Tsuya-kun, Tsuya-kun please be okay...
"NAGISA!" shooting up and grasping the air for a non-existent body, I chuckled and combed my fingers through my hair.

"You're such an idiot Atsuya, it was just a dream. It's all in the past, he's alright."

Urghhhh why'd I agree to go clubbing yesterday. I don't even like them.

Reluctantly swinging my legs out of bed, I dragged my body to the kitchen, plopped myself on a chair and slammed my head onto the table.

I hear the chair opposite me shift a bit, leading me to believe he must have jumped.

"Morning to you too, Tsuya-kun. Are you sure you're okay?"

I lifted my head slightly to meet my friend's gentle green eyes, looking at me with much concern.

I groaned and muttered a small good morning before hiding my face in my arms again.

More shuffling, then a pat on my shoulder and a waft of deliciousness, causes me to sit upright. I can't help the small smile creeping onto my face, as I clasp my hands together, mutter a small thanks for the food and chug as much food down as humanely possible.

He giggles before slowly pulling the plate of food away and pushing a glass of water towards me, accompanied by painkillers.

"Tsuya-kun, you should at least drink water first. I'm pretty sure eating that much after a night of drinking is not gonna do your body any favours"

"Oh and how would you know that Nagisa?" I raise an eyebrow as I pop the painkiller out of its casing.

Nagisa rolls his eyes. "C'mon Tsuya-kun, who's the one who treats you after all your night outs huh?"

I take the pill in order not to answer him to which he scoffs and mumbles "Exactly", before returning to his seat across mine.

Miura Nagisa. My childhood friend who I love dearly, and don't go getting the wrong ideas. Our relationship is purely familial, after all Nagisa is destined to meet someone else, someday. Until then I'll always stay by his side because...

"Ne,Tsuya-kun, we might have to go visit the family early"

"How early?"

"Like tonight early?"

I look up from my food, put the chopsticks down and chew slowly. This is proceeded by me glaring at him and smiling benignly.

"Tsuya-kun...please don't be mad"

Veins popping, "I'm.Not.Mad."

Nagisa scuttles further away and I widen my smile.

"You look pretty mad"

"I'm not mad, just tell me why"

Nagisa gulps then laces and unlaces his fingers as he always does when he's nervous. "I mighta, sorta, maybe...lost all my pills"

He immediately closes his eyes and I sit back slowly, rubbing my temples.

"I'm sorry it sounded like you said you lost it which you surely must've not because that was the 3rd pack this week and you promised me you wouldn't lose another, so enlighten me, you didn't lose it correct?"

"I-I'm sorry Tsuya-kun" His voice barely a whisper.

"Goddamit Nagisa" I clench my fist, take a deep breath and slowly get up from the table. "I need a smoke"

The quiet scrape of a chair, "Tsuya-kun, you know how I feel about-"

I whip my head around, glaring to which my surprised friend falls backwards "Not, another, word from you"

I head to the balcony door and pull out a cig. Taking a deep whiff and blowing it out, I watch as it dissipates into the air.

Calm thoughts, calm thoughts. It's fine. It'll just be for the week, maybe even a few days who knows. For Nagisa, for Nagisa, for Nagisa.

After taking in another deep whiff of tobacco, I put out the bud and walk inside.

Combing my hair through my fingers, I look up slowly.

"I'm not mad Nagisa. We'll go see them tonight okay"

Silence

"Nagisa?" I open my eyes and see a clean but empty kitchen.

Walking over, I see a lilac note stuck onto the table's surface.

I'm sorry I made you mad, Tsuya-kun. If you don't want to go it's fine. As much as I would like to stay with you, you and I both know I have to go. I wanted you to cool off so I headed to school first. See you in a week!
P.s I'm really, really sorry.
~Nagisa

A vein pops as I scrunch up the note. That stupid, stupid Omega.

"NAGISAAAAAAA"
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Hey guys! How are you guys enjoying it so far? Again any feedback is greatly appreciated. How do you feel about Atsuya and Nagisa's dynamic and what do you think the deal is with Atsuya being on edge on going home?