Aphmau's POV

*Play Song*

"Here, this outta help" Aaron places a plate with a small stack of pancakes onto top, drizzled with maple syrup and butter slices.

I give him a small smile.

He knows how much I love pancakes.

"Thanks" I start out politely eating it, until I just give up and start stabbing it with my fork.

Aaron chuckles, coming over to beside my seat at the dining table, just looking at me.

"What?" I ask, my question muffled by the sweet half chewed up pancakes in my mouth.

"You look cute when you eat" He observes, sending heat seeping throughout my neck.

It's been about a week since Falcon Cliff..,...

Aaron has let me stay in his house so I could avoid questioning from everyone, especially Katelyn.

Aaron's told them all I went to stay with distant relatives up north.

I don't have distant relatives.

No one knows what I tried to do...

No one knows how I was feeling....

Well except for Aaron.

He listened, to everything.

He helped me figure out how I was to continue to go on with my life...

Today we were going to see a different neurosurgeon.....

He apparently has pulled off some pretty big miracles....

Maybe he can pull off this one....

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When Aaron and I arrive at the hospital, we enter through the motion-sensor doors that open for us like we were the royal family of England.

The minute we enter through the doors,
A spazzy hyper chinese doctor speeds over to us, stopping only a foot in front of me.

I nearly jump back, my eyes widening at this energetic woman.

"You are Ms. Phoenix, yes?" She grins widely, looking like those clowns with big mouths that scare the crap outta you.

"Uh yes, we are here to see Dr......." I start, but she interrupts me again.

"Dr. Biography, yes come this way, he waiting for you" Her voice laced with a thick Chinese accent.

As she was quickly waddling ahead of us as we walked, Aaron asks her a question.

"Dr....Biography?" He raises an eyebrow.

"Do not judge. He good doctor. Here he room." She stops right in front of red door, which she opens for us.

And when we enter, we spot the weirdest sight.

"Ah Mr. and Mrs. Lycan, please come in" An oddly familiar voice addresses.

The doctor had fiery red hair, sleekly sticking out like poricupine quills, and he had one blue eye and one green eye.

He sounded so....familiar.... 

Then, after hearing him call us in, my face turned the color of the sun at dawn and dusk, combined.

Mrs. Lycan?!

Married?!

Ah?!

"Blaze, how many time I tell you, look at the Ms. and Mr. next to name!" The Chinese doctor yells at him from behind me.

Blaze....

Blaze!

"Blaze!" I exclaim, a wide smile on my face.

"Ya, and who are you....wait Aphmau! Aaron! Long time no see! I can't believe you guys got married!" Blaze smiles sitting down in his office chair that was right behind a desk.

Aaron and I take a seat opposite from him in two other chairs.

I swear, my face was so hot from blushing you could probably fry an egg on it.

"UH YOU STUPIDO THEY NO MARRY! READ DAMN PAPER!" The chinese doctor exclaims, crossing her arms.

Aaron and I's heads were just shooting between the two of them, their conversation quite humorous.

"Eh anyway, let's get down to business, Aphmau....."

I look to him, ready to hear what his plan was.

Aaron reassuringly grabs my hand, settling my tense self a bit.

"....Your cancer, it is complicated, smart, beautiful in a way............"

Aaron and I both listen, intently.

".....But it is also very fragile....it is a monstrous beast, trying to grow and claw its way around your brain with the attempt to take control....."

"Surgery now.......would just pull the pin on the tumor....."

I wince at his description, my grip tightening around Aaron's hand.

"So......what are you going to do?" Aaron questions.

"I have a plan for Aphmau to go for routine radiation and chemo therapy along with my own form of treatment that will shrink the tumor enough for me to easily extract it" Blaze states, his hands folded together on his desk.

I gasp, shaking my head slowly, biting my lip, my eyes shut.

"Aphmau, I do understand this is hard for you, your mother having died of this cancer and your father......."

I whimper, a tear trailing down my face.

Aaron notices my tear, taking my cheek into his hand, wiping the tear away.

"Hey hey look at me, its a way okay? There is actually a way for you to be free of this cancer......." Aaron starts, but then I stop him.

"Aaron, I saw what my mom went through, the vomiting, the rashes, the hair, the discomfort, the pain......"

"Aphmau, your cancer is much less advanced than your mother's, we caught it much earlier, but your treatment, is sadly going to be a bit more..........vigorous." Blaze informs, talking calmly with us.

I feel a pang of guilt badger my heart.

"How much....is it going to cost?" I inquire, sniffling.

"We shouldn't worry about cost right now, but you Aphmau, need to decide, do you want to do this?" Blaze asks.

I turn to Aaron, looking deep into his wondrous eyes.

"I will be there, every step of the way" Aaron leans his forehead on mine.

I couldn't help but smile, his kindness warming my heart.

How someone so perfect, would care for someone like me......

I then look to Blaze, courage in heart.

"I'll.......do it"

Everyone is loved.

Or is going to be loved.

Everytime you are told by others.....

Or told by yourselve that you are worthless......

Have no place in this world....

You don't matter.....

Are doing more harm then good.....

Just keep telling yourself.....

There are people out there that care and love....

So if you keep living for yourself....

At least keep living for them.....

Have a nice day my crystals!