I keep making these stupid fucking mistakes why don't I just stop why I do keep pushing it. I can't accept the fact that they don't like me. I need to stop trying to talk to them and I need to stop harassing them. Not they hate me and the others hate me and I don't know what to do. I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die these little voice in my head keep bringing me down I try to turn them positive but I can't. I just can't. It won't go away and now everything hurts. I don't know who to talk to why can't I just trust my friends why can't I just talk to them why am I getting so nervous about it why can't I just trust them. I keep fucking up in school too I can't focus I need my pills why won't she give me my pills she doesn't understand I need them I keep getting distracted I need pills I need them. All this shit I wanna say and do but I can't I get too scared someone will tell someone and she'll send me to that place I don't wanna go please stop threatening me with it I'm sorry I don't know any other way to really get rid of my stress I'm sorry please stop you're hurting me
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