Guys, only a few more chapters.... Nah but watch me say that and there be like 20 more.

Child anyways, so

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(Y/n) POV:

"Did I do something wrong?" A few tears crept down my face, my hands trembling slightly as my supposedly "boyfriend", stormed out of my room. The doctor standing in slight shock, in the corner of the room, after what she had just witnessed. While my brother tried his best not to follow after 'Johhny' and beat his ass. 

"No sweetness, you did nothing wrong," DR. Kim walked up to my bed, grabbing my hand and squeezing it reassuringly, "You can't control what happened, and what your brain is doing. He's just mad at what happened and not yo-"

"LET GO OF ME" My head whipped over towards the door, an obvious struggle occurring, making my brother run out of my room. Dr. Kim letting go of my still shaking hand, running out to see what all the commotion was about. If I didn't know better that voice was obviously Jungkook. 

Grabbing my blanket and slinging it off my body, the cold air of the room sending goosebumps all over my body. 'Fuck,' Pain shot up my back as I sat up on the side of the bed, nothing to support my back of my legs now. 'On three (Y/n), you got this; you need to work out the legs and back anyways', Thinking to myself as I prepared to stand up from my hospital bed by myself, hell I would only be going to physical therapy as soon as Dr. Kim lets me might as well start. 

"Just go Johnny!" My brother yelled, gaining my attention and only giving me more of a reason to stand up and slowly make my way over to the door. 

"Fuck it," I whispered to myself, taking a deep breath as I hoisted myself off the bed; clenching my teeth together as more pain shot through my body. My legs Shakey, "Left foot," I concentrated on my left foot moving it slowly as I took a small step, groaning in pain as I put weight on it. 

"(Y/n)!" I looked up from the floor to see Vernon standing in shock, Yoongi right behind him with a semi pissed and shocked look. Both of the boys running to my side, helping me back onto the bed. "What are you doing?" Vernon asked, him fixing the pillows for me. 

"I wanted to help," Another tear ran down my face, "Apparently he's my boyfriend, and I should at least do something," I covered my face with my hands, trying to hide the fact that I was crying again. 

"And I don't know why I'm crying so fucking much," I laughed at myself, taking my hands off my face and placing them across my waist. "I can't tell you how many times I've cried within the past, I don't know 3 hours," Vernon sat down, facing me, bringing his hands up to either side of my face and wiping my tears. 

"I don't know who told you it wasn't okay to cry, or to be sad; but it's perfectly fine to let it all out. A lot has happened to you, and you haven't had any time to really process anything," He leaned in and kissed my forehead, "I'll be your shoulder," He smiled at me, before pulling me into a hug. 

"It's okay to cry when you're having a hard time," A voice spoke out, I looked past Vernon to see everyone else standing there, DK smiling at me sadly, "Just cry it out loud, it's okay," And yet again here I was crying, gripping onto the back of Vernon's shirt like my life depended on it.

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"(Y/n) that's enough Banana milk," Yoongi snatched my banana milk out of my grasp, earning a pout from me, "You've literally drank 30, you'll be fine," He rolled his eyes at me, throwing the small carton away.

"Hey, why are you throwing my present away?" Jungkook asked as he carried bags of food in, slightly annoyed that my brother was throwing the banana milk away, "You know that's a luxury item hyung," Jungkook set the food down, reaching in his pocket pulling out another banana milk, handing it to me after he stuck the straw through the top. 

"Jungkook she's had eno-"

"She needs it, it's high in calories; she needs to gain a little bit of weight Hyung," Jungkook spat, opening up the containers of food, passing them to my brother as he just rolled his eyes at his group member. 

"Noona~" Yugyeom sang as he walked through the door, a smile plastering onto my face as I held out my hands, BamBam peaking his head through the door walking in behind Yugyeom shortly after. 

"My babies," I whined as they both piled onto my bed, bringing me into a hug. "I've missed you guys," I kissed the top of their heads, ruffling their hair afterwards. Nothing had ever prepared me to see the people I had loved, again after what happened. I expected the worst, and only to see them again after thinking that I wouldn't.... was something I could never explain. 

"Hey kook," Yugyeom waved at the boy, as the two still sat on either side of me, them taking up most of the space on the bed. "How's it going?" Yugyeom winked at the boy, his face reddening slightly, choking on his banana milk in the process. 

"I thought you guys weren't going to be off till Thursday," Jungkook questioned after he finally stopped coughing, my brother stifling his laughs in the corner of the room as he ate his food. 

"JB Hyung asked if we could have the next few days off," BamBam said matter of factly, sticking his chest out proudly in the process. 

"Yeah, so now we have time to play Video games with Noona," Yugyeom smiled as he leaned his head on my shoulder, I rolled my eyes as I patted his head lightly, giving the top of his head a small kiss. 

Jungkook hummed, looking slightly pissed as he continued to eat his food, BamBam and Yugyeom taking the time to catch me up on things I have missed since I've been in the coma. Somethings I've already known, due to my brother or other people telling me, or brand-new information.

"Could you guys please just go home," My brother complained as he looked down to his watch, we may have lost a little track of time and the boys have been here for 5 hours, leaving it to be 1 am. "It's 1 am and princess over there, needs to get some rest before she starts some physical therapy," The boys did a quick goodbye, and a small hug before they bid their final goodbye out the door. 

"Okay Gramps, get some sleep," I teased my older brother as I popped a straw into another Banana milk, him just waving me off as he put his hat over his head. I looked over to Jungkook to see him scrolling through his phone. 

"Kookie," I called quietly, gaining the boys attention as he finally looked up from his phone. I patted the empty spot beside me as I moved over slightly to give him more space. He rolled his eyes playfully, hopping up from the couch and plopping down beside me. "Hey Bunnie," I smiled, placing a kiss on his cheek earning a slight tint a red on his cheeks. 

He put his arm around my shoulders, resting my head on his chest. "Hey Bunnie?" I asked, playing with his fingers, him giving me a small hum in response. "I'm sorry about Johnny," I frowned as I continued to play with his fingers. 

After the boys of Seventeen had left, my brother decided to fill me in on what happened... After Johnny stormed out, he had Jungkook by the collar. Apparently, they had shared some words that were not so nice, and Johnny was seen out by some security guards. 

"About what? There's nothing to be sorry about," He kissed the top of my head, squeezing my shoulder slightly, "You had no control over him, he'll get over it (Y/n)." He rested his head on top of mine, humming the song 'Butterfly' softly. 

I smiled at his small gesture, wrapping my arm around his torso not minding the slight pain running through my back. That song had always seemed to calm me down no matter what. 

If this moment passes

As though it hadn't happened.

I'm scared....

Scared

Scared, That I'll lose you.

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Updated: Jan 31, 2023