Adam's POV

Ty, Jerome and Mitch are still sleeping. Ian and Seto are probably making out in one of their rooms. And the other guys are recording. As for me, I'm making everybody breakfast. I am so in love with Ty. He is my everything honestly. I can’t stop thinking about him. I want his body under mine. Again. Wait what? What did happen a few nights ago....?

I make French toast, pancakes, bacon and eggs. However, I won’t be eating any of this. I don’t eat anything anymore. I hate myself. I'm fat and ugly and don’t deserve to live. I want to end it but I can’t. I just can’t. I put all the foods on the table, then go to get the guys. The guys who are recording go straight down, Ian and Seto were actually just cuddling on Seto's bed and went down to breakfast quickly. I walk to Jerome's room to find it empty. Then I walk to Mitch's room and hear Jerome softly moan. Great, even they're together.

See Adam, You're a loser. Nobody will ever love you. You're pathetic.

Shut up Dallas. (A/N: Dallas is the male equivalent to Sue- Suicidal. Look it up)

One day you will realize it.

FUCK OFF

No

Why won’t you leave me alone.....?

Silence... Dallas finally shut up as I walk past to Ty's room. I open the door to see half a bottle of pills open and a very sleepy Ty.

"Ty? You ok?" I whisper. He stirs in his sleep.

"Go away Adam." He said so cold and heartlessly. He didn't love me. I start to walk away, eyes tearing up.

I told you so. You're unlovable.

Dallas fuck right off!! What did I ever do to you!?

You're living. The only way to shut me up is killing yourself. And you'll never do that! You're too chicken.

Maybe, I will kill myself. He doesn’t love me. So why bother living anymore....

 -Time skip 1 Hour-

The next thing I knew, my razor was in hand, covered in my own blood. My wrists pouring out their blood. I didn’t want to live anymore. My note was taped to my computer.

Dear Everyone,

I'm sorry. I don’t have a place in this world. I'm sorry if I hurt you. You were the best friends anybody could ever wish for. I am sorry to leave you. I have a little something left for all of you. To Mitch, I leave my amulet. You gave it to me those many years ago and I will always be grateful. To Jerome, I leave my switchblade. Being the Bacca you are, you have always had your eyes on it and now it's yours. To Husky, I leave my pet fish. Treat them as your brethren Fish. To Kermit, I leave my music. You have always loved my music and I wanted you to have it. To Jason, I leave you my merch. Sorry it isn’t original, but I want you to have something special too. To Brice, you have my art supplies. Create beautiful art baby. To Seto, I leave my soul. You always said my soul was strong. Use what little strength is left for something powerful. For Ian, I leave my daggers. You trained me to use them and now I must repay you. To Martin, I leave my trolling equipment. You picked it out with me and now it belongs to you. To Tyler, I leave the special little box under my bed. We made this together and I wanted to give it to you.  And last but not least, Ty. Ty, I leave you my old journal.  I know it doesn’t seem cool, but it has everything I have ever thought about you. I have been in love with you since we met. You are amazing, perfect and silly. I love you. To all of you, I leave the Sky army. Take care of my recruits and keep uploading videos for your channels. Just because I'm gone doesn’t mean you leave all your subscribers. I love you all so much, and I am so sorry. I just couldn’t do it anymore.

Sincerely Goodbye, Adam

Then, I grab my bottle of sleeping pills, downing the whole thing. And saying my final goodbyes.

Goodbye Dallas.

Goodbye Adam.

And with that. My whole world turns black.

Ty's POV

I feel so bad for getting mad at Adam. I didn’t know what to say. I got beat up the night before by somebody whose name I could never forget. Taylor... Ant... He has been abusing me for months. All because I'm in love with Adam.

I think I’m gonna go see him.