I knew he could heal Luke and I was there when he did. I remember the look on his face when he looked at me.

He was afraid that I could end up hurt like this. It would break him and he wouldn't know if he could heal me or if someone else would have to do it.

He would cry and I would feel bad inside knowing I have been hurt before and had my soul lost for several hours.

I hated seeing him that way. His happiness is important to me. I don't ever want to see Magnus sad. It would break my heart.