K this book has too many of these but I don't even care at this point. Sorry.

Do you ever feel like your entire world is collapsing right in front of you, yet you can do nothing but watch as it burns?

That's how I feel right now.

I just found out earlier today that one of my close friends has been diagnosed with cancer. She has it in her lungs and her brain.

She's strong, and I know that she will get through this, but it just hurts so much, knowing that she'll be suffering.

Also, my dad is now trying to force me and my mom to sell our house and I don't know what's going to happen. My mom is super on edge and I just wish u could help her but I can't.

My anxiety is 10x worse. I now have like a twitch that I do every time I get nervous and some people have started noticing and commenting about it. It's really embarrassing but there's nothing I can do about it.

To makes all of this worse, I have been getting horrible headaches recently, which could very well be a really really bad thing.

When I was in my car crash, the doctors found an enlarged artery in my brain, and they needed to monitor it to make sure it doesn't grow or rupture or something.

And I've been getting really bad headaches in that spot recently, like almost every day, and I'm scared.

I'm going to get it checked out Thursday, and I just hope nothings wrong. I don't even know how they would fix it. If they would have to do brain surgery? I don't know....

Anyways I don't know how much I'll be on here for the next little while. If I am, it'll be because I need an escape and writing a chapter will help me do that.

Plus I'm also going to see my therapist Tuesday so I'll talk to her about all this too.

Anyways I guess that's all so yeah. Bye I guess for now. And thanks to those who leave happy comments on my stories. I might not reply to all of them, but just know that every single one makes me smile when I just want to cry.

So thank you. :)

~Taco