert honey" she whisper back and sat on the towel

"Y/n" she called me and I shook my head and sat down in front of her and I started to take the food out of the basket "Wow this looks delicious and aren't burned so you definitely didn't make it" she giggled and I gasped in shock "How dare you? I will have you know that last week I learned how to make pasta" I said and she laughed and I couldn't help but join her. The rest of the afternoon we spent laughing telling stories about us and remembering things from when we were kids.

"But do you remember that time with John Taylor?" she asked me while giggling. I moved to her side and put my hands on the ground and stretched my legs while Quinn had his left hand resting on the floor along with his knees. "Yeah, he was being mean to you so when it was nap time I shaved his eyebrows" i laughed and she joined me "He deserved tho. I mean no one calls my girlfriend fat or ugly" i said and she looked down "But I was fat and ugly" she said and gave me a sad smile.

"No you weren't, to me you were and are beautiful and it doesn't matter if you gain one hundred pounds I would still be in love with you and still would tell you every single day that I love you" I said and turn my head to the side so I could look her in the eyes, she looked at me, I saw tears almost falling "I love you" she said "I love you too" I bring my left hand to her right cheek and pull her into a kiss. I broke off and stood up while wiping my hands on the napkin "I have something to sing to you" I went to my guitar and picked it up and sat in front of her and put the other instruments on the speakers.

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well, there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I smiled and continued to play the guitar while Quinn was smiling at me, making me blush.

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

I put my guitar down and went towards her, gave my hand and I started to slow dance with her. She put her arms around my shoulder while I put mine around her waist.

'Cause even the stars, they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences, they do a lot to teach us

How to use the tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend, at least, we did intend

For us to work, we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

Well, I won't give up on us

(No, I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough

(I am tough, I am loved)

We got a lot to learn

(We're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it

(And we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

When I finish I got down on one knee and her eyes widen "Relax I'm not proposing just yet" I said and she let a sigh of relief "I just want to make sure that I would have the prettiest girl in prom by my side so" i took a corsage out of my pocket and thankfully it was still perfect, it was with gardenias and had a green line on top "Would you Lucy Quinn Fabray do me the honor of being my date to junior prom?" I asked with a smile on my face and she wiped a tear away and nodded "Yes of course I would go to prom with you" I got up, put the corsage on her wrist and gave her a kiss.

"If you did all of this just for Junior Prom I can't even imagine what you're going to do when you propose" she said with a chuckle and I giggle "Well what can I say, I'm a romantic. And about the proposing thing, I guess you have to wait and find out" I said and kissed her again.

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I was remembering all of the happy memories of us together while looking at my girlfriend, somehow I knew that this was the end of a circle, and the only thing I could hope was that it wasn't the end of our relationship "Quinn?" I said it back and we just stood there looking at each other, her hair was definitely longer, she had a beautiful dress on and a little makeup on too. "What - What are you doing here?" I asked back and we just continued to stare at each other. Finn, Blaine, Rachel and Kurt understood the tension so they decided to say nothing until me or Quinn broke the ice.

"Hey" she said and started to walk towards me in slow steps. When she was in front of me I gently wrapped my arms around her waist and she did the same around my neck while we softly closed our eyes and let the tears fall.

"We need to talk" i whisper in her ear and felt her stifen, but then she just shook her head "Not now" she whisper back with a sad voice and i just nodded and wiped a few tears away "Hey guys, why don't you guys go to Rachel's room to get ready and settle everything" Blaine says and me and my girlfriend slowly nodded, we made our way towards Rachel's room, Quinn was sleeping in there. I slowly started to undo my bag, putting some different clothes on.

"So, how are you?" I asked when I stepped out of the bathroom after brushing my teeth "I'm okay, how are you? Anything interesting to tell me? How about your new little friend?" she asked and i put my head down in shame "Quinn please-" i started to say but was cut off by Quinn hitting my chest repeatedly and pushing me back "Please, let's talk" i whisper to her while trying to pull her back so i could look at her face "I miss you" I said and she stopped hitting my chest "Don't say that" she told me.

"But it's the truth" I said and she looked up at me, suddenly her soft lips were on mines, making my heart pound inside my chest, i pulled her closer by the waist, while she grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me down to her, my hands started to make their way to her thighs and in one swift move i turned us around and pressed her against the wall, then I started to give kisses on her chest, picked her up and put her on the edge of the bed

"I miss you so much" she said tugging on my shirt, making me broke the kiss and take it off before diving in again and started to kiss her chin and pulse point "I miss you too" I whisper back and she clunge to me, since she was wearing a dress i took off her body with one swift motion and she started to undo her bra, then throwing on the other side of the room.

She started to undo my belt and i quickly helped her while focusing my eyes and lips on her left breast, i gave a light squeeze then a little slap making her moan and grab my baby hair pulling me closer, my pants and underwear slide down my legs until they hit the ground, i looked at my girlfriend and saw her lustful eyes looking back at me, with a growl I got closer to her neck and started to leave bite and hickeys on her neck, especially the pulse point.

"Do it" she said and i looked at her eyes trying to find some kind of hesitation, but since i didn't find any i quickly position us in the middle of the bed, leaving our clothes behind on the floor, I looked at my girlfriends eyes before grabbing my member and sliding inside of her "Fuck, so tight" her nails strached my back ,making me feel something between pain and plesure, with my eyes close tight i started to move slowly in and out of her.

"Harder" she moaned out and i did as she told me too, going harder and making the headboard hit the wall repeatedly, i buried my head on her shoulder and started to leave some kisses while she scratch my back and pulled me closer "Keep going .... fuck" she said and I coul feel myself getting even harder, if that was even possible. Suddenly in one swift motion she turned us around and started to ride me, head thrown back and her pink, beautiful, lips parted slightly making her even more sexy in my eyes.

"Oh ... Oh ...... Fuuuucck" she moaned out and i started to massage her breasts and with my other hand grip her hips to help her with the movements "Good ...... so fucking good" she moaned out when i turned her around in my arms and started to take her from behind as she held on the headboard and i held her hips "I miss hearing your sluty moans baby" I whisper against her ear and felt her clech her walls around me.

"I'm cuming" i whisper in her ear and she gripped the sheets harder and pulled me down by the back of my neck, making me get face to face with her pulse point, so with an evil smirk, i quickly attached my lips to that spot and she threw her head back, a light cover of sweat was covering our bodies and making us breath heavily and faster, my hands slide down to her clit and i started to rub in rapid circles.

"Ah ...... ah ....... I'm cuming" she screamed and after some time she squirted all over me and the sheets, my eyes rolled to the back of my head and i started to thrust into her faster and harder until my climax came and i shoot ropes of cum deep inside of her pussy "So good" i murmured and fall back on the bed while breathing heavily and wiping some sweat from my forehead "Really fucking good" she mumured and fell into my chest as i pass my arm around her. Suddenly there was a knock on the door making me and Quinn realize that we weren't alone.

"Change the sheets you nasty people" Someone, probably Rachel, opened the door and threw some new sheets towards us. I just chuckled and nodded before Kurt appeared on the doorway with his eyes covered. "We are all going to Callbacks tonight. It's a bar that all NYADA students go to, especially on Fridays since it's karaoke night and we wanted to know if you guys are up for it?" he says, making me and Quinn look at the clock, only to see that it was already 7 pm and when i was about to decline, so that way me and Quinn could stay inside here and talk just the two of us my girlfriend cut me off.

"Shure, just let us get ready" she said and Kurt nodded before leaving the room. I looked at my girl and frown when i see her gather her clothes "What are you doing?" i asked her and she turned around with a blanck expression "Getting ready and you should probably do the same" she told me and i nodded slowly but i couldn't help but to notice her rude tone towards me.

"Okay, then I'm going to take a shower then" i told her and started to get up but she not once looked in my direction "Think you could wait for me?" I asked playfully but instead she glared at me "I don't know but in any case i will call Emmy and see if she's free to keep you company" she said and i sighed before going inside the bathroom and closing the door behind me.

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"This place seems nice" was the first thing i said when we arrived at the bar, me and Quinn were holding hands but the tension between us was very thick and perceptive, I also noticed that Blaine was acting a little strange too and Finn and Rachel also had a really big tension between them. Suddenly this tall guy, with short brown hair and green eyes came in our direction, smiling widely in Rachel's direction.

"You guys made it" he says excitedly but still kept his gaze on Rachel, making me look at Kurt with an raised eyebrow only to find him looking back at me with the same expression "Who's the masculine Ken doll?" I asked after sometime, making Finn chuckle, while Rachel glared at me and the boy looked confused.

"Hey, I'm Brody, nice to meet you all" he said and started to shake everyone's hands but when he came in front of me i just shook my head "I don't do handshakes" i said and he nodded with an embarrassed smile before backing away. I don't like this guy already, there's something off about him.

"Y/n, that was really rude" Rachel said while Brody lead us to the table "I don't like or trust him" i said it back and saw Quinn rolling her eyes, making me sighed before sitting down next to her, i looked at Finn and winked in his direction making the boy smile at me and chuckle "Uhhh ..... the karaoke is starting" Rachel said and clapped her hands as we watched some students climb up the stage and started to sing a song.

They sang What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction and I have to say, me, Sam , Artie and Mike sang that music way better than them. They got out of the stage and everyone clapped for them, then some girl went on stage and started to sing Call Me Maybe while looking in my direction. Quinn saw that and decided to sit on my lap, making me smile and kiss the side of her neck. Then Rachel and Brody went up on stage making me frown and look at Finn.

https://youtu.be/wHxJ7Z-42V8

(You and Quinn are next to Finn)

When they ended I could see that Finn got upset through the performance, making me curse Brody under my breath and pull Quinn closer to me, they both came back to the table and sat down while talking and smiling at each other. Blaine nervously started to play with his fingers and got up with shaky legs while walking towards the piano, he grabbed the microphone and started to play some notes on the piano before looking at Kurt.

https://youtu.be/8PX2_9LNa2E

(Same position but this time you were living kisses on Quinn's neck while she was running her fingers through your hair)

He started to cry during the song, making me look at Kurt and see him with a frown on his face while wiping away some tears. I looked at Quinn with sad eyes and glued my forehead to hers for a brief moment before kissing her cheek and burying my head on her shoulder. When Blaine finished we all clapped for him, Kurt got out of his trance and started to clap too. Then with shaky hands I took Quinn off of my lap and made my way towards the stage, grabbed a guitar that was in the corner of the room and sat back down on the bench. I looked at Quinn with a sad face and she just gave me a sad smile before sending me a small kiss.

https://youtu.be/91kXSOu8bOo

(You are sitting on a stole and with a guitar on your lap, Quinn was looking at you the whole time but with tears in her eyes while, Finn and Rachel looked btween the two of you with concern)

What am I supposed to do without you?

Is it too late to pick the pieces up?

Too soon to let them go?

Do you feel damaged just like I do?

Your face, it makes my body ache

It won't leave me alone

I started to sing while strumming on the guitar. At first I continued to look at the chords I was playing, too scared to look at my girlfriend and break down. Some tears started to blur my vision and my fingers started to shake a little.

And this feels like drowning

Trouble sleeping

Restless dreaming

You're in my head

Always, always

I just got scared away, away

I'd rather choke on my bad decisions

Than just carry them to my grave

You're in my head

Always, always, always

I sang the high note while closing my eyes and letting the tears fall. When I opened, I started to look around and saw some people with their loved one, or friends, sitting on the table and singing the song with me in a soft melody.

Cracks won't fix and the scars won't fade away

Guess I should get used to this

The left side of my bed, an empty space

I remember we were strangers

So tell me what's the difference

Between then and now

And why does this feel like drowning?

Trouble sleeping

Restless dreaming

Then my eyes landed on my table, Finn and Rachel were holding each other with their eyes closed, Kurt and Blaine were holding hands and had tears in their eyes and Quinn was with her elbows on the table and wiping some tears from her eyes while looking at me.

You're in my head

Always, always

I just got scared away, away

I'd rather choke on my bad decisions

Than just carry them to my grave

You're in my head

Always, always, always

Always, always, always

You're in my head

Always, always

I just got scared away, away

I know there's nothing left to cling to

But I'm still calling out your name

You're in my head

Always, always, always

Always, always, always

When i ended the song everyone clapped for me, i could see that Brody was nowhere near our table anymore, so with a deep breath i put the guitar down and got up. When I was about to approach our table my phone started to ring, making me take it out of my pocket and look at the ID caller, it was Emmy so with another deep breath I answered the call.

"Hey Emmy" i said and she started to say how things were in Ohio, and how much people started to look at her in the streets while she walked around, making me chuckle and sit down on my seat "Yeah, well here in NY everything is fine, there are more famous people then me so" I said and she chuckle on the other end of the line.

From the corner of my eye I saw Quinn get up, wipe some tears and put some cash on the table before grabbing her purse and walking out of the bar. I looked at my friends and saw Finn nudging me to go after Quinn and that's exactly what I did.

"Quinn!! Wait up" i said, running after her as fast as I could. She stopped walking and turned towards me with her arms crossed and red, puffy eyes "What can I do to make everything okay? Please tell me and i will do it" I practically begged her while tears were streaming down my face "Go back to talking with your girlfriend" she said and I rolled my eyes.

"You are my girlfirned Quinn, stop acting like this" i said and she glare at me "Why do you have her fucking number?" she asked and came closer to me, i started to stutter and look around "She became a great friend Quinn, we just hang out sometimes" I said and she let out a humorless laugh.

"Good, so now you have her whenever you want a booty call" she said and i threw my arms up while letting out a frustration groan "Oh my fucking god, stop saying shit like that!!" i said it back to her and she started to get more angry with me, it was visible "I love you babe. Only you, no one else"I said as we made our way towards a part where it was more desert and the only people on the street were the two of us.

"It doesn't matter, I'm your girlfriend. How I'm spouse to trust you after this?" she said and my insides started to fall apart slowly "The same way i'm going to trust you when you became i actress and have to do a kissing scene or a sex scene with some other person" I told her and she balled her hands into fists.

"Why are you defending her?" She screamed at me and I rolled my eyes and took my hands out of my pockets. "I'm not, I'm just saying that there's nothing to worry about. Besides If i didn't do it, I would lose my job" I screamed back at her.

"So you kissed her? You fucking kissed her?!!" she screamed " What's next? You're going to have sex and tell me that it was for a photoshoot?" she said and I let out a frustrated groan and kicked some boxes that were near me "God dammit Quinn. This is my job, what the fuck do you want me to do?" I screamed at her as tears started to float out of my eyes "I want you to tell me when something like this is gonna happen. You didn't even tell me anything" she said crying while walking towards me, making my heart break. "I had to find out on my own," she said with a shaky voice.

"I called you before I did anything but like always your phone was off and besides when I was going to tell you huh? You took almost a week to talk to me through the phone and even then, the only thing we talked about was you and your amazing life" I said and furiously wiped my eyes "Well I'm sorry if i'm actually trying to make something out of myself" she screamed and i let out a incredulously laugh "I'm trying to do that too, why can't you see that? I'm trying to make you proud" i screamed back at her, feeling my throat burn as the screams left my mouth.

"And you are, but how do you expect me to react when she was fucking kissing you?" she screamed at me and i let a sob "Fuck" i screamed and kicked aother box near me but this time there was some glass bottles inside, making it shatter on the floor "She has a fucking boyfriend!!! How many times do I have to say that?" I screamed at her, at this point our friends were watching us argue with shocked faces, since they never saw us screaming like that, especially towards each other.

"Are we going to keep doing this? Like, not talking for a week, then meeting up, having sex and argue?" Quinn said with a tired expression, making me frown and take a step closer to her "What - What do you mean by that?" I asked with my voice shaking and coming back to normal and fidgeting with my fingers nervously "I just...... I think - i think we have to take a break" she said in a whisper and my heart broke into pieces.

"No, you can't mean that" I told her and put my hand on her arms "I can't live without you Quinn. Without these arms" I said and grabbed her arms and caressed as much as i could with tears floating out of my eyes "Your heart, your good heart" I said crying and laced my hand on her beating her, at this point she was a crying mess just as much as me.

"You know it's the best decision we can make right now" she said and i gently grabbed her jaw and placed my forehead against hers with our eyes close "No that is the easiest way out Quinn and i don't want to take that rode, please, we can make this work" i begged her but she just shook her head "You know this isn't going to work, we will end up hating each other at the end and i don't want that" she said and i close my eyes tighter because she was right i just didn't want to let her go.

"So, that 's it? We are over?" I asked while wiping my tears away "For now, yeah" she said and kissed my forehead "I will always love you Quinn" i murmured and gave her one last kiss before break apart and hugging her tight "I will always love you too Y/n" she murmured against my ear and gave me a kiss on the cheek, before looking around and breaking the hug "I'm going to New Heaven now, i still love you, don't ever forget that. We can be friends for now but only that" she said and i tried to protest but she just shook her head "I guess i will see you latter" i said and she nodded before giving me one last kiss and going to the train station.

https://youtu.be/xTgil2ihiQw

(You sing the boy part and Quinn sings the girl parts while walking down the street)

I'm going under and this time

I fear there's no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way

Of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal, somebody to know

Somebody to have, somebody to hold

It's easy to say, but it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked

The way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used

To being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time

I fear there's no one to turn to

This all or nothing way of loving

Got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal

Somebody to have, just to know how it feels

It's easy to say, but it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked

The way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used

To being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes

When it hurts sometimes

I fall into your arms

I'll be safe in your sound

till I come back around

For now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used

To being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here

To get me through it all

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used

To being someone you loved

I let my guard down

And then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used

To being someone you loved

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Quinn's Pov

I was on the train back to new heaven with tears falling out of my eyes. Some people were looking at me with a weird face, but right now I didn't care one bit. All I could think about was, how much Y/n hurted me and how much I hurt her. All I wanted was to have a good relationship, especially now that i was in another state, but i guess things don't go as planned, it never does.

I looked out of the window and saw that it was raining really hard right now. A sad smile went to my face as I remembered her smile, soft laugh, all of the times that I cried and she held me close to her chest. I also remember our date nights where anything could happen and we would just make mess and laugh at everything later.

Flashback:

Right now me and Y/n were on our date, she planned this super romantic dinner outdoors with some plants and flowers around us, there was a table in the center of everything with candles and two plates on top. I looked at my girlfriend and kissed her on the cheek, we both walked over to the table and she pulled out the chair for me to sit in before she sat down across from me.

"Did you like it?" she asked nervously and scratched the back of her neck, making me smile and grab her hand "I love it, thank you baby" i told her and she smile with a blush raising on her cheeks, the we looked in eachothers eyes and both lean in, her hand ended up dropping the tomato sauce all over my dress, we both pulled apart and got up, i ended up dropping one of the kandles at the table without noticing .

"I'm so sorry baby" she said and trying to wipe as much as sauce as she could, suddenly smoke started to make it's way into out noses making us frown, we both looked around and our eyes widen when we saw the table on fire "Oh, god" she said and i saw a hose on the other side on the place making me run towards it and turn it on, while Y/n went to a plant and grabbed the vase before dropping all of the dirt on top of the fire, i turned the hose on and went back to the table and started splashing the water trying to put down the fire. When I saw that it was out I sighed in relief.

"I'm gonna get you back" I heard Y/n say and when I looked at her I saw that her shirt was covered in dirt and water, her hair was all wet and she was wiping her eyes. I shook my head and started to run away but she came after me and tried to take the hose from my hands, making the water splash at the both of us "Oh my god, that's so cold" i said with a laugh and she giggled. Then we both stopped everything and looked at each other's eyes "Te amo" she whispered to me and I grabbed the back of her neck and kissed her.

End of flashback:

I got into my dorm room and threw myself on the bed with tears pouring out of my eyes, gosh i already miss her so much. I hugged the pillow and cried silently till my eyes started to get heavy and sleep took over me.

Your Pov

"I'm sorry about what went down with you two" I said to Finn, who was next to me while I was driving back to Lima, basically what happened is that everyone broke up, first me and Quinn, then Kurt and Blaine, because my baby warbler cheated on him, which is something i never expected, then Finn and Rachel.

"It's for the best I guess" he says and i could see the sadness in his eyes "I'm sorry about you and Quinn" he says and i took a shaky breath while turning to the left "It was better this way" i murmured and to be honest i didn't mean that, i wanted her right here, next to me, telling me everything was just a bad dream.

"Hey, do you think we could stop at McKinley?" Finn asked and I looked at him with a soft smile. "Sure" I said and started to head towards our old school "Just so you know, you can talk to me whenever and about whatever, okay?" I told him and he frowned but laughed "You too" he said and we fist bump while I parked the car at McKinley.

We both got out of the car and with a goodbye we promised to meet back at the choir room. I started to walk around the school with memories of me and Quinn came running to my brain at a fast pace, everything reminds me of her. I slowly started to make my way towards the bleachers, I sat on the top, leaning against the grid and just looked at the football field.

Flashback:

"What if we do Time of My Life?" I said and she giggled "What a great song" she said sarcastically, shook her head and continued to giggle "Alright Miss giggles I'm gonna show you that it is a good song" I said and put the music on one of the speakers. It wasn't loud enough so that the whole school could hear but just the two of us. I stood up and began to dance on the bleachers, till I got off the step and stayed on the football field, making Quinn laugh as I pretended to sing the song.

When the chorus came I took Quinn's hand and pulled her closer to me. My hands were firm on her lower back, her chest pressed against mine and her hand was on my shoulders, and one of our hands was intertwined. I started to lead the dance taking us at a slow pace with short steps. Our foreheads touched and our eyes closed. I sang softly to the music. Then I felt something wet on my arm. We looked up and realized that it was raining.

"Y/n we have to get inside is raining" she said but she didn't move one bit "No, let's turn this into one of those cliches that exist in romantic movies" I told her with a laugh and twirl her around, we started dancing faster and we were both laughing by the end of the song, and we were also soaked "So can we please do this song on Sectionals?" she giggled and passed both her arms around my neck "Of course we can" I picked her up and spun us around and she laughed.

End of flashback:

"Hey you okay there" I came back to reality when I heard Katherine's voice coming from my side. I looked to the left and saw her sitting there with a worried expression on her face. I gave her a sad smile and looked back at the field "How are things with your girlfriend?" she asked while poking my side trying to make me smile "No, not my girlfriend anymore" i told her and her eyes widen "Oh y/n, i'm so sorry" she said and pulled me into a hug "It's okay, you didn't knew" i murmured against her shoulder.

"Is there anything I could do?" she asked and i shook my head "Just treat me like you use to" i told her and she nodded "If it makes you feel any better me and Puck broke up too" she said and i look at her with worried eyes, i quickly pulled her back into a side hug and we stayed like that for a an hour, just trying to distract each other and looking at the football field.

Then the bell rang and the both of us looked at each other "It's glee time. Think you can go?" I asked her and she nodded, we both got up and started to walk towards the choir room. When we got there I soft knocked on the door and let myself and Kitkat inside. Mr.Schue gave me a sad smile and a quick hug before I went towards Finn while Katherine went to sit with Britt, who gave me a small smile. I told her everything that happened last night, when we all got home i went to the rooftop and called her while crying my eyes out.

"First order today is to decide what musical to do for this year" Mr.Schue says and writes on the board the word MUSICAL with big letters, I was sitting on top of the piano with Finn by my side while I was with a lollipop in my mouth "Peter Pan?" Joe said and i frown at him "Boooo" i said and everyone giggle "Fiorello? What the heck?" Artie says and I laugh "Unique wants to do Hedwig" Unique says and I wink at her.

"Let's do camp rock" Sam says exited and i chuckle with Finn "The challenge is to play something that plays our collective strengths and that it won't set fire on the school board like Rocky Horror did" Mr.Schue says and me and Finn nodded at him "Hey, how about Grease?" I suggested and everyone turned to me, Finn smiled and pointed at me "Yeah, remember that the song I auditioned for glee club was from Grease?" Finn says excited and I nod at him.

"Guys like it. Girls like it" I cut Finn off and hopped off of the piano "Our mom's love it" i added and everyone giggle "It's about High School, it shows the stereotype that guys don't have feelings and don't care about the girls. Plus the songs rock" I told the teacher and he smiled at me.

"The wisdom of Solomon" Artie says with a smile and me and Finn grin and look at Mr.Shue with puppy eyes "All right. Grease is the choice" Mr.Schue says and me, Finn and the New Directions cheered "You two make a great team you know?" Mr.Schue says to me and Finn making the both of us smile and side hug each other

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Me and Finn were walking down the hallways while talking about this years musical, we were excited about it and Mr.Schue even told us we could help, to be honest i think that i accept this because if i stayed at home i wouldn't be able to stop thinking about Quinn and i would probably be crying myself to sleep right now. Everybody in the glee club congratulated me on the magazine and stuff but I just couldn't smile like I used to and Britt noticed.

"So we could schedule the auditions for next week?" Finn asked me and i nodded then we pass by the choir room again and we heard someone crying inside, me and the tall boy looked at each other and enter the room, i watch in shock as Brittany was sitting in the corner of the room with her knees up to her chest as she cried her eyes out. 

"I'll meet you later" i said to Finn and he nodded before getting out of the room "Britt- Britt" i called her and when i did that, her head shoot up and she saw me standing there, after a few seconds she came running to me and wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck.

"It's alright, i got you" i said to her and took her hair out of the pony tail and started to massage her scalp cause i knew she like it, i took us to a chair nearby and sat down with her on my lap, after a few seconds she started to calm down but still had her head buried on my shoulder and neck "Princess, can you tell me what happend?" I asked and felt her slowly nod.

"Me and Sanny ....... we broke up" she said looking at me with tears in her eyes, i open my mouth but no word came out so i just wipe her tears away and bring her into a comfort hug "It's going to be okay, i got you" i whisper to her and she hugged me tighter "Can you sing to me please?" she asked me with a pout and I nodded as she put her head on my chest.

https://youtu.be/AFxGrqFIbDk

I used to rule the world

Seas would rise when I gave the word

Now in the morning I sleep alone

Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice

Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes

Listened as the crowd would sing

Now the old king is dead!

Long live the king!

One minute I held the key

Next the walls were closed on me

And I discovered that my castles stand

Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing

Roman Cavalry choirs are singing

Be my mirror, my sword and shield

My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain

Once you'd gone, there was never

Never an honest word

That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind

Blew down the doors to let me in

Shattered windows and the sound of drums

People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait

For my head on a silver plate

Just a puppet on a lonely string

Oh, who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing

Roman Cavalry choirs are singing

Be my mirror, my sword and shield

My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain

I know Saint Peter won't call my name

Never an honest word

But that was when I ruled the world

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringing

Roman Cavalry choirs are singing

Be my mirror, my sword and shield

My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain

I know Saint Peter won't call my name

Never an honest word

But that was when I ruled the world

When I finished singing she was asleep on my chest making me try to hold my own tears and sobs. How can we both lose the love of our lives in less than twenty four hours? I got my phone out of my pocket and sent a quick text to Finn telling him that i can't meet him today like planned, then i messaged Santana asking where she was but i didn't get a response, making me worry and put the cellphone on top of the drums.

Later that day I took Britt to my house and she was sleeping on my bed and I was about to start writing some notes for the musical when I realized that I forgot my phone in the choir room. With a groan I put a hoodie on, grabbed my car keys and went back to the school.

I parked my car and quickly ran to the choir room hoping that my phone was still there, and thank goodness it was. I grabbed it and was about to leave when I saw someone sitting in the chair far behind, I walked closer to the person and saw that it was Santana. 

I quickly made my way towards her and gave her a tight hug, she clung to my hoodie and cried on my shoulder. I picked her up and put the both of us on a chair that was under the lights of the moon. She had tear stains on her cheeks, making my heart clench.

"I had to" she said while sobbing and i hugged her tighter "I know babe, i know" i said and kissed her head, i continue to hold her as the time went by and when she stopped crying i looked down at her and saw that she was asleep, since i couldn't get up without waking her up i just stayed there until i felt my eyes getting heavy and the darkness to over me.

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I was sittin on a bench that was on the auditorium, with a red guitar on my lap, some paper in front of me and a pencil behind my ear as i sometimes wrote something, i was all alone just me and my music, just like 3 years ago. Suddenly i heard some footsteps coming towards me making me raise my head and see Quinn standing there, she walked towards me making my heart race faster than ever.

"We are going to be apart for a while. It's going to hurt, it's going to tear us apart on the inside but it will also show us a new cicle, it would show us who we really wanna be from this point forward, I will always love you, forever and always, just like we promise" she said and sat down on my lap when i put the guitar down, i gently played with her hair and caressed her cheek with my thumb, when she finished talking i was with tears in my eyes and holding her tighter.

"I still want to be there for you Quinn" i said to her and she smiled at me and took my hand in hers "And i will be there for you too. But we can't do that as lovers, at least for sometime, just so we can get our things together" she said and i nodded with and wiped some tears away "I love you" i told her and she smiled before leaning down and kissing me on the lips one last time.

"I love you too. I will always love you" she said against my lips and I smiled at her. She got up and started to walk away "Just try to hold your hormones, horn dog" she said and made me chuckle "Of course hermosa" I told her and she walked away completely. I mess up my hair with both of my hands before standing up, gathering my things, putting them in the right place before taking one last look and walking out.

https://youtu.be/t9yuMK_fRW4

Finn:

Come up to meet you

Tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

[You]

I had to find you

Tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

[Blaine]

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh, let's go back to the start

[Quinn]

Runnin' in circles

Comin' up tails

Heads on the science apart

[Santana]

Nobody said it was easy

[Blaine and Finn]

It's such a shame for us to part

[Santana]

Nobody said it was easy

[Blaine and Finn]

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

[Kurt]

I was just guessing

At numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

[Brittany]

Questions of science

Science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

[You ]

But tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

Oh, when I rush to the start

[Quinn and You (with the Group]:

Runnin' in circles

Chasin' our tails

Comin' back as we are

(Nobody said it was easy)

Oh, it's such a shame for us to part

(Nobody said it was easy)

No one ever said it would be so hard

[The Group (You)]

Aa-aa-ah (I'm goin' back to the start)

Nobody said it was easy

No, no, no, no (Yeah, oh woah)

Nobody said it was easy

No, no, no, no (Nobody said it was easy)

Nobody said it was easy

No, no, no, no (No, oh)

[Rachel with the Group]

Nobody said it was easy

I suddenly woke up, with someone shaking me I looked around and saw that i was still in the choir room and the person that was shaking me was Santana, i felt something wet on my face and when i touched i realized that i was crying, so i wipe my tears away and sat up straight not finding any signs of Quinn around. I fell back on the chair with a huff and looked at the ceiling. I guess it is really over.

A/n: Guess who's back ..... Michael Jackson! JUst kidding it's me and i'm so sorry to keep you all waiting this long for an update i just had some mental health problem but i'm okay now so hope you enjoyed this chapter and bye!!