Heyyyyyyy peoples. I'm back with more trash about me. God I keep misspelling things sudbkshsdk).
Okay so today I feel like talking about this guy in my class at school. Well.... I think he likes me. His sister even thinks that. I call him.....hmm... ugly. No I'll just refer to him as the guy who likes me. He seems to always want to talk to me like 24/7. He was the first person in the entire school to actually talk to me. And I didn't even know him! I'd only heard of him cause we'd never met. I see him looking at me sometimes which is creepy. Also I'm super rude to him because I'm just that way, but he doesn't care, he's still super nice to me no matter what I say or do to him. He just lets me push him around.
So I'm a person who doesn't laugh too often. Unless it's really funny to me. Usually I just breath heavily out of my nose and smile. (Don't ask why I do that I just do, it's my form of light laughing) But when he (guy who likes me) actually gets me to laugh. He just smiles and stares at me. Like he really enjoys my stupid sounding laugh. It's really weird. Once I was laughing at some guy and the guy who likes me literally bent over so he could stare at my face. He just smiled like a creep and stared at me laugh. Talk about AWKWARD! And creepy!
Also once we were doing this reading thing where we read a short story and write crap about it. So we were all going to get our books, and stupid invisible me was pushed out of the way and didn't get a book because there wasn't enough. So guess what? The guy who likes me comes up to me and says, "Do you have a book?" I'm like, "Uh...no." He hands me his and says, "Here, take mine." I took from him and used it. I'll let you know that that action left him without anything. Also nobody asked him to do that! He just did! Literally nobody has done that for me! Not even my friends! Especially a guy! Just wow....
Okay another time I was writing in class. Yes I have a notebook I bring to school. And yes I write fanfics during class, got a problem?! So a group of boys started teasing me and saying the book was a diary, when it WASN'T. They tried to taking it from me a stuff. (I actually hit one with the book and elbowed him in the groin, but that's for another time) And you know what? The guy who likes me told them to leave me alone. A guy told his guy friends to stop teasing a nerdy emo girl. Excuse me?! That sounds exactly like something out of some kind of corny romance drama! But it ACTUALLY happened to me! One of them gave him a strange look before continuing to tease me. These guys basically bully me just so you know. So yeah.
Also we were going to do project work, and me being the loner I am, didn't know who to be with. But right when the teacher mentioned partners, the guy who likes me asked, "Wanna be partners?" I'm just like, "Uhh....sure..." even though I didn't want to. Like first off, his friend was like right next to him, he could have asked his friend. Two he's asking the girl who he always talks to and stares at. Crushing much?
Also it seems like he always tries to get my attention by doing stupid thing and making weird sound effects. He does this thing where he makes some stupid sound effect and looks at me for my reaction. I just roll my eyes and ignore him or tell him to shut up. Be on the times I actually say something to him, he looks pleased to have my attention on him. Ughuhuughu why do the ugly people always get crushes on me?!
Anyway I'm pretty sure this guy has a crush on me. And I definitely don't like him back. I think he might think that I'm playing hard to get when in reality I just DON'T want him. I'll tell you guys if he does anymore things that might show he likes me. Bye thanks so much for reading and for the recent support! I love you all so much bye!!
Willow~Chan