A/n: Warning - Metions of abuse so if you are sensitive skip the parts .

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Your Pov

"Guys I have bad news" Mr.Schue said entering the choir room "You ran out the stock for hair gel from all over the world?" I asked and everyone laughed, and Quinn continued to write in her notebook but she was still laughing. "Very funny Y/n" Mr.Schue said "But no, that's not it. You know how we decided on Sing by My Chemical Romance for Regionals. Well in my hand there is a cease-and-desist letter from the band saying we can't do it" Everyone smiles falter.

"What? But that song was the perfect anthem" Puck said and everyone nodded "How much do you wanna bet that Coach Sue had something to do with this?" Mercedes said and I nodded "Yeah she's right, the Satan's child never stops tormenting us" I said with a pout.

"What are we gonna do?" Tina asked "I think we should write original songs for Regionals" Rachel said again and I got to agree with her but my sister has other ideas "Ok so what part of 'we aren't doing that' didn't you understand?" Santana said but I cut her off "Hold you wave Lucifer. This time I actually agree with Rachel" I said and Rachel smiled at me while everyone was shocked that I agreed with her.

"You know what they are right" Quinn said and everyone once again was shocked and I gotta admit I almost fell from my chair hearing that "This glee club is recognised by us pushing boundaries I mean I dance while 9 months pregnet on a competition, two girls sang a love song together, we choose a different soloist for the music Valerie and we won, so I think that if we write our own songs it's going to be ten times better because it's going to be our emotions out there" Quinn said and i put my arm around her shoulder and smile at her.

"I am with, Y/n, Quinn and Rachel because if those three can agree on something it's worth a try" Finn said and I laughed because that's true. The other glee kids looked at each other and I looked like they changed their minds.

"So what do you think Mr.Schue?" Rachel asked and everyone turned to the teacher who gave us a smile "Looks like we are doing original songs for Regionals" he said and everyone clapped.

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I was in the auditorium strumming my guitar trying to come up with a melody while Quinn and Rachel were arguing by the piano. I opened my diary that I kept ideas for a song in and I stopped at one and made a few adjustments on the lyrics and chords and started to sing.

https://youtu.be/cIuYFCAJ2a8

I played the last note of the song and the whole auditorium was quiet. I feel like this is good but not Regionals material so I sighed and wrote some things down.

"Wow" I heard on my side and saw Quinn and Rachel with their mouths open staring at me with their eyes open wide "What?" I ask "That was incredible Y/n" Rachel said and Quinn nodded "Thanks but I don't think it's Regionals material" I said and scratched the back of my neck still not taking my eyes away from my notebook.

"Well it may be true but that doesn't mean you shouldn't show that to someone" Quinn said and she sat on my lap "Thanks babe" i peck her lips "What about you two? Got anything?" I asked and they both shook their heads and looked down. "Come on guys we are only writing for two days, some singers even take half a year to write something good so don't put so much pressure on ourselves okay?" I said and they both nodded.

"Good now since we stop worrying, can we go get a milkshake?" I asked my puppy eyes "Rachel, quickly cover your eyes or else you won't be able to resist" Quinn said and Rachel with a small laugh covered her eyes "Come on, pwease" I said with a pout "Fine" Quinn groan and said and I took her of my lap and jump off the stage running to the door "Shotgun" I yelled and the last thing i heard was their laugh before I walked out.

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"Well guys, how is the writing process going?" Mr.schue asked us all "We got some thing but none of them were Regional material so we are going to keep trying" I said with a sighed not looking up because I was drawing something in my notebook "Yeah we didn't even get anything done yet" Sam said and i pat him on the back since he was on my side.

"Well you guys can't give up. I might be hard but that idea is going to win us Regionals" Mr.Schue said and Santana raised her hand "Uh Mr.Schue I actually wrote something with the help of Tina" she said hang it up and went to the front of the choir room and Tina went to the piano "This song's for my boyfriend Sam and it's called Trouty Mouth" Sam's smile drop when he heard the name of the song and I giggle beside him "What is it called?" he asked "Trouty Mouth" me and Mike whispered to him and giggled.

https://youtu.be/_zEd9Zioo2U

( You are on Sam's side trying to hold in your laugh)

Sam stood up and told Santana to stop singing, while me and Mike were dying of laughter, I was holding my belly and without air and Mike was with tears in his eyes while also out of breath.

"I have to agree with Sam, but great work guys" Mr.Schue said and clap his hands while Santana scoffed and went back to her sit "Mike, Y/n that's enough" he told us but we couldn't stop laughing "Since you two are laughing so much, how about you guys perform something?" Santana said and Mike lean on me as we made our way to the front we wipe our tears away and I seat on the piano I play the first note and couldn't hold in and started to laugh again, Mike fell on the floor holding his belly i fell on the floor and continue to laugh "I need to hear the full music please" I said while giggling "Hell to the no" Sam yelled.

"Alright guys that's enough" Mr.Schue tried again and this time me and Mike were laughing quietly on the floor "So who wanna fill this empty hole" he said pointing to the middle of the room "Wanky" I said while on the floor and heard the others giggle.

"I will go Mr.Schue" Puck said and he approach Mike and helped him up, then came to me and threw me over his shoulder while I continue to giggle and sing the song that Santana wrote, he put me on the empty spot next to Quinn who immediately tried to stop me from laughing by bring me to a rough kiss making me stop. She pulled away with a smug smile and I released a shaky breath and leaned my head on her shoulder.

https://youtu.be/bJ4KKXG_aIY

(You are on Quinn's side wth your head onher shoulder)

"This song I wrote for Lauren it's called Big Ass" he said and Lauren growled "Heart" he finished and I saw Lauren giving him a small smile. The performance was good and the song was great. Everyone cheered when it came to an end but Mr.Schue said it wouldn't fit for Regionals.

After that Mr.Schue started asking what makes us sad or angry, we specially told him about our situation in school and how we hate the way we are treated so Mr.Schue came up with a song called Loser Like Me and everyone smiled at our first original song.

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Metions of Abuse:

I was trying to write a song in my notebook but nothing was coming to my mind, Quinn was at the same time trying to work with Rachel in the auditorium. I smile imagining Quinn trying to control herself from jumping on Rachel. I was brought out of my thoughts by hearing my phone ringing from my nightstand and I decided to pick it up as an unknown number. I put the phone on my ear and heard the last voice I wanted.

"Hello darling" my dad, I was going to hang up but he cut me off "Don't you dare hang up on me" he said and even though it was just some words that i would normally not be scared, but this time it sent a shiver down my spine and i felt tears coming to my eyes "What do you want?" I asked ad heard him chuckle "Come to the park or else I'm coming to you" and with that he hung up I through my phone on the bed and smashed my fist through the wall "Fuck" I yelled, then got my stuff, leather jacket and went out of the door.

I got to the park and saw him leaning against the swings. I sigh and walk towards the man. He gave me a fake smile and tried to hug me but I just put my hands on his chest before he could do anything or get any closer.

"Cut to the chase Alejandro" I said and he widened his eyes "Is that the way you call your father? I thought I teach you better than that" he said and i clenched my jaw "But alright let's get down to business you are coming home with me and we are going to that doctors appointment" he said and I shook my head and gave him a humorless laugh "I'm not going anywhere with you and for the last time there is nothing wrong with me" I scream and he tried to grab my arm but I pushed him back, he look shocked at me then gave me a slap across the face making a little blood come from my lips.

"We are going to have you fixed, you are doing that surgery and after I am sending you to a catolic school so you can stop being a faggot" Alejandro screamed back at me "You are going to send me to a school where girls wear short skirts and then you are going to try and convince me that I can't kiss them, well good job" i said sarcastcally clapping and he clent his fist making me smirked.

"I can love who the hell I want ok? You don't get a say in this" I yelled and at this point we were screaming at eachother "You can't hold a girl in your arms and say you love her. You can't kiss her in public and I will make sure that never happens. Do you hear me? I'm not gonna have a dyke as a daughter" I was crying at this point but all that was on his face was anger.

"I'm giving you some time before we have to go but I promise, you will have that surgery even if I have to drag you from here. Goodbye freak" he said and spit in my face before pushing me to the ground.

I went home with tears in my eyes and when I walked inside I didn't talk to anyone, I just ran to my room and locked the door, sat in my bed and wrote all my feelings down till I felt myself getting tired and everything blackout.

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I ran towards the choir room knowing I'm late. In my hand was the song that I wrote yesterday and I have a good feeling about it so hopefully everyone will like it. Santana was the only one that listened to the song and she also found it great she even let out a few tears.

I entered the choir room at full speed, almost breaking the door, everyone looked at me with wide eyes "Y/n, where were you? You're 10 minutes late" Mr.Schue asked and I looked at Santana and she gave me a nod and a small smile "I was able to write a song for Regionals that I think you guys will like it" I said and scratched the back of my neck getting nervous.

"I'm sorry but Rachel already came up with a song so you didn't need to" he said and I looked down and nodded "Wait, hold up why don't we gotta a say in this, I mean just because the hobbit was able to write a song doesn't mean the Y/n song is crap, you should at least hear it" Santana said standing up with an angry face "Sorry Santana but Rachel's song is really good and I don't think another one suits for Regionals better" Mr.Schue said and I wipe away a tear and nodded.

"Santana is right Mr.Schue we should at least be able to hear Y/n's song" Quinn said sensing something was wrong with me "I agree with Santana too" Sam said everyone started to murmured in agreement, evan Rachel, and I smile at that Mr.Schue sighed and turned to me "The floor is yours" he said and sat on a chair. I walked towards the piano and took a deep breath and started.

When I finished everyone was silent. I was still looking at my fingers and tears were leaving my eyes and falling on the piano keys. I heard a single clap then everyone erupted in cheer. I turned to everyone and saw everyone with tears in their eyes, even Puck, I looked at Santana and she ran towards me and pulled me into a bone crushing hug whispering sweet things in my ear.

Then I felt someone else pulling me into their arms and the smell of vanilla made me smile, Quinn pulled me into a kiss making me smile even more. She broke the kiss and I turned towards Mr.Schue, who had a shocked face but also a small smile.

"So can we perform that song at Regionals?" Everyone turned to him with excited smiles "Looks like we got a new solo for the competition" he said and everyone cheered and Britt jumped on my back, making me laugh. After some time I pulled Quinn, Britt and Santana aside.

"Tomorrow after you guys come from the mall I need to talk to you" I said and they nodded with confused faces.

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I was bouncing my leg up and down while watching the clock slowly move, I was sweating and my heart was racing, today I diced to tell Quinn, Brittany, mom and Santana about how dad treated me and i knew it was going to be hard but, dad's threats were getting really scary and it was also happening more frequently. Right now I was in the living room waiting for Santana to get home from the mall with the two blondes. My mom was on the other side of the couch with a worried look on her face directed to me.

She was going to say something but then we heard the front door open and not even 5 seconds later the girls came to us. They were talking and smiling but when they saw me and mom their smiles dropped and were replaced with worried looks.

"What 's going on?" Santana asked and my mom turned to me "I need to tell you guys something about dad" I said and both girls sat down while Quinn sat in my lap and my mom looked even more worried. I explained everything to them, the surgery he was forcing me to do, the threats, the name calling, the agressions, that I ran away from home and came here and in the end I was sobbing on the couch while they were looking at me with tears in their eyes and shocked faces.

"Mija" my mother said in a whisper I look up and she pulled me into her arms and I broke down and sobbed furiously while she also cried and rubbed my back for comfort "I'm so sorry you had to go through that honey" she said, after some time Santana, Brittany and Quinn also hug me with tears in their eyes.

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We are at Regionals right now and I can't help but feel that something is gonna go wrong, I am next to Quinn and she is with her head on my shoulder. The first group is performing right now and that is making me even more anxious but I can't help it and bob my head to the song vibing with Britt. Then it's the warblers turn, I smile at Kurt and give Blaine a wink and blow him a kiss.

Everyone clapped for them and I gave Kurt a thumbs up and stood up clapping together with everyone. He smiled at me and when Bline touched his shoulder I could see him getting shy, which never happens. I felt someone pull my arm and I looked at Quinn.

"Come on, we have to go baby" I nodded and let her guide me to the dressing room where everyone was. Mr.Schue gave us a pep talk and we all celebrated before a guy came to us backstage and gave me the microphone I swallowed hard and went to the piano after a quick kiss from Quinn and a few hugs from everyone else. I sat on the piano bench and took a deep breath. I could feel everyone's gaze on me so I looked at Quinn, who gave me a nod and closed my eyes and began to play.

https://youtu.be/DUblXdhp1r0

We keep behind closed doors

Every time I see you, I die a little more

Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls

It'll never be enough

As you drive me to my house

I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down

You and I both have to hide on the outside

Where I can't be yours and you can't be mine

But I know this, we got a love that is homeless

Why can't I hold you in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dancefloor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftops

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

It's obvious you're meant for me

Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly

Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep

But I'll never show it on my face

But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dancefloor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftops

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

On this part I opened my teary eyes and looked at Quinn and she was with Britt and San wiping her tears away, but they also had big smiles that gave me strength to continue.

I don't wanna live love this way

I don't wanna hide us away

I wonder if it ever will change

I'm living for that day, someday

When you hold me in the street

And you kiss me on the dancefloor

I wish that we could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dancefloor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftops

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't we be like that?

Wish we could be like that

I looked at the crowd and my eyes locked with the ones I was most afraid of, my dad, he was red in the face and clearly angry, more tears came out of my eyes but I didn't stop staring as I sang.

Oh, why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?

I wish that it could be like that (I wish)

Why can't it be like that? (I wish)

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftops

I wish that it could be like that (I wish)

Why can't we be like that?

'Cause I'm yours

Why can't we be like that?

Wish we could be like that

I finished the song and everyone immediately clapped. I smiled and went to the center of the stage while some people took the piano to the corner. I continued to smile and wipe the tears away.

"Ladies and gentlemen we are the new directions" I said and everyone once again clapped.

https://youtu.be/bjKcwjvbZLM

(You are MIke)

We threw confetti at the audience and everyone cheered. When we got back stage I pick Quinn up and spun us around, then with her still of the ground I grab with my right hand the back of her neck and brought her into a passionate kiss, forgetting that the glee club was around us.

"You did it baby" she whispered against my lips and kissed me again "Alright, we all understand that you love eachother but other people want a hug too" Santana said and I put Quinn on the ground and turned to her with a playful smirk "Do you want a hug?" she scoffed "Please i was talking about Britt and trouty" she said and looked away "Oh you want a hug, come here Sanny" I said and opened my arms but she took a step back "No way" she said.

"Come on I know you want to" I said and moved closer but she ran off "Never" she screamed and I ran after her "You can run but you cannot hide Santana Diabla Lopez" everyone was just watching us run around like children with smiles on their faces, till I finally got Santana and gave her a big hug while she tried to get away and everyone laugh.

After some time we were called back on stage to announce the winner. I was holding Quinn's and Finn's hand while I kept my eyes on the ground but thankfully I didn't see my dad anymore. A woman came on stage with the envelope on hands.

"My husband is very abusive and I've been drinking since noon. I'm bored so let's see who won" she said and i look at Quinn who had a confused look on her face and I finding that very cute kissed her cheek "The New Directions congratulations you're going to Nationals in New York" the lady said and everyone cheer while Mr.Schue got the trophy. Until Sue got on stage and punched the woman in the face and everyone just stood there shocked "Well that went better than i expected" I said and Quinn nodded.

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Metions of Abuse:

I was in the parking lot heading to Quinn's car where she along with Britt and Santana were waiting for me, but as I was close I felt someone grab the collar of my shirt and throw me against a nearby brick wall. The air was knocked out of my lungs and my vision blurred for a second.

"You dyke. I told you to stop acting like that but you didn't listen" My dad said and i was starting to get out of air because he was holding my neck in a tight grip "S-stop-p" I said in a small voice but the he punched me on my stomach and I cough blood "Stay away from my daughter you piss of shit" I heard my mom yelled and I turn to look at her and my dad just laugh "Oh please Maribel, I'm not scared of you. Besides I can take you down easily"

"Yeah but can you take us too?" I heard Sam's voice and saw that he along with Finn and Puck were standing beside my mom with their arms crossed, my dad tightening his grip around my neck and this time my vision got blurred and I was getting tired and was almost closing my eyes "This is your last warning freak" he said and pushed me against the wall letting go of my neck. I wasn't able to hold myself so I fell on the ground then felt someone pick me up and saw that it was Sam.

Quinn's Pov

I was outside my car with Britt and Santana waiting for Y/n to come but she was taking too long. I started to play with my nails trying to distract myself but I just felt that something was very, very wrong.

"Where the fuck is Y/n?" Santana asked leaning against the car, then we heard Britt gasping and we looked in the direction she was looking and saw something that broke my heart and made my eyes fill up with tears. It was Y/n being carried by Sam with Maribel on his side "What happened?" Santana asked.

"Your father decided to pay a little visit to her after the performance" she said to Santana and we all widened our eyes including Sam who looked shocked knowing her own father did this. We put her in the back seat and Santana went driving with Brittany by her side while I was caressing Y/n hair. her eyes were open but she couldn't say anything and from what Maribel explained her neck must be in pain. We said goodbye to Sam and went to their house to take care of Y/n.

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Your Pov

On the next day everyone was at the choir room, Quinn on my left side and Santana on my right. My neck was bruised all over but with the help of my sister I was able to cover it up but I still had problems talking because sometimes it hurted to much.

Mom along with Sam, Puck, Finn, Quinn, Santana and Britt have been watching me closely to see if I feel any type of pain or if I need help. They are really caring and I love it. Then Mr.Schue walked into the room and hung up the phone.

"Well guys Miss Holiday is congratulating us on our victory and she can't wait to congratulate you all in person when she comes back from her meditation retreat" Mr.Schue said and I frowned "I still can't believe he is dating my ex" I told Santana and she laughed "Now we all know that winning Regionals was a team effort. But like any sport, there is a player that rises above the other to make sure the team wins, the MVP. And I would like to start a tradition honoring that player after every one of our competitions. So per a unanimous vote by all of you our Regionals MVP is Rachel Berry" everyone clapped for her and she went to get her award.

"Thank you. If I could say a few words?" She said and me and Santana looked at eachother "And there she go making me regret voting for her" we said at the same time and everyone turn to us with weird faces because of our weird synchrony "What sometimes it happens and we can't control it" we said together again then we looked at eachother "Stop talking with me. No you stop. Seriously no me gusta" we said in unison and then Santana pushed me to the ground "I hate you Satan" I yelled and she rolled her eyes with a smile while everyone laughed. Quinn helps me up and I lean my head on her shoulder "Sorry Rachel, you can talk now" I murmured burying my head on the crook of Quinn's neck and she just continued to massage my scalp.

A/n: The problems are just getting started. What do you think about the story so far?