Chapter 03

It was a Saturday night and usually, I'd be thankful kapag hindi ako minessage ni Nikki para lumabas at magparty. I'd been told that I could be quite of a people pleaser na kahit na ayoko naman talagang lumabas, I'd still end up going out dahil lang nahihirapan ako na magsabi ng hindi.

Normally—normally—I would be thankful for the lack of invite... but I had seen Nikki's snapchat story and I knew she was partying and I thought I saw a glimpse of Zion on her story!

I got it so bad already and I had only seen the guy twice—but in my defense, in those two times, I'd seen him naked din! Bakit nga ba ako pumayag sa ganito?

Me: Saw Zion sa sc ni Nikki

Gem: And...?

Me: Idkkkk

Gem: You wanna contact him?

Me: Kinda

Me: But also afraid

Me: Because what if I did tapos hindi siya pwede???

Gem: E di hindi?

Me: Not that simple

Gem: It really is!

Gem: Go message him. If busy siya, e 'di better luck next time

Me: Idk

Gem: Bat ba takot na takot ka jan? I mean I get it he's cute but also, remind yourself that he's just a guy? Also you're friends with Nikki? She can literally introduce you to a lot of hot guys if you ask her?

I sighed. She's right. Nikki's been on my ass for a long time about my dating life—or the lack thereof. That's why I was kind of hesitant na sabihin sa kanya iyong kay Zion. I knew she'd be so supportive but also so protective. I agreed with the setup with Zion, but I also knew that it's a wrong decision. Nikki would definitely voice that out. And then I knew that she'd tell me that she'd introduce me to hot and nice guys.

Thing was, I wasn't interested on those hot and nice guys. Apparently, gusto ko iyong halos hindi ko nakakausap at nakikita ko lang kapag madaling araw na.

It's so bizarre to be self-aware of the red flag yet choosing not to do anything about it.

Okay. Bahala na nga.

I sent a simple hey at around 11PM. I wasn't holding my breath for his reply kasi nakita ko naman na nasa party siya. Still, hawak ko iyong cellphone ko and naka-on iyong notifs ko in the chance na mag-reply siya.

Zion5200: Whats up?

Me: Busy?

Zion5200: Depends

Me: Depends on what?

Zion5200: What you have in mind

Me: When will I see you again?

Zion5200: Depends on you

This was so bad dahil bakit ako kinikilig sa ganitong usapan namin? He was barely doing anything! My god, the bar was in hell at this point! This man could literally breathe in my direction at kikiligin na agad ako.

Me: What about now?

Zion5200: Okay

Me: Okay? You'll go here?

Zion5200: Yeah

Me: Great

Holy fuck.

Gem was right—it was easy!

Ito ata iyong sinasabi nila na ask and you shall receive!

After my brief conversation with Zion, I took a quick shower dahil syempre gusto ko naman na mabango ako. I applied lotion all over my body and sprayed perfume in my hair dahil may ilang beses na nasa buhok ko iyong ilong niya. Ayoko naman mag-amoy araw.

I was getting better at this... preparation. After a less than 10 minutes, I was done. I looked at my mirror and actually liked what I was seeing. I was wearing black silk shorts and spaghetti top set, my hair was a bit curled dahil naka-bun iyon buong araw, I applied concealer and eyeliner, and of course lip balm.

I knew that he'd be going here from the party kaya naman medyo naglinis ako habang naghihintay. To be fair naman, if mayroong upside 'to, naging consistent na iyong kalinisan ng condo ko. Not that I was living in a pigsty before, but sometimes, if sobrang busy ako, may konting kalat. But now that I didn't know when Zion would contact me, medyo malinis na ako. Mamaya kasi bigla siyang magmessage na nandyan na siya tapos ang gulo ng condo ko.

Then it was already 12MN.

Kung pwede lang siguro matunaw iyong cellphone ko sa titig ko rito, kanina pa siya natunaw. I wanted to message Zion to ask kung papunta na ba siya o kung matutuloy pa ba, but I was afraid of coming off as needy.

"This is so pathetic," I said as I watched the clock turn 2AM.

* * *

I wasn't a fan of the fact that I had to consciously distract myself dahil na-indian ako ni Zion. It was Sunday, so it was a no work day for me. I went to the mall and watched a movie alone. After that, I went to buy a book and read it in the coffee shop. I also had dinner in some resto kasi tinatamad akong magluto. Besides, I had a really crappy night, so I deserved some treat.

Pagbalik ko sa condo, naligo na ako. I was already looking forward to sleeping because I had been out the whole day. Plus the fact na 2AM na ako nakatulog kanina.

Zion5200 is typing...

I rolled my eyes nang makita ko iyong notification na iyon. I hated that I was very aware na notification ng snapchat iyong narinig ko. I knew I should've turned off the snapchat notification, but the masochist and probably horny side of me didn't want to.

Zion5200 sent a chat

I should not read the message. I definitely shouldn't. He could've told me na busy siya at hindi makakapunta. It would've been fine. Alam ko naman na busy siya at may sariling buhay. Alam ko naman na walang kami. But the fact that he confirmed with me and then ditched me was what's so annoying to me.

Inilagay ko sa Do Not Disturb iyong cellphone ko and proceeded to sleep. It had been a long day and I just wanted for it to end para makapagsimula na ulit ako ng bagong araw bukas.

But as my luck would have it, nagising ako ng bandang alas dos ng madaling araw. Yeah. I shouldn't have slept at 9PM! Nagising tuloy ako nang sobrang aga.

Zion5200: Hi

Me: What

Zion5200: Busy?

Me: Kinda

Zion5200: Okay

I rolled my eyes. Magrereply pa ba ako? Ni hindi man lang nag-apologize for wasting my time! Ganito ba talaga kapag hookup buddies? Walang respect sa oras? May rules ba sa ganito? May dos and don'ts ba? Makapag-research nga bukas.

Me: Why

Zion5200: Nothing just wanted to hangout

Me: Hangout?

Zion5200: Yeah you know

Me: I don't wanna hangout

Zion5200: Oh okay

Ah, fuck.

Bakit biglang ako na iyong guilty?!

Me: What does hanging out mean for you?

Zion5200: Dunno hookup?

Me: Okay

Zion5200: Okay?

Me: Yeah

I saw that he opened the message. Normally, mag-aayos na ako agad para sa pagdating niya, but ewan ko... Tinatamad ako kasi baka biglang hindi na naman siya dadating. Pero parang gago naman if hindi siya dumating kasi this time, siya iyong nag-invite! Alam mo 'yung nananahimik ako tapos ang gago niya lang if ever?

But then the phone rang after a few minutes.

And I had to tell the receptionist to let him go to my room.

Oh... so, he's really here.

"Hey," he said with that beautiful but for some reason really annoying at the moment grin when I opened the door.

"Hi," malamya na reply ko.

Nakita ko na napatingin siya sa outfit ko. This was way different from how I welcomed him the last time he went to my condo. I mean, I didn't think I looked that badly, but I definitely could've put in more effort. I was just wearing my comfortable pajama and a pale pink tank top.

Fine, I was wearing some makeup! Ayoko naman na matakot siya sa itsura ko kapag barefaced ako.

"Why are you still awake?" he asked while he was removing his socks. He was wearing sliders with socks. Nakasuot din siya ng cotton shorts and black shirt. He looked pretty comfortable.

I shrugged. "Finishing some work," sabi ko dahil gusto kong malaman niya na may ginagawa ako at hindi ako naghihintay sa pagmemessage niya lang.

Tumango lang siya. Nakatayo lang ako roon at hinihintay kung ano ang susunod na gagawin niya. My arms were crossed against my chest. Bigla siyang natawa.

"You look pissed," he said.

"I am not," I lied.

"Okay," he said, shrugging, as he cupped my face, leaned down, and went for the kiss.

Oh, fuck it, this guy could really kiss!

Gustung-gusto kong hindi siya halikan pabalik, but the way his lips were coaxing mine, wala pang ilang segundo ay bumigay na agad ako. I mean, life is short! Might as well makeout with this hot guy!

Zion, for some reason, took his time kissing me. Hindi ko alam kung gaano kami katagal na nakatayo lang sa may entrance ng condo ko at hinahalikan niya ako. It was a pretty uncomfortable position for me dahil naka-tiptoe ako para maabot iyong labi niya. I was not sure if it was uncomfortable for him, too, dahil naka-yuko siya.

But whatever, kissing him was so good!

'Holy fuck, that was hot!' was my thought when he carried me and he began to walk papunta sa kwarto ko. Ibinaba niya ako sa kama ko pero hindi naghihiwalay iyong mga labi namin. Seriously, how was I breathing when we're just kissing continuously?!

This guy's so good at multitasking because he managed to get me naked while still kissing me.

"What?" I asked, feeling a bit conscious nang nakatingin lang siya sa katawan ko. I wanted to cover my body with my hands but I didn't want to seem insecure. He's always surrounded by models. I could fake confidence even for an hour, surely.

Why was I always pretending in front of him?

"Nothing," he said with his eyes scanning my body and then they're back to looking at my face. "Lie down."

"What?" I asked.

"Lie down," he replied.

I did what he ask. Akala ko ay maghuhubad na siya, so my eyes widened a bit when instead of getting naked, his hand was suddenly in between my thighs. His fingers began to rub me down there habang nakatingin siya sa mga mata ko.

"How are you so wet already?" he asked like it was a surprise! I was ashamed to admit that he had so much control over me that I get turned on by the sound of fucking snapchat notification! But I'd never admit to that. I'd rather get hit by a truck.

"Please," sabi ko nakita ko ang bahagya niyang pagtawa nang hawakan ko iyong kamay niya at ipitin iyon sa pagitan ng mga binti ko.

"Not yet," he replied, still fiddling with me like I was a goddamn harp. I saw the amusement on his face when I began rocking my hips back and forth against his hand. His eyes were not leaving my face and I knew there and then that whatever patience he has was already wearing thin.

"You're fucking impatient, aren't you?"

I nodded as I bit my lower lip. "Please..." I said once again.

I didn't know how he fucking did it but his right hand was still in between my legs while his other hand pulled his shorts down, grabbed the condom from his pocket, tear the wrapper between his teeth, and then rolled the condom around his dick—all while his eyes were just on me. I wanted to close my eyes and to just feel his thumb as he caressed me, but I also wanted to watch him as he watched me.

Why was this so fucking hot?

"Come here," he said as he withdrew his fingers from me. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gusto niyang mangyari, but he pulled me from the bed—effortlessly so—made me stand before him, placed both my hands against the bed, and then held the sides of my waist with his hands.

My lips parted when I felt him rubbing his dick against my core.

"You want this?" he asked.

"Yes," I replied as I bit my lip.

"Yes what?"

"Yes, please?" I asked, unsure what he wanted from me, but pretty sure that I'd do anything at this moment just to have that dick inside me.

My god, what has happened to me?!

I used to make fun of girls who are so dick obsessed! And now, watch me eat my words.

I was about to say something else when my lips parted the moment I felt him going inside me. God, he's so sexy when he grunts! If this was the last thing I'd hear before I die, I wouldn't complain at all!

"Putain d'enfer," he uttered.

"W-what?" I asked, almost whimpered, but he didn't answer and my question was soon forgotten because goddamn, an earthquake could happen in this moment and I was pretty sure I wouldn't give a fucking damn!

* * *

It was around quarter to four when we finished. As usual, he'd remove the condom, tie it up, and then excused himself to go to the bathroom. This time tho, instead of staying naked, I grabbed my cardigan and covered myself up with it.

Nang makabalik siya sa kwarto ko, ang una niyang ginawa, like usual, ay kuhanin iyong damit niya na nasa sahig. I was just watching him as he dressed himself.

God, he's beautiful.

"Do you have work later?" he asked as he was putting on his shirt.

"Yes," I replied.

"Nice," he said.

Was this him making small talk? Or just filling in the silence? Either way, I'd take it dahil nung nakaraan nga ni hindi ata kami nag-usap? Ang pinaka-mahaba naming usapan ay nung una kaming nagkita nung birthday ni Nikki. Judging on that, he's good at conversing. Baka tinatamad lang siya magsalita ngayon.

"I'll get going," he said when he finished getting dressed.

"Okay," I replied.

"Thanks. Talk to you soon," he said and then my eyes probably widened a little when he cupped my face and then placed a kiss on my forehead.

What the fuck was that? 

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