Hi guys!

Long time no see, huh?(*dodges the oncoming tomatoes, catches one, and eats it)

That was an understatement. Whoever it is that reads my books, if you were waiting for them, my apologies. I'm sorry.

I'm not going to put cute gifs here to make you forgive me, I deserve any hatred you got for me. At least it is better than nothing.

Sadly, real life will not let me write. I know that is a crappy excuse, and if I want to write, I must do it, but whenever I do it, I'm overcome with guilt. It makes me feel bad, as though I'm throwing away all chances for a normal life, financial stability, acceptance...., all those stuff that is important. But I can't explain how much I love writing. It's my kryptonite. How much ever I try to distance myself from reading and writing stories, I keep coming back to it like a moth attracted to flame. I know it is dangerous, I know I've to focus on real life, but god knows I can't.

Wattpad started out as a place I can read stories during my free time. It became a place I can escape to when real life became too much to bear. Then I started writing, and I got hooked to it like an addict, getting highs from every vote and comment on my books. It started as a hobby, but now it's become life. Writing liberates me in ways nothing else does. I can't go a day without my hand itching to write/type something new that my mind thought of. It's makes me feel pathetic and happy at the same time.

I don't know how many of you are gonna read this.

But I hope I can become organised enough to come back to wattpad permanently. You know, become an author. It's not gonna be an easy journey, but I'll be damned if I don't try it with my all.

Yours hopefully,
-bookbutterfly1999