I'm a mistake in this world.
I'm sorry for being here.
I'm sorry for hurting everyone.
I'm sorry mom,
I'm sorry dad,
I'm sorry Vannesa,
I'm sorry Michelle,
I'm sorry Pey,
I'm sorry Brayton,
I'm sorry to all my friends..
I'm sorry.
I am so fucking sorry and I don't know how to prove it to you all.
I have no one to talk to because no one understands.
I wanna just pull the trigger and end it all now,
I really fucking want to..
It wouldn't be that bad right?
Everyone would be free from me..
And I wouldn't have to worry anymore
I wouldn't have to be scared.
All I wish is that I end up in Hell, so that I get what my worthless piece of shit deserves.
I could leave this planet
And it's so tempting to end myself!
I'm sorry to you all

Goodbye